Lilica was actually awake all along, since her time in the hospital until now. She wasn't asleep like what the two men thought. She heard what the both of them had said. She didn't want to meet Kazuya so she pretended to be asleep.
Lilica couldn't understand why Ven had changed the way he called Kazuya. What was with the 'this humble servant' and 'your highness' thing? She had never heard Ven's tone so polite before. But she couldn't be bothered to care about it. Her situation was more urgent.
Lilica took the chance when Kazuya stepped outside to take a phone call. It was probably from his wife. As soon as Kazuya stepped out, Lilica quickly grabbed her motorcycle keys before climbing out the window. She wanted to get away from him.
Lilica decided to head to a club in Shibuya. She ordered some alcoholic drinks but perhaps, due to her guilt of possibly killing her child, she decided to just sip on mock tails and get drunk on the atmosphere instead. She was going to party the night away and forget her feelings temporarily albeit; escaping reality.
Lilica had started to acknowledge her real feelings since a month ago. She knew that she was attracted to Kazuya. But she couldn't bear to part with him, even when she knew he already had a life partner. She even insisted on this ridiculous relationship. She knew that she shouldn't hope for more but she couldn't help herself. People in love are always greedy. Indeed, the person who falls in love first loses.
The more time she spent with him, the more she couldn't stay away from him. The more gentle he was, the greedier she became, wanting his love and attention. The whole month she spent away from him made her think; if I can't have him to myself, that's fine. I'll just compromise with this relationship. At least they would still be able to be intimate. It was better than nothing. But fate made things worse. The day she decided to compromise, she found out she was pregnant.
As she was getting drunk on the atmosphere and noise, she joined the dance floor without a care for the little life growing in her womb. Suddenly, a hand tugged at her and she fell onto a man's chest. The fragrance from the man was strangely familiar but Lilica couldn't quite recall whose scent it was as she slowly fainted, from fatigue.
The man held her up, preventing her from falling as he looked at her peaceful face. Her previous restlessness had disappeared, but there was still a tiny hint of sadness. The man escorted her into a private room and placed her on one of the sofas. He ordered some alcohol and began drinking without a care for the world as he stared at the sleeping figure opposite him. The man stared at her as he started forming plans in his head to take her away.
"I'm sorry but I need you..." the man whispered solemnly as he continued drinking endlessly.