Bab 19: The lycan

Ben

Its been five days now that i left Aiden. I don't know how I know the way but I followed what my mind is telling me. I took an Uber which led me here, in this abandoned mansion. It looks like one of those horror movie mansions where you are told to never go there but you do cause of a stupid dare. The Uber driver gave me a weird look when he dropped me off here. He drove out as fast as possible. He was probably wondering what a little boy like me could me doing in an abandoned mansion. He probably thought i was a ghost.

Now that I'm looking at it, i can remember dancing around in the big ball room. I remember the many partners I took here. The people I've killed here.

The memories aren't fully back yet but sometimes when I see something familiar it just comes back. It's like I'm having endless visions. I've broken so many people's hearts. I've always been manipulative and cruel.

I can't feel Aiden anymore. I don't know how I did it but I just closed my heart. I know he is going to find me soon. I'm afraid I'm going to break his heart, I'm already doing it. He will never love me if he ever founds out I've killed so many innocent people.

I'm so fucking hungry. The food in those motels I've been staying in , did nothing for the hunger I feel. I wanted to suck so many people dry these past few days. I haven't had blood aside from the unfortunate mouse I caught in the motel, so disgusting, I'm never drinking from an animal ever again.

I want to drink straight from the vein of a human. I want the warm delicious blood filling my mouth as I take my fill. Fuck stop! I'm doing it again. I'm so hungry. I need to get my mind straight.

I open the door of the mansion and it creaks so loudly, I wince. The minute I step foot inside, I gasp falling on my knees. There's something here, something powerful and dark. I can't breathe. I gasp for air clinging my neck. It's like someone is choking me.

The next minute I know I'm being dragged by two strong vampire but I can't do anything about it. My vision becomes blurry. I can't see where they are taking me.

I'm forced to my knees , when I look up I see Damian sitting on a throne smirking down at me.The throne is a grand, ornate chair with leather upholstery, adorned with gold accents and featuring sharp and pointed armrest that resemble fangs. It's intimidating and beautiful.

I look around, the walls and ceiling are all black. There about 20 vampires here. They are all wearing black suits but Damian is wearing a dark red one. The atmosphere is heavy and I'm filled with unease. I realize this is the only room that is fixed. It looks clean and new

"You look good on your knees for me Seth." I scowl and he just chuckles. " I knew you would come. Remember me now baby?"

"Ummh well that's why I'm here, I've been having these visions or memories but I don't fully understand them. I want to know who you are and what is going on?" I say nervously looking around to all the vampires who are standing stock still. The place is making me uneasy.

"So not all your memories are back?" Damian frowns. "I don't get it. Mine were back the minute I turned. There's something wrong with you. There always something wrong with you Seth." I frown at that not knowing what to make of it.

"Tell me when did you turn?" My heart desperately want to know if he has been manipulating me all these years and feeding from me.

"Ooh you wanna know if Damian loved you or not? Ooh baby you are so sweet. Okay to ease your little heart. A part of Damian loved you but he was just not loyal, I guess even when I forget myself, I'm a whore by nature. Anyway I turned after you left. I got drunk and picked a fighter with a stranger who turned out to be a vampire. He turned me saying he is going to make me his fuckboy for eternity , guess where is he, dead baby. The minute I remembered who I was, I fucking killed him. I was way stronger than him. Then I came looking for my sweet sweet Ben luckily for me you were in the club. You see it's destiny babe. Even though we didn't remember, we still found each other. We were meant to be together Seth, forever. " Damian smirks and I don't know how to react. Damian never truly loved me. I was the one who was inlove with him. Fuck I'm so stupid.

"Did I really kill all those people?" I ask quietly. This is the question I've been wanting to ask. I already know the answer buy I feel the need for him to confirm it. Damian laughter startles me.

"You are funny. Seth you killed more people than I did. You love it, it turned you on. When ever you killed someone, you wanted me to fuck you. We fucked besides the corpses you dropped baby. You are evil, just accept it. It's who you are. Embrace It." Damian grins and tears flow down my cheeks.

"No..I..that's was not me. I'm not a killer i..." I trail off when I remember that the hunters I killed in the forest. I sob for a while bowing my head.

The smell of blood makes me look up and I see a young looking woman who is now seating on Damian's lap while he feeds on her. She is grinding her hips on his lap. Her face Is full of pleasure. She moans as Damian rips her dress exposing her white milky boobs. He circles her ripples. I watch as the the red liquid drips down her boobs. My gums start to ache as my fangs pop out.

Damian pulls back and smirks at me. "Want to share?" He asks and I stand up and move to the throne so quickly I don't think the girl saw me move.

I grip the girl's head and tilt it to the side and sink my fangs in her neck as gently as possible. The minute the blood touches my mouth, I go crazy. I drink and drink until I feel being pulled by someone who I push so hard, I hear a crashing sound but I don't pay attention to then only the girl who is already going limb.

"Stop Seth!" Damian shouts and that's when I stop. I pull back panting. The girl sags into Damian. "Fuck now I'm gonna have to look for another sacrifice. She is too weak now." I look at the remaining blood on my lips. I freeze when It comes back to me that I almost killed this woman. Fuck i really am a monster.

"Please help me control it. I can't, the hunger, the anger. Everything is too much. I can't help it." I beg Damian. His expression softens for the first time since he has turned.

"It's okay, I'm gonna help you. No one loves being driven by hunger especially you." He then looks at the other vampires and his expression hardens. "What are you waiting for? Go find 3 other humans."

He looks at me and sees my expression. " Argh , make sure they are not good people." He says then some vampires leave for the job. I wouldn't say I'm glad he is taking bad people. People are still people.

"Wait wait, what do you mean sacrifices?" I ask when it registers.

"Ooh we are bringing the Queen back baby. She's been waiting for us. " He smirks at me. I shiver. The Queen is not good at all.

From all the memories I've seen her in. She is always doing something evil. If she comes back, we are all fucking dead.

"Why would you want her back?" I ask Damian trying to convince him.

"What do you mean? She is our Queen Seth." Damian frowns

"Yeah but she is not here. From what I remember she is controlling. Look at you, you are the boss now. Don't you like the power, the way the other vampires fear you? If she comes back, you will just be one of her subjects. I'm sure you don't want that. " Damian's brows furrows as he thinks . Just as I start to thing I got to him. He tips back his head and laughs .

"You see Seth, this is you, you still remember. You are still as manipulative as ever. I'm proud of you, you almost got me. " He pats me in the back and I curse inwardly.

"There's only one thing missing though,The Lycan. I know he will be here soon. He has fallen for your charms Seth, I don't know how you do it. But keep it up. We will need him too for the ritual " I frown not understanding.

"Who's the Lycan?" I ask

"The dog that's been following you around."

"His name is Aiden! And he is not a dog!!" I shout angrily.

"Ooh what's this? You are inlove with him aren't you? Do you think he will want you after all the things you did, you've killed so many of his people baby. He is not going to want you. You don't deserve to be loved." Damian seats back down on the throne. "Let's wait for your boyfriend so we can start."

I try my hardest not to cry but tears fall freely. I know he is right. Aiden will never love someone like me. He deserves better.