Right now, you might be schlacking off. You might be hitting it from behind. You might be getting slammed. You might be getting hammered.
Remember to keep clean. Remember to use protection. Remember to get check ups. Remember to be satiated. Remember to celebrate what you have.
At any time, you may feel like it is your lowest point. Keep in mind you are human. The bad highlights the good in your life. You may not appreciate your situation, but the variety is what keeps it interesting.
Who doesn't like an underdog story? Who doesn't like standing up tall and proud? Who doesn't like hopping in the sheets and being satisfied?
You matter. Your choices matter. Put away guilt when you learn from mistakes. Live.
You never know how much life you have left.