When Xia Yehua took Shen Liangchuan and they left the Shen Family without a cent in their pockets, Shen Zihao had only been 15 years old.
It was the age when teenagers were naturally rebellious.
Xia Yehua's departure had caused him to abruptly lose his mothers' love, so he became exceptionally sensitive and nervous.
It left him feeling insecure.
It might not have been so tough on him if hi mom had not taken Shen Liangchuan with her when she left.
At that time, she took his brother along with her and they left without warning. Sometimes in the night, he would lay awake questioning himself.
If he was unwanted because he wasn't good enough, if it was because he angered his mom all the time.
He wanted to be a child who pleased his mother, and he wanted to have a home where he belonged.
Especially at that time.
He was young and naive, going away to study abroad.
In a strange land, he missed home even more.