章 5: Chapter 5: her escape
Ｒ18 will end here
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It hurts, it hurts, it hurts!!
The pain of my first time being penetrated in this world was more than I expected. I couldn't help but yell loudly to distract myself.
To alieve the pain even a little bit more, I raised a loud voice and desperately adjusted my breathing.
「Uwah... So tight...」
Even though he said that, without reservation, Apollo rocked his hips backed and forth.
Without thinking, I clawed at his back but he only made a wry face. It didn't seem as if he had taken much damage.
In contrast to my suffering, he chuckled.
「It's alright, you can scratch me more...Nn... Look, it's all in.」
Following Apollo's line of sight, I saw that our lower halves were connected to each other without a gap.
Ah, I've finally achieved my goal, I thought in a corner of my mind.
「Does it still hurt?」
「...A little, but I'm fine.」
Since it came to this, I wanted to finish it quickly. I fixed my gaze on him.
「Is that so? ...I'm sorry. It seems I can't hold back any more than this. I'll move as slowly as I can. If it hurts you can just scratch me like before.」
Nodding, I once again put my arms around his back.
With a squishing sound, he slowly moved his hips back and forth.
There was still a slight pain but it wasn't unendurable and gradually, a pleasant feeling welled up. Relieved, I relaxed and as my sensitivity rose, my reaction became more obvious.
「Seems like it doesn't hurt anymore... What a nice expression.」
Sucking on the buds of my breast, Apollo increased the speed of his thrusts and while hugging his body, I raised a rhythmical voice.
「Ah, ah, ah, ah... !!」
It feels good. His cock was quite long and pierced deeply into my depths. As he hit the mouth of my cervix, countless feelings of pleasure ran throughout my body.
I want to feel more. Forgetting that I had condemned him before, I begged him.
「Nnn, Apollo, deep... Deeper!!」
Hearing that, Apollo smiled gleefully.
「You like it deep? Feeling it this much even though it's your first time. Un, I'll give it to you lots deeper inside.」
Grinding, he pushed to the opening of my cervix as if knocking. A high pitched whimper leaked out of my mouth from the overwhelming pleasure.
「Good, so good!!」
Wanting to feel more pleasure, my hips unconsciously began to move, matching Apollo's rhythm.
The contact of our hips meeting each other's' midway felt unbelievably good.
The movements of our sex filled the room with an obscene wet sound but even that became encouragement and violated my whole body. Apollo stared at me, spellbound.
「Ahh, this really feels great. Your insides are undulating, sucking me in. It won't let me go. Fufu... Even shaking your hips, it seems that you're feeling good too… I'm glad.」
「Ye...s...!!! It feels...good!!」
Apollo raised the speed of his hips even more and my mind blanked out. I was dominated only by lust. Euphoria cornered me.
「Ah! Ah!! Cum!! I'm cumming!!」
「Yes, let's cum together. I'm also at my limit...Kuh!!」
At that moment, he wildly pounded into me. His thing swelled up even more as he sought to pour his cloudy white semen into me.
In an instant, I regained my sanity and tried to separate from him but he wouldn't allow it. He pressed his rod deeper into me with even more force. I came even more at the impact.
「aAAAHHH!! Hot!! Don't...Not inside!!」
Ignoring my screams, he tightly squeezed me in his arms until he shot all of himself inside. While spasming, I accepted it. In a daze, we kissed and tangled with each other's tongues.
While still trembling, my insides convulsed.
「Releasing inside, you're horrible...」
He had no intention of ejaculating outside.
It was fine since I had used birth control but if I had conducted myself unskillfully or hadn't come prepared, this would've been a complete disaster.
「It's fine. I said I would take responsibility, didn't I?」
「Like I said, what are you talking ab...Ah!!」
Inside me, his thing once again pulsated hotly. Without my consent, his hips once again began grinding. From just swaying back and forth, the pleasant sensation from earlier returned.
「Eh... Wait a... I don't want to any... Jeez.」
「Nn, sorry. I can't hold back.」
Because of what he released from before, my insides became even more slippery as he continued violating there. He licked his lips.
