Bab 248: 242 ※ His Straightforwardness [IV]

Sure, Joshua is way better than I perceived him to be, but he and Theo both mean a trophy that I'm not worthy to claim at the end, if I'm through with my revenge victoriously.

"Joshua, I really meant when I said that we can't be together. You're not a bad guy, I don't intend in breaking your heart, so, you should snap out of it. You may be interested in me now because I'm peculiar and mysterious since you don't know me, and I'm also... different than the other Ladies, but I'm not a good person," I passed my previously wounded hand through my hair. "I'm a killer."

"So am I," he claimed unbothered.

"I have vicious plans with many ulterior motives," I scoffed.

"So do I," he tilted his head to the left.

I frowned annoyed, "I'm not worthy of you."

"Neither am I of you, but so what?"

"Joshua," I groaned.