Bab 17: Am I strong enough..?

I can feel the night of the blood moon drawing closer. And to be honest I am actually.. terrified of what's going to happen when it gets here. Not only for myself..but I'm scared for those around me when this...this...blood thirsty wild side comes out. I hope I can take it and keep it from harming my friends. I know we need it's power to accomplish our mission, but what if I can't control it's urge..? I gotta come up with something..and soon... because we are getting closer to our destination and the biggest battle of our lives is almost here...There are so many things going on with everyone and everything is going to be nothing but chaos...