「Just once more...Ok?」
「Aaahhh!!」
「It feels good for you too, right? Look, it tightened up again.」
Unable to resist his deep probing, I could only pant loudly. Having the weak spot I just learned about attacked numerous times, I raised an indecent voice.
I didn't think he was the type of pervert to turn a woman's first time into her second.
While feeling good, he rocked his hips and thrusted as he liked. I could do nothing but react.
Then suddenly, he seemed to have thought of something and stopped his movements.
After he thought for a bit, he slowly unsheathed himself.
There was an audible squelch as he did so.
「Ah!」
Then, flipping me over, he pierced into me with all his strength.
「AAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!」
Having a beginner suddenly get it from behind!!
Brutal. This guy is a savage.
「Amazing, you tightened again. Do you like this position?」
「Hyah!! Ah... It's hitting!!」
「Yes, it's hitting a good spot. Somewhere here?」
Being inserted from behind… Maybe it was because the place where I was being attacked was different but regardless, I felt a fresh wave of pleasure.
With pinpoint precision, he aimed at a spot with his dick. Helplessly, I buried my face in the sheets.
If anyone were to see this scene it would look as if I was sticking out my waist towards him.
Having my breasts rubbed from behind while my sensitive spot was pierced with pinpoint precision, I let out a lascivious moan.
「Fufu... This is great... You can even respond to something like this. What a great view.」
「Ah!! Stop...already...impossible!!」
Maybe reacting from my voice, his cock swelled even larger.
His fully sheathed hilt felt indescribable.
「Don't say something like that. Accompany me for a bit more, okay?」
After pacifying me with that, he shifted his position as he poured his cloudy white semen into me again and again. Like that, I graduated from my first experience in this world by leaps and bounds.
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「Nnn...」
When I opened my eyes, I saw an unfamiliar ceiling.
Not knowing where I was, a question mark floated above my head. After several seconds, I recalled the situation I had put myself in. In a fluster, I sprang awake only to find that because of the arm wrapped snugly around me, I couldn't move.
Apollo was sleeping while still hugging me in his arms.
「What time is it!?」
I stretched out my arm to check the clock nearby only to find that the hands pointed to 3:30 at night.
Last night's Masquerade Ball started from six in the evening. I think my last memories of the night were from about 2 in the morning.
Thinking that we had begun doing it after eight made my head hurt. With a virgin as a partner, how much sex did this man plan to have? I held my head in exasperation.
「Huh...?」
The mask I should have been wearing was off. I had no recollection of when it could've been taken off.
During the concluding cowgirl position, it should've still been on... I wonder if it slipped off while I was sleeping. It was likely that my face hadn't been seen. Reaching for the nearby mask, I reaffixed it once again. I had to hurry back. I felt bad towards Marianne who had helped me with finally setting the table.
Apollo appeared to be sound asleep. Even if I moved, it didn't seem like he would wake.
Feeling relieved, I carefully pulled away his arm from my body.
「...Nnn.」
The moment I removed it, his arm reached out to grasp for something so in a rush, I pushed a nearby pillow to him instead.
After hugging it tight, Apollo's lips curved upwards with a satisfied expression. His breathing became steady again.
「...Haaaa.」
That was dangerous.
It'll be troublesome if he wakes up. Let's leave this place quickly.
Finding the discarded dress beside the bed, I briskly dressed.
Because of my rapid movements, a large amount of off-white liquid slid out from the inside, giving rise to an extremely unpleasant feeling.
Despite my bitter feelings, I speedily dealt with it. After I arranged my appearance to look at least somewhat decent, I quietly slipped out of the room.
Opening the door, I turned around and spared him a parting glance. His golden mask glinted in the dim lighting.
「...I quit.」
I had opened my mouth to throw some sharp parting remarks but stopped.
I didn't know what to say.
I wondered if I wanted to say, "thanks for taking my virginity."
Or, "you thoroughly came inside and did whatever you pleased, you savage bastard" and hold him in contempt. My feelings were quite complicated.
In any case, I had already achieved my objective so I thought "well, whatever" and without saying anything, I closed the door.
...The figure of him sleeping contentedly was strangely burned into my eyes as I left.
