章 7: DAY-4 { NOTHING }
I wake up with hopes, I really wish this time it works
really tired of not succeeding
I open my eyes and look at my bed clock it says 12:30
THE FU*K, IT'S AFTERNOON
I can't even skip bath this time as I stink
I run a shower fast and Run to classes
I see my teacher glare at me for missing his class again, I just give him a 90-degree bow
then I meet Toby in the hallway he is flirting with some girl in Russian maybe?
I pull him with me
" was she Russian? "
" No"
" why were you flirting with her in Russian "
" I was cussing her in Russian "
"what? why? "
" because I wanted to cuss at her, But I didn't want to hurt her so .."
"weird logic, " I say
I go to canteen as I am hungry
There I see her, Li Na
she looks upset, I mean really upset
I go to her and touch her shoulder
" What happened, why are you sad? " I ask I feel really bad seeing her this side
" JUST LEAVE ME ASSHOLE , Why are you disturbing me ??" she says without looking up
I feel quite hurt .. did that Ning xi talk bad about me , still I try to calm her .
" Tell me what happen I will solve it for you "
" No just go DI*KHEAD I DON'T REALLY NEED YOUR FUC*ING HELP, JUST LEAVE ME ALONE AND GET OU..." she was screaming at me as the whole canteen watched, I obviously felt bad
she stopped screaming after she saw me, she looked quite shocked.
" WEI BRO, let's go coach is calling, " Toby said probably saving me from further humiliation
I just give her a hurt look and follow toby, she looked like she wanted to say something but I just leave
maybe. Maybe we were never meant to be together.
that explains my 3 failed confessions
I just wanted to help her feel better, Make her feel happy but she ...I am really hurt
I just put all my frustration and anger on my workout
" Bro enough, you will get injured we are just 3 days away from finals " I stop after listening to Toby
I wash up after the practice at school and then I go to toby's dorm instead of home
"Bro, Don't feel sad " Toby says
" How can I not be, I fu*king love her already, " I say
" dude .."
" Just let me sleep, "I say as I Sleep on his bunker for the night
I am feeling like shit but I still love her
And I am not giving up until she rejects me on my face
I still have the energy to fight
I still have
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