章 84: Diary-7

Only Ronnie knew how hard he was trying to control himself. Raw anger pulsed through his veins and flooded his entire body with rage that he was suffocating on his own fury.

He had never been so angered in his entire life. He had already murdered her "bhaiya" ruthlessly in his mind a countless times. He was trying his best to swallow down his fury and master his anger for now.

He let out a loud sigh and continued to read further.

This endless "love" showered by him didn't stop with just one night. In fact, that was just the beginning. Since aunt and uncle had to go to the company everyday, we would be left alone at home most of the times. That way, it was very easy for the hooligan to molest me every single day.

My only way out of this devil's clutch was mommy to come back and take me to our new home. I prayed for her to come back. With fingers crossed, I waited for her.. every minute.. every day.. but in vain. She didn't come back.

One day when I couldn't take it anymore, I went to aunt and asked her, "Aunt, where's my mommy? Why isn't she coming back?"

She looked at me worried, "Sweetie, is anything a problem here?"

I, of course couldn't tell her that her son was abusing me sexually every single day making my life a living hell and I want to be freed from here. So, I fabricated my words for her. I respected and loved my aunt a lot since she took utmost care of me. She spoilt and pampered me endlessly more than my mommy. So, I didn't want to hurt her feelings.

"No aunt. It's not what you think. I'm totally fine here. I'm scared where I'll lose out on school. Since my vacation is coming to an end and I need to get back to school, I just wanted to know when mommy would come back to pick me." I asked her worried.

Aunt let out a laughter and hugged me, "Sweetie, uncle has already enrolled you to a school here. You don't have to worry about going back to school. It'll begin in two weeks."

But I didn't understand why aunt wasn't telling anything about mommy. I frowned, "But aunt, what about mommy? Won't she come? Why do I've to join a school here?"

Aunt said, "Come here." She lovingly made me sit on her lap and told me. "Sweetie, mommy needs some time. Until then, she doesn't want you to be affected by it. Hence, she has sent over you to me. If you've any problem, consider me as your mommy and tell me everything baby." She hugged me while she told.

That's when i realised that mommy wasn't coming back to pick me and she'd permanently sent me here to aunt and uncle. I thought I would breakdown at that moment.

I fought back my urge to cry and stuttered, "B-But, M-Mommy… I miss her."

Aunt tenderly consoled me. I couldn't hold back anymore. At first, it was daddy who left me, now mommy. I was used by my own cousin brother. Up until today I still wish, "Only if mommy and daddy were together….I wouldn't have to undergo all this…."

Realisation dawned on me later. Staying with aunt and uncle was not at all a problem. It was their son!! He didn't just call me a baby doll. He even played and used me like I'm one. So, this was a torture I could never escape from. I had never felt so helpless in my entire life.