Bab 2: First

The first thing that I realize after wake up is Haruka's no longer beside me. I panic for a second before hearing Haruka's voice that calling me from the kitchen maybe?

Haruka: "Come get your breakfast, Shu!"

I am smiling hearing my mother's voice calling me. I rushed myself to wash my face and come to the dining room. I see Haruka prepare the dish that already lines up perfectly on the table. So many things that I like from the past life. Actually, my preference changed by time. Because of the blindness that I got from before, I no longer picky about food. I just eat everything that Haruka(in past life) make for me. After Haruka died of old age, I just fill myself by eating food from family restaurant. You might be thinking where is Ayase right? well, I reject her. Ayase seems like love me in the past, But I just can't accept it. I think Ayase can find someone who is more reliable than me. I didn't regret it at all. Back to the present.

I sit on my chair, waiting for Haruka to sit.

Haruka: "Wait a minute sweetheart, it almost finish"

I watch every movement Haruka make, I am really glad that I have Haruka as my mother. In my past life, Haruka is always caring for me. I indebted to her, this time I will make her proud to have me, and I will make her Happy.

Haruka: "Finish" As soon as she says it, Haruka sit beside me. We eat breakfast happily until my tiny belly can't take it anymore.

Haruka: "I am sorry sweetheart. But, the company calls and I need to go immediately, be a good boy and watch TV okay?"

Shu: "Understood Mom"

Haruka: "Wha- finally you call me Mom, Thank you sweetheart. I am sorry that I can't be a good mother until now" say Haruka as she hugs me tightly in her arms.

Shu: "It's okay mom, it's also my fault, I am really sorry for everything"

Haruka: "What are you saying, it's not your fault at all. you're just a kid no one blames you sweetheart" I know she misunderstood it but nah-, just let her misunderstood then.

Haruka: "Goodbye sweetheart, don't forget to lock the door and don't open it if you don't recognize who is it"

Shu: "En, I know it."

Haruka: "Buy something for lunch, I slip some money on the table. I don't know when will I go back, but I will back immediately after I done with the work. I hope that it finish before dinner"

Shu: "Don't worry about me, I am already ten, this time I will be the one who protects you Mom"

Haruka: "Shu~, bye bye sweetheart"

Shu: "En"

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Now that Haruka is gone. I finally have time to reorganize my thought. I recall every single event that will happen from now on. I have seven years before the main event starts. I think it's the time that I met Inori with fyu-nere.

Seven Years!!

I have enough time to make sure the tragedy won't happen for the second time. I wrote everything that will happen from now on in my notebook. I also wrote some solution to the problem. By the time I finish it, I realize a fundamental problem. I am weak!. The only thing that makes me can hold that long in the past is because I have the void genome. I depend on it like it's my own life. But, to make sure it won't happen again, I need the power to stand with my own leg and to achieve that I need to train from now. Void genome is a great power that makes you become a king. But, without proper control, it's hard to become an expert. Gai is a guy that I think almost become an expert. He understands human heart and also has the ability to saw void that really important for the Void genome user.

Shu: "Hmm, think until now, I can't find any aspect that makes me superior to Gai. I don't even understand why he killed by me in the first place"

Maybe it's just Inori void that too powerful. What a power, Inori is so OP. Even though I can win as long as Inori with me. It sounds odd, I think to achieve my goal I need to be the one who OP and destroy everyone who stands in my way. That sounds better now.

It's too much for Inori to become a weapon, I will make her happy and take the dirty job by my own hands. Times fly really fast its almost lunch now. I put my notes in my drawer and go to the dining room. There is one thing that I'd love to do but can't in my past life. That's right let's cook with my own hands!!