Bab 113: Chapter 113:

Is there even a point in living if I'm just going to die anyway? I HATE THIS! I hate everything that happened to me! What did I ever do to deserve all of this! THIS IS ALL OF THEIR FAULT! WHY DID THEY JUST HAVE TO DIE AND LEAVE ME ALONE LIKE THIS! I HAD DREAMS, I WANTED A FUTURE BUT I JUST GOT FUCKED OVER!

I grabbed the vase from the table and out of anger, I threw it on the ground. I thought it would make me feel better but it wasn't enough. I needed to throw something else, I needed to destroy something else. I grabbed the pendant the candy striper gave me and I threw it hard on the door as soon as it hit the ground hard. Black smoke started to surround and swirl around it. Wha.. what the hell is happening?