章 56: Outing Pt.6

Yoon Gi's POV

Being able to spend a day out with the members and Lilac had been an amazing thing for me because I get to be close with Lilac. I know that it's a shocking thing to all the members as I am not the kind of person who is willing to leave my studio for no reason. A simple outing like this we could actually do it anytime and we had been doing it all the time. It's just that this time is more special because Lilac is there. I realize that Jung Kook also like Lilac as I do but he kept his feelings. I don't know whether if Lilac have any feelings towards me so I didn't dare to assume that she likes me as she treats all of us the same. I don't know whether is it better for me to keep quiet about my feelings or let out my feelings. Even though I hope that I could see Lilac's smile everyday. I hope even more that the smile on her face is caused by me.

"Yoon Gi hyung let's go. The minivan is here." Jimin said.

"Oh ok." I said.

"Were you thinking about someone? Maybe Lilac." Jimin said cheekily.

"No I was just thinking about the melody of our new song. I should have brought my laptop along

today." I said.

"Yoon Gi hyung relax a little. Enjoy our little outing today. I know that it's important for you to

produce song but your health and mental state is important as well. Don't stress yourself our too

much." Jimin said.

"I know but I just couldn't help it." I said.

"I can understand that hyung. But please just today." Jimin said.

"I'll try. Let's go. Didn't you say that the minivan is here already." I said.

The both of us walk towards the minivan where the rest of the members were already there. So I was the last one to reach. On our way back to our apartment, we were having our own mini karaoke in the minivan. I don't know how the driver could actually stand our shouting and screaming. We were legit screaming and not singing at all. But it's ok. It's just a time for us to have fun. How I hope that this moment could last longer so that I would not need to go back and face the harsh reality of working. Being able to enjoy like this makes me missed my high school years.

"Hyung are you okay?" J-Hope asked.

"Yeah. I'm fine." I said.

"It looks like you were worrying something." J-Hope said.

"No I was just thinking about how I used to go to the karaoke place near my school after we finish our classes. Ever since debut I've been going out for karaoke lesser and lesser. So I'm kind of sad thinking back about it." I said.

"Oh I see." J-Hope said.

After 10 minutes, we reach the apartment and I straightaway go into my room so that I could get my sleep back because I just felt very tired.