She gripped the mattress tightly as she looked out the window at the night sky. A faded consternation climbed up her brows. "If only I didn't push myself to ask Ma…"
Song Qingchun stopped to correct herself before continuing. "…Sanitary Su those questions that day."
Even though she resented him in some ways for being so inconsiderate of her feelings, she still found herself unable to use the term 'Maniac Su' to refer to the man.
"Then, I would have been able to trouble him to send me to and from work like usual, but now…"
Song Qingchun slowly closed her eyes as she took a deep sigh. She finished the sentence in her mind. But now, I know all the kindness he has ever shown me was merely to repay a debt. I simply can't take advantage of him anymore. I still have my dignity left.
Song Qingchun realized once more a familiar pain had appeared at the bottom of her heart. It was concentrated and sharp, causing her heart to ache with every breath.