Bab 3899: 1
Hugging her in a tight embrace, "Oh, hell no. Are you kidding? They're never here. I don't think they realize they even have a child."
"Ah - I see," she replied.
"Yeah, it's the way they are. They actually just texted shortly before Suzy did to tell me they were headed out of town for a couple days. They always do that shit. I guess it was nice of them to let me know." Billy announced this in his usual matter-of-fact manner but they could both tell he was hurt. His parents really had no regard for anyone other than themselves.
Shortly after, the girls left and Suzy promised to see Billy the next day so they could resume their regular summer routine. Billy fixed himself another sandwich for dinner and then went up to his room.
Sometime later, long after the sun had set and the last lingering lights of summer glittered on the horizon, Billy walked out of his room to use the bathroom down the hall. When he came out, he distinctly heard a knocking sound and abruptly halted on the upstairs landing to listen intently, thinking that perhaps he was hearing things.
Nope - there it was again. When Billy heard it a third time he realized it was coming from the back door. He walked slowly down the stairs, deliberately taking his time as he could not imagine who would be visiting his house at this time. Making his way gradually into the kitchen the rapping sounded again, and he could just make out a shape through the small window at the top of the kitchen door. Peaking out one of the kitchen windows just to the left of the entrance he was stunned to see Victoria standing on the back steps.
Opening the door quickly with a look of puzzled astonishment, Billy said, "Victoria! What are you doing here? Are you okay?" He automatically assumed something was wrong.
"Hello Billy. I'm fine," she answered nonchalantly.
Billy was even more confused. "I don't understand. I thought you were leaving tonight?"
"I did leave. I left Suzy's house."
He was completely disorganized now, and as thoughts raced through his mind he repeated, "I don't understand." Then he looked past her and around the corner for signs of her car. "Is Suzy with you? Where is your car?"
Victoria smiled perceptively at him, "Suzy is at home and I parked my car down the road a bit, out of sight."
"Then you walked to my house?" he said mystified. Billy was all kinds of befuddled.
"Yes, that's right. Now, can I come in or what?" she asked exasperatingly.
That seemed to jump-start Billy's mind and he quickly stepped out of her way, "Yeah, sure. Come in. Of course."
Victoria marched right through the door and passed Billy heading into the dimly lit living room as he stood there holding the door open with a look of puzzlement across his face. He shook his head slightly in dismay, closed and locked the back door and proceeded to follow her into the large living area.
As he walked into the adjoining room Victoria stood in the center looking at him. Once again he could only manage to say, "I don't understand."
"Oh Billy," she sighed heavily, realizing she was going to have to explain things to him and becoming irritated at having to do so. "It's really quite simple. I came to visit Suzy the other day in order to have sex with her - and you. I'm still waiting to fuck you, and I'm not about to leave this little town until I do so."
Billy felt as though his mouth hit the floor. He had never met anyone like Victoria. Never. She was too blunt, too direct and too forward and he wasn't used to it. Thankfully, he didn't have a chance to respond as she kept right on talking.
"I know we messed around yesterday and all that, but we - and I mean you and I - never had sex. Not that I'm surprised because I think Suzy deliberately prevented that from happening. And you did too - waking her up in the middle of our little time together."
"But..." he mumbled.
"Don't but me, and don't deny it. I told Suzy about it too and she gave me all the denials I want to hear."
Feeling a bit like a broken record Billy said, "I don't understand."
"Oh Christ Billy. Good thing your mouth works wonders on a girl's pussy because otherwise it's completely fucking useless."
That pissed him off. "Alright, look..." he snapped.
"No! You look," she interrupted. Victoria stepped closer and pointed an index finger right in Billy's face. "I understand all about you and Suzy. I also know that you have been in love with her since like, what, middle school?" she sneered. "The problem is that Suzy thinks she's in love with you too. She's not. She's in love with your cock and your mouth, that's it. And don't get me wrong Billy. Those are two wonderful attributes of yours. Very wonderful in fact. But that's not love. It's lust."
"Ok..." he stammered, completely unaccustomed to anyone ever speaking to him in such a harsh, exacting manner and feeling more than a little intimidated by this female college senior who was clearly a force of nature.
Realizing she was coming on a bit strong, Victoria lowered her finger and attempted to soften a bit, "Look, Billy, I don't mean to be a bitch. I really don't. I don't know you. I hardly know anything about you. What I do know is that you are remarkable in bed. Or, at least remarkable at licking pussy. Now I want my chance to fuck you. It really is that simple." She turned and took a seat on the couch.
He turned to look at her, still trying to make sense of everything. "I don't know if I love Suzy or not. We've never discussed that."
