Bab 237: Been negative.

Bella. 

When I returned from the hospital with Ray, I was still feeling very upset. True I loved Ray but the incident confirmed my fears that Ray was not over his ex. I looked at the mirror for over an hour wondering how Ray managed to mistake her for me.

"was I just a replacement in his heart?"He never told me what lead to their break up. He seem like he did not want to visit that time of his life.

If he was still feeling heartbroken about it, does this not mean that his feelings for her were still alive and he was only too angry or frustrated about what happened to realize that he still loved her.

I closed my eye but that night felt very long. I could not sleep properly. I did not dare to sleep in Ray's room because I was sure that the image of what I saw earlier will continue to play in my mind. When I woke up the next morning I decided to prepare breakfast for everyone. I knew Ray will not wake up on time so I sat with my friends to eat.