章 33: Outbreak
Jay had finally collected and calmed her breathlessness. She faced him with a look of curiosity in her eyes, not being able to raise a conversation for what he just did.
Ace just smirked slyly as he met her eyes, as he traced his lower lip with his thumb licked it showing the essence of the act. Jay cringed.
"Bittersweet!", he exclaimed running his tongue through his lips.
"What was that?", Jay managed to raise.
- Creating the situation ...
- For yourself?
- Not quite, it works double sided.
- Didn't.
- Did so. I gained from the worth ....and as for you …...
- ??
- Red cheeks! More vulnerable to study.
- What's the big theory?
Ace leaned towards the table and at Jay, taking a better look at her face. Smiling foxily he arched an eye brow," What's the feel?"
- What?
- Blushed cheeks, feels hot doesn't it? What else?
- Uh, suffocating?
- Not the obvious practical. Any difference?
- Slightly.
Jay in the reality, doesn't involve herself in any social networking sites, nor does she surf blogs or watch T.V. Thus, the basic emotions for a girl in puberty, never bore any seed in her. She never got indulged in any relationship which would acquire more of her time and mind. Travis doesn't count.
Therefore, the reason of her loose reaction. Her social field skills are worse than anyone. Her conclusions were different from his, based on a strange adult documentary which she caught on once while her class played it on projection for mischief.
Later for which they had to run useless laps across the field for punishment.
"Have your demands levelled up?", she asked," Just the company might not be working, so you need physical connection with me? In case, my body?", she said all those without considering anything about the person before her as she wore a straight face. For her, it was normal to ask such.
No, she wasn't being sarcastic!
But for Ace, it was not!
He kept on gaping with a blank expression trying to recollect the words directed at him. Did Jay just really say those?
In a moment, his face firmed and jaw tightened clenching against each other. He shifted sitting straight as his face deteriorated and eyes degraded dark. From a mocking gaze, his eyes lasered sharply at Jay. Strangely she shuffled a little under that strong glare! Wondering what did she say wrong to get him change?
She just created a situation!
"You could say those words out so bluntly ...", came out a hoarse tone, piercing full of rage," ......but still can't think beyond the relationship we have? After all that happened, is this what we are in your mind?".
Jay had first time encountered Ace being mad at her.
More like hurt mad!
"Ace?", Jay uttered confused.
"If I had wanted, I could have just fucking raped you the first day", Ace said without thinking, purely outta temper," And each day after ......if I would be wanting a payback for my services".
"Is that all I'm for you? Give and take?", the words seem broken this time," Nothing more than a fake cover? Since you've been playing me in that position from the start, I let you. Never it occurred you, you might be wrong?".
- Ace, what is wrong?
Ace just beamed up and went all out," Can't you just open those eyes and see that I've been giving my true self to you all this time? Or you just deny to acknowledge it? Every word, every action from me to you were honest up until now ....... yet you!
- ......
Ace continued looking away," I knew you would tough to break when I first met you. Still I had no regret letting you my hand whenever you needed it. It tortured me for all the times I couldn't be there for you and the time when you had to resort to extreme measures before me".
- Ace, it's not like that. I'm really glad for everything you ...…
- DON'T YOU DARE FUCKING LIE!!!
Jay didn't flinch a bit. She looked right in his eyes just after he had a hard time controlling his temper, yelling whatever at her. Her face cold and she had it enough!
"I'm not!', her serious voice created a barrier from Ace's rage," Since you brought it up, sit back bitch. And listen to me carefully. No word!".
Her fucking voice was literally commanding and cruel. Where did she learn that? Her dominant personality had been triggered, and its victimized Ace. Seems like she's isn't that innocent to the world after all.
"Yes, I always had the content that obviously you faked stuffs. And you know I'm not wrong, whenever you did all those …... for me.", Jay confessed," But with me .... You dragged me to the point where I had to doubt myself. The mind hadn't shown up in a while, so its all me. The chronic started giving away when I learnt to depend on you more and more. I wanted to deny it, and I hated that it made me like that. I panicked that if you leave, I'll be left helpless as ever."
Jay diverted her gaze and fumbled on her bold words this time," How much I despise this, but you had started to change me already. I'm sorry for my lack of expression or words, but now, I-I can't, I can't d-do it without y-you anymore. Not anymore".
Ace was caught completely off guard.
One thing, and he has never expected to hear such words from specifically Jay. Not her. Not her being a quiet masochist and a complete showy introvert.
Is this what has been messing up her mind this whole time?
And she needed a sudden outbreak to speak it all out?
And this is all she felt?
Ace could just gape at her like a bitch, and nothing else.
Clearing his mind and throat, he knew he had to speak something to break the silence. She is looking at him, expecting something.
- What did you just say?
- If not blunt enough ......I need you!
And Ace just regained a little courage to look into her eyes to say those words. With the last phrase from her, it all got snatched and washed away too.
Now he's just left like a empty soul with a sped up heartbeat keeping him running.
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