Today again, I know you are just there at home waiting for me.
I know, I shouldn't stall and just go home and be a good husband.
But…here I am again like a child addicted to playing games.
Instead of our home and you by my side, I am in another house with someone else beside you.
Playing a dangerous game that may put our relationship at risk.
Especially now that you're starting to doubt me.
Yet, somehow all those risk seems to entice me more into doing it again….
It's crazy.
What's more is that I still love you…