Noah continued. "I have a sense of reason because of you. I long for you way too… much. Gradually, I cannot be obedient to his domination, and gradually, I have my own sense. I can speak; I can think; I can integrate his learning ability and knowledge into my mind. In fact, he could have taken me over fully a long time ago, so we don't acknowledge each other. We cannot get along amicably and even want to kill each other. I put him in great pain, and he does so to me as well. We rely on each other to survive, but we are mutually exclusive.
"Shen Qianshu, I know everything between him and you. Similarly, he knows everything between us. He is in great pain; just like when you are with him, I am also in great pain."
"Noah!" Shen Qianshu grabbed his hand. "Don't continue."
He was so hurt, yet Shen Qianshu felt great danger deep down. She realized something really contradictory, yet she could not tell Noah. She looked at a painting from afar.