Lifting her head with one eye askew and oozing all kinds of doubtfulness, Victoria propped her feet on the large ottoman in front of her before answering. "Yes you do. Or, at least you think you do, which is the same thing. I've seen how you look at her. I've seen how she looks at you but..." She stopped abruptly, not sure how to proceed and not wanting to reveal too much.
"But what?" he asked curiously.
Victoria took a moment to collect her thoughts before continuing. She wasn't sure she should divulge too much as that would betray her close friendship with Suzy, but she didn't want Billy to be so naïve either. "Let's just say there are things you don't know, okay? You couldn't possibly know because you've been in high school while we've been in college."
"What the fuck is that supposed to mean?" he snapped, quickly losing his patience.
Patting the couch with her right hand, Victoria motioned for Billy to join her. He obliged and she turned slightly to address him directly, "I like you Billy. You're a sweet guy. Please know that my objective here is not to hurt you. I came here tonight to fuck you. Seriously, that's all. But, I think you should know some facts."
"Like what?"
"Like the fact that Suzy kind of has a boyfriend. Ever since the start of our junior year. It's nothing too serious, but they hung out a lot last year. At least until she came home a few months ago and messed around with you. Then things cooled off a bit between them. But, it didn't stop. Not completely. They're still an item, and they text each other all the time. And I'm sure they will continue to hook up once we get back to college next month."
This unexpected news struck Billy hard. It wasn't so much that Suzy had a boyfriend. He should have assumed she did. It was that Suzy hadn't told him. He felt lied to and, in a very large sense, betrayed. "I didn't know," he said meekly.
"I know. I'm sorry. I told her she should have told you, just to make you aware. She was still going to come home over the summer anyway, and you guys could still do whatever you wanted but at least you would have known."
"Yeah..."
"And there's something else," she continued.
Looking over at Victoria, not really wanting to know more but sure she was going to tell him regardless of what he wanted, "What's that?"
Victoria took his left hand in hers, "I'm in love with Suzy too."
"What?" he stuttered, blinking several times while he processed her words.
"I said - I'm in love with Suzy too. I have been since the day we met as freshmen."
More bewildered than ever, Billy said, "What difference does that make?"
Chuckling at the lost expression on Billy's face, as well as his innocence and complete lack of any understanding, she told him, "I'm afraid it makes a great deal of difference. At least to you it does. Suzy hasn't quite decided if she prefers cock or cunt, and I'm going to make sure she chooses the latter."
"And what if she chooses cock?" He felt very certain that's what Suzy would decide.
"She won't," Victoria answered definitively, ending that particular part of the discussion. "Now, if we are finished, can we get busy? I have a two-hour drive to make."
Her candid honesty astounded Billy and he just stared at her. "What? You think because you told me that Suzy has a boyfriend, or that you're in love with her, that I'll just fuck you now?"
"Yes, precisely," she quipped. "I'm not leaving until we do." Victoria quickly rose from the couch to stand before Billy and began removing her clothes. For his part, Billy had no idea what the fuck to do so he just sat there and let her strip.
When she was completely naked, Victoria lifted her left leg to place her foot on the plush brown ottoman that she pushed to the side and started rubbing her pussy. Inserting two fingers into her wet hole, the fluid inside made sensual squishy noises. Clearly she was already excited and ready to go. Moaning in satisfaction, Victoria put on quite a show for an enraptured Billy. She finger fucked herself intensely, moving her hips back and forth in a hypnotic rhythm.
"You like the show?" she asked Billy in between moans as her free hand squeeze one of her tits. When he only nodded his head, she told him, "Why don't you whip out that bad boy and let me see you play with it?"
Standing immediately, Billy pulled his shirt over his head and tossed it on the floor. He yanked his shorts and boxers down and flung them away with his foot as his dick sprung out in front of him. Grabbing at his hard member, he started stroking it as Victoria watched.
"Mmm...that really is a beautiful thing, Billy," she told him. "Fucking jerk it for me." When he began to pull up and down on his shaft Victoria groaned, "Yeah...that's it. That's what I like to see."
For several minutes Bobby and Victoria stood in front of each other pleasuring themselves, intently watching each other masturbate. He stroked on his rigid pole while she finger fucked herself and they were equally entranced by what they saw.
Pulling her fingers out of her twat, Victoria took two small steps to stand directly in front of Billy. "Which way do you want me?" she asked.
Looking her straight in the eyes he leaned forward and kissed her forcefully on the mouth. Initially stunned by his unexpected aggressiveness, Victoria relaxed and returned his kiss with passion.
"Any way you want," he said when they pulled apart.
She smiled at him seductively before moving around him to bend over in front of the couch. "Fuck me from behind Billy."
He pivoted to stand behind her, his erect cock jutting out in front of him. Grabbing her hips with both hands he slid his prick into her slick cavity and started pumping back and forth vigorously.
