Bab 43: [ 43 ] Provocation

Louise was looking at himself in the mirror. His feelings were hard to describe, he couldn't imagine what just happened.

The whole party was a fucking trap and wrost of it, he fell for it.

First that wine, then his heat, then that guy Rain, then again getting drunk, then again that Ver.

It was fucked up.

All the shit just happened in one night. 

He feels like the whole world is laughing at his misery.

But there's something more puzzling in his heart... something that worries him.

Pride getting broken can be repaired but this feeling...it leaves a heavy blow on heart..

...when broken

It feels like some needles pocking on his heart. It's not a feeling of pain, but rather a weird feeling.

A mix of pleasure and curiosity.

He put his hand on his heart, it was beating fast. 

Why?

Just Why?

Why does it have to be this...

He knows this feeling...