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「Lidiana-sama!! Are you alright!?」
I boarded the waiting carriage and rode to the mansion in a rush. As soon as she saw that I had arrived Marianne rushed over with enough force to tumble over.
「I'm sorry, I made you worry.」
Feeling guilty about making her anxious, I apologized. With a sleep deprived face, she smiled and replied: "It seems you're fine." That man refused to let me go after one round and thanks to that Marianne was troubled.
Thinking about having lied to such a sweet girl and even getting her to collaborate with my scheme made my heart ache.
I apologized to Marianne once more, and lied again, telling her that nothing happened.
Then as I had planned, I stayed over at Marianne's until just before noon before returning to my own estate.
Returning to my mansion, I was extremely pleased that I was able to carry out everything according to my plan.
Father had gone to the castle and had yet to returned.
He would likely return before dinner time, so the time until then would be the battle.
I was to tell him that I was no longer a virgin, therefore, my marriage with the Crown Prince would be impossible.
If asked about who my partner was, his face had been covered with a mask so I wouldn't be able to respond.
Father also wouldn't think of causing me any unnecessary shame, probably.
After promptly annulling the engagement, I expect that next time he would bring me a more suitable proposal.
Such a good idea, why hadn't I thought of it earlier?
I became exhilarated at the thought of my future without the Crown Prince.
"Crown Princess" could go eat shit. Such a thing, give it to someone who wants it.
I want to marry someone who would love me and me alone.
I absolutely refuse to be just a woman among many, and I'd hate a life where I was bound by duty and unable to move as I want. There was no silver lining in marrying the Crown Prince.
Thinking that after long years I would finally be freed from this agony, a deep emotion filled my heart.
While glowing with self-satisfaction, I heard the flurried sounds of servants moving about.
「Father? Has he returned already?」
Whispering that to myself, I denied it. No, it was much too soon.
But, after the door opened loudly, the voice calling for me was without a doubt my Father's.
「Lidi!! Lidi!!」
While I had questions about my Father's unusually urgent voice, I thought I should receive him and saved my concern for later.
Descending the large staircase in the center, I approached my Father in the entrance hallway.
「Welcome home, Father. You seem to have returned considerably early. Has something happened?」
Delivering the line just as I was taught, I gave my greetings.
When I raised my face, I met the eyes of the person behind my father and immediately stiffened.
He had medium length golden hair with loose waves and long, slitted turquoise eyes. His features were well put together and he possessed a frighteningly graceful appearance capable of charming anyone.
Noticing me, his face broke into a cheerful smile.
In contrast, my face hardened. I was aware that my smile had frozen along with it.
Why in this sort of place...
Even though I had never met him, with just his defining traits anyone would be able to trecognize him. The special features of the Wilhelm royal family males were blonde hair and blue eyes. He was...
「Lidi, because he wanted to meet you, His Highness the Crown Prince expressly made his way to my residence.」
My Father informed me with his face illuminated in joy.
...Honestly, I want to escape right away.
Just when I wanted to break off the engagement, why did it become this way...!!
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Thank you very much.
R-18 has ended~~~~~~
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Credits to Kaguro no Konbu
章 6: Chapter 6: Her Confession
The man standing in front of me while smiling pleasantly was the Crown Prince. Besides him, with a rare face full of grins was my Father.
In the middle of the terrific pressure, I could only pull my stiff cheeks into a cramped smile.
「...His Highness the Crown Prince?」
With a quaking voice I muttered.
Lightly nodding the Crown Prince came before me and elegantly kneeled.
The mantle he wore billowed airily. Seeing the golden embroidery of the Crest of the Royal Family, I could only grudgingly accept that he was the real deal.
「Greetings beloved princess. My name is Frederic van de la Wilhelm. To attain this engagement with you at this time truly makes me happy. Thinking that I should see your honorable face at least once, I've arrived like this today without sending a notice in advance, but I wonder, is it a bother to you?」
Receiving his greetings, I froze.
His renowned turquoise eyes were fixed on me.
For a moment, it felt as if I had seen those eyes somewhere, but after registering the words he said just now, that sense of deja vu vanished.
Why would he say that at our first meeting?!
