Bab 30: No!

When I slept, I was thrown back to the depth of our mindscape. Everything had stopped for me, I was there but I wasn't.

My voice went unheard. 

It was the most difficult experience I had since being there. 

Since being there…? Actually, how long have I been here? Since when? I'm unable to remember. What was the deciding factor for everything that led to my own existence? 

Those questions were tormenting when everything around me was void and silence. But I managed to somehow pull myself together from those and try to break what chained me down in this place. 

What was it, though? I was truly oblivious to a lot of things around here. Haaa… But there were a few chains holding me down, they were heavy yet invisible. 

When Alice came to look for me, I was in half-coma. Unable to move, but I could hear everything. I was also able to see what happens around us in the real world.