Bab 56: The world means nothing to me without you in it..

Realisation hit him hard and poured cold water over him.

He stopped moving himself inside her and pulled out his member.

He began kissing her furiously. This time the kisses were more like he needed her for his very survival. 'How could I not think of the fact if she already has someone in her life? A husband? A boyfriend? What if she has someone in her life who is anxiously waiting for her return? When I've who've met her very recently can't part with her, I wonder what that person must be going through to stay without her. But Jayne, you've become an inseparable part of my life. I can't lose you.' He became melancholic and showered her with his needy, insecure kisses.

Sensing that something was amiss, Jayne looked into his eyes, "Darling, what's wrong? Are you alright?"

"Jayne, no matter what, please stay by my side all my life. I can't afford to lose you. I know I'm being very selfish here. Please stay by my side baby? I cannot part with you no matter what." Ronnie pleaded. He felt like his heart which was was on cloud nine till now was dropped to the ground from there.

"Ronnie, I know what's making you feel insecure. For the fact that I may leave you once my memories are back. But I'm not such a lame girl. Now that I've decided to spend the rest of my life with you, no matter what I will. Just now we've vowed to stay with each other until death do us apart." She consoled him.

"But Jayne-" Ronnie opened his mouth to say something.

"Shh! Come here." She pulled him closer to her and said, "Go to sleep now. I love you."

Ronnie kept his thoughts to himself for now and surrendered himself to her.

She hugged him protectively while his head was on her chest reassuring him by gently caressing his back and kissing his head. She pulled up the blanket and covered themselves after which Ronnie quickly fell asleep in Jayne's arms like a baby.

Looking at his solemn face, Jayne's heart ached. She kissed him, "I'll love you till the last breath of my life Ronnie. I don't even know if I'm worthy of you. But I've decided to stay by your side no matter what. This world means nothing to me without you in it." She whispered.

The next day was warm and the sunlight passed through the window over Ronnie's face and woke him up. He found himself sleeping alone. He clearly remembered sleeping in Jayne's arms last night.

Remembering the previous night, Ronnie got out of the bed and went to the washroom to check if she's there. "Jayne?" He knocked at the door and opened it. She wasn't there.

'Where is she?' He started panicking.

He came out of the room and immediately his panic vanished and his eyes turned warm with love.

Jayne was wearing his yesterday's shirt. Her hair was tied up in a bun. She had put on a headset and was busy humming a tune and dancing around softly in the kitchen cooking something.

Ronnie tiptoed towards her and hugged her slim waist from behind, resting his head on her shoulders not wanting to let go of her.

Jayne felt a warm, protective figure hugging her. She removed the headset, kissed his cheeks and said, "You are awake? Good morning Ronnie!"

"Good morning my sunshine." Ronnie greeted her. He continued hugging her. "What are you doing here? Let's head back to the mansion. The Butler will have prepared breakfast for us."

Jayne stopped chopping those vegetables and turned to look at him. "Can't I even prepare breakfast for my hubby? This is so bad. I wanted to wake you up with breakfast in bed. Go back now and stay in bed. I'll be back." She hurriedly pushed him out but in vain.

"No I can't. I want to stay here. You continue doing whatever you want to. I'll remain hugging you like this." Ronnie turned her back to what she was doing and hugged from behind just like earlier and kissed the nape of her neck.

Jayne who was still till now felt those shocks running through her body yet again. Ronnie continued to hug and kiss her while Jayne prepared some toasts and scrambled eggs along with orange juice for their breakfast.