In our country, only in proposing marriage would a man tell a woman his full name, even in a house where the engagement partners decide that a proposal isn't necessary.
It's gotten to the point where an official ceremony existed just for the exchange of names prior to the wedding. Names were regarded that highly.
Just now this man, without a doubt, had announced his full name to me.
I was engaged to him but even though the ceremony has yet to come, he had already revealed his name to me. I could only think that it was to implicate and make it known that he assents to this engagement.
With a bad feeling, I looked to my side where Father stood trembling, moved with deep emotion.
...This is bad.
I had intended to break off the engagement but I couldn't understand why the Crown Prince had rushed over here first thing, or what he was thinking.
If I could, I would speak my mind without holding anything back about that matter, but it wasn't something to be spoken about in front of the servants and everyone else.
Someway or another I had to get alone with my father then skillfully smooth things over with the Crown Prince.
While I was calculating many things in my mind, my Father began to pester me from the side.
「Lidi, Lidi!!」
I became aware of Father's impatient voice.
It seems like he wanted me to give a reply in regards to the Crown Prince's disclosure of his name.
If one wanted to consent to the proposal, one would likewise name him/herself in return. In the case of a refusal, depending on where someone was from and whoever was in their family, they would name themselves differently using their family names.
That was the theory, but as expected it would be bad not to name myself in this situation.
When I checked my surroundings, I realized that the servants were also examining me excitedly.
Don't even mention Father. His gaze bore into me with extreme vigour.
...I understood that there was no place for refuge.
I resigned myself and plastered on a smile. ...Albeit, a strained one.
「...'A bother' you said. It is no such thing. It's an immense honor, Crown Prince. I am called Lidiana von Vivouare.」
For the time being I judged that rejecting him now was impossible so I let etiquette take over and named myself in return as I held out my right hand.
Anything less wouldn't have been permitted. ...Especially with Father around.
Accepting my words, the Crown Prince dropped a chaste kiss to the back of my extended hand.
That gesture was overly sweet to the point where it was unpleasant. Looking at it from an outsider's perspective, he was just like the princes from stories I'd read in my past life. Ah, he's a real Prince, isn't he.
Anyhow, because of this rite-like motion, the engagement had been completely established.
「Thank you. Please refer to me as Freed, Princess Lidiana. May I call you Lidi?」
「Yes, please do as your Highness wishes.」
At any rate I had no right to decline. He could call me whatever he wanted.
...But I refuse to call the Crown Prince by a pet name.
I don't know if he'd guessed my sentiment, but the Crown Prince stood and gave a small chuckle.
「Are you shy? Lovely Lidi. It's fine for now, but eventually, please call me 'Freed' in that cute voice of yours, ok?」
Hiiiiii–!
Corny!! So corny!!
I'm hit with a strong urge to retract my hand.
The Crown Prince's beautiful appearance along with the lines he had just uttered suited each other extraordinarily.
But just because it suited him didn't mean that I would like it.
...It's no good, he and I just aren't compatible. We lived in totally different worlds.
It was regretful but as expected, I had to move towards the immediate cancellation of the engagement with the Crown Prince.
To begin with, I was already a woman with sexual experience so my qualifications for marrying the Crown Prince was already determined.
Even if it was deliberate.
I didn't even think that we would exchange names in such a place so that was a failure on my part.
I'm sorry, Father, Crown Prince.
But even I have things I won't give up.
I looked over at my father sharply.
Afterwards, in an effort to entertain the Crown Prince, Father would no doubt lead him to his esteemed parlour room.
In order to prepare myself, I would have to return to my own room.
At that time, I will confess the truth to my father.
He could then explain the situation to his Highness and have him comply with cancelling the engagement.
This was the only method left.
After I had decided that, the Crown Prince once again interfered with my plans.
「Prime Minister, I wish to speak with Lidi alone. Is that not permittable?」
The Crown Prince said the words in a gentle yet firm tone. From that, anyone could tell that refusal wasn't an option.
There was something about that tone that was familiar. However, this wasn't the time to worry about something like that so I quickly disregarded it.
Of course, Father wouldn't object.
