Vinland saga: Not a warrior

He has tried everything, struggling with each step he took, he was dying a slow painful death,

“Ah, immortality, does such a thing exist?” he said while cough out blood, looking up, with a complex expression.

“Does the cycle of life and death cannot be stopped?” he whispered His body went stiff, his eyes fading away.

“I just want to be eternal, No amout of hard work can make it possible, Fate is ruthless” he laughed to himself, already accepting his fate…

“if I only had a second chance”, he lamented his death and irony, no amout of manipulation and connections can save him now..