章 7: the lazy esper 1

and so I have died, not to anything too special though, I just died of old age. right as the moment I finished my last breath, my life flash before my eye. from when I was a kid, who was raised in a very family, to when I find my extreme hobby of reading light novel and video games and such, then to the time I find myself a office job, which is probably the most boring part of my life, to the time I retired and choose to live my last life in a retirement home. even though it has it up and down and I still a lonely man when I died, I can't say I regret anything and it was a good run, I mean I don't suffer what my fellow retired friend has to go through, my mind still clear as crystal, I Just feel tired all of sudden. but look at the bright side, it is my chance to find out what dead really is in the least painful way possible and there's a chance I will go through what my novels has described. maybe there will be cute demy-human or a loveable goddess,... but there is also a chance it will be in a "strong rule the weak"," kiness is weakness",... type scenario, which i don't like that much but I can't do anything right now but preparing my mind for what going to happen.but I think there no need to rush Thing that much, I just need to act accordingly to the word I in.