「Why, certainly! Then, to where would you like to be guided? If it's my estate's parlour room, I believe that your Highness would not be disappointed.」
「I would like to see Lidi's room.」
The Crown Prince promptly ignored my father's suggestion.
Wait a minute, my room!? So he's saying that he wants to go into an unmarried woman's room?
Initially, what he said sounded completely absurd, but upon further reflection, I remembered that he and I were both recognized by our parents and considered to be officially engaged.
I realized that as long as he had Father's permission, there wouldn't be an issue.
Refuse!! Refuse him, Father!! You must show him your prized parlour room!!
「Is that so? Then as your Highness wishes... Now then, Lidi. Be sure to remain courteous to the Crown Prince.」
Father had seen my prayer-like behaviour, but that guy quickly gave way to the Crown Prince.
I knew this would happen, but I couldn't help resisting it a little.
But once it came to this, I had no option other than to nod.
「...Yes, Father.」
I had bowed and nodded like a lady but inside, a storm was raging.
What should I do? What could I do?
My initial plan of confessing to my father and having the family circle break off the engagement fell apart the moment the Crown Prince arrived at my house.
My plan to have my father directly reveal the situation to the Crown Prince and cancel the engagement was crushed before it could be put into practice.
I couldn't afford to spend any more time on this.
It was only a matter of time before the date of the wedding is decided and it turns into something irreversible.
Then what could I do?
While leading the Crown Prince to my personal quarters, I desperately wracked my brain.
However, why did the Crown Prince decide to agree to the engagement with me?
Judging by his behaviour since before, it didn't look as if he was unwilling.
I didn't know why, but it strangely seemed as if he was eagerly anticipating it.
The only merit to marrying me would be having my Father backing him, but from the rumors it didn't seem as if he was a person who needed it.
No matter how I much I thought, I couldn't understand a lick of it, so I stealthily let out a sigh.
The Crown Prince, who was walking beside me, heard it.
「To sigh like that, is there something wrong, Lido? Such a distressed expression does not suit your beautiful face. Please smile.」
「Your Highness...」
The words "I was worrying about how to cancel this engagement with you!" were lodged in my throat.
I frantically told him that there was nothing wrong in response and guided him to my room.
Inviting the Crown Prince into my room, I left the door slightly open as according to the rules of court conduct.
A lady would not be as thoughtless as to pass the time with a man in a locked room. ...For outward appearances.
「This is my room. There isn't anything particularly interesting here, though...」
The Crown Prince and I sat face to face on the large sofa inside my room.
「No, just the thought that Lidi spends her life here, it's of great interest to me.」
「...Is that so.」
While replying to the Crown Prince who was happily observing his surroundings, I considered my next move.
But in the end, I couldn't think of anything so I gave up on it.
...This is enough. I'll tell him directly.
If he wanted to call me a loose woman, then he could call me whatever he wants.
It was much better than keeping silent and going along with the marriage, only for it to be discovered on our first night.
Conveniently, right now we were alone. I'm thankful that it would only be the Crown Prince who would hear my confession.
I haven't conversed with him much, but he seems like a gentle person. Maybe the Crown Prince would accept the nullification quietly and it would all be over with that.
Yes. I felt that that probability seemed likely. Actually, wasn't it quite high?
The more I had thought about it, the more my conviction, that this method would be for the best, grew.
If I had thought about it normally I would've realized that it wasn't, but with the continuous occurrences that led to this situation my head had overheated.
I didn't notice that I was in no condition to be making any composed decisions.
I ordered the maid to bring tea, and she bowed her head and left to room to prepare it.
Now!! There was only now!!
Motivating myself, I stood up.
「Yo...Your Highness!!」
「What is it, Lidi?」
Although I had been immodest when I had stood up frantically, the Crown Prince's courteous response did not falter.
As expected.
「I...I have something important to say to your Highness!!」
The anxiety was too much, so I stumbled awkwardly.
While the Crown Prince was expressing an archaic smile, he encouraged me to continue.
It's going well!! If it's now, then I can say it!
Let's go, Lidi!! For the purpose of grasping my future!!
I gulped in a large breath and resolved myself. I opened my mouth.
「I, I cannot marry you, your Highness!!」
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