"Ahh...mmm. Yeah, Billy. That's it. Fuck me with your hard cock," she encouraged. Knowing they were all alone in his house Victoria did not hesitate to moan very loudly as she rocked her ass up and down with each thrust from Billy.
As his hips slapped against Victoria's ass, she encouraged him with every push and pull he made. "Oh, Billy...that feels so good baby. Come on - fuck it - fuck my pussy. Give it to me."
Billy gradually started slamming against her harder and harder, and Victoria grunted in pleasure with every shove he made. "You like that?" he panted, getting totally worked up by their fucking.
"Yeah...harder. Fuck me harder Billy. Oh, that's it. Yes! Pound it baby, pound my pussy. Oh - YES! Fuck me baby. Fuck me!" she screamed out, her voice echoing around the house.
Billy loved the amount of control he had over Victoria in this position and he kept a firm grip on her ass as he continued to dive bomb her cunt.
Then, quite to Billy's surprise, Victoria slammed her ass back against his pelvis, bringing a halt to his thrusts. Turning her head around to look at him she declared, "I want you to fuck me in the ass Billy."
Again, all Billy could do was nod as she smiled at him. He yanked his dick out of Victoria's wet snatch and moved it up to her asshole. "Just go slow, okay?" she asked as she bent back over.
Carefully, unsure exactly what to do or what to expect, Billy pressed his rigid pipe inside Victoria's firm butthole little by little as she relaxed her ass to allow him access. Once his dink had reached capacity to her inner hovel, he steadily moved back and forth as Victoria's screams of ecstasy increased rapidly.
"Oh, fucking Christ, Billy...my God, baby, that's it. Oh. Oh, my God. Fuck my ass baby. Fuck it. Ooohhh..." Her voice ricocheted off the walls and stung his ears as she reached out to grab the back of the couch for some needed support.
Billy couldn't believe how tight the pressure was on his dick. It was as if he was fucking some kind of small plug or inner tube. The tension on his cock was tremendous. The sensation was mind blowing.
"Yeah. Keep it up Billy. Fuck my ass. Come on, shoot your fucking load. I want you to cum on my ass."
Victoria's verbal stimulation only exaggerated the already phenomenal pleasure Billy was feeling and he could feel the pressure building throughout his body as his knees began to shake. This seemed to produce a heightened arousal from Victoria.
"Oh, yeah...that's right baby. Fuck me. Fuck my ass hard. Ram your cock in there. Fucking cum for me baby. Shoot your hot jizz all over me. I wanna feel your warm cum on me."
That was it. That was all Billy could take and he whipped his rock-hard pecker out of Victoria's ass just as it spewed white seed all across her vibrating backside. He shouted out loud with each spasm, which produced large goops of semen. He looked down at the mess on Victoria and knew he had never cum like that in his life.
Still panting as she continued to bend over the couch, Victoria slowly regained her breath. "Fuck Billy, that was great. You are really something. You know how to play my game. No wonder Suzy fucks you every single day. I would do the same thing."
When the last of his sperm dripped out of his dick, giving it a final shake for good measure, Billy wandered off to find a towel to clean up his mess. Once that was completed, Victoria asked if she could take a show.
Retrieving their clothes, Billy and Victoria walked naked up the stairs to the bathroom. Handing her a clean towel from the hall closet, Billy turned and walked into his room to wait for her to finish.
About ten minutes later, Victoria strolled into his bedroom wrapped in the pink towel he had given her. Billy had been lying in his bed but sat up as soon as she came in the room.
Walking up to his bed to stand in front of him, Victoria dropped her towel and gave him a broad smile. "Well, Billy boy, this is the last chance you have to feast your eyes on my gorgeous body."
His eyes roamed over her whole nude frame, taking in every curve and bend. "You're fucking gorgeous."
"I know it!"
Without even thinking, Billy asked, "Can I take a pic?" Then realizing what he had said, he quickly stuttered, "Sorry. I didn't mean to say that out loud."
"It's okay. I don't mind. Just keep my face out of it." Victoria took a couple steps back and placed her right hand on her hip to look a little more seductive.
Billy whipped out his phone and took a couple pics very quickly while he had the chance, careful to omit her face. "Thanks. That's fucking awesome."
"Just promise me one thing Billy," she teased.
"What's that?"
"Next time you whack off, look at my picture." She chuckled and leaned forward to give him one last, long passionate kiss.
When she had dressed, they walked back downstairs and headed for the rear door. As Billy opened it, Victoria squeezed his arm, "Thank you Billy. I had a great time."
"Sure. I had a great time too." He backed up to allow Victoria to walk out, and she gave him a quick peck on the cheek before giggling and walking out into the dark night.
Without a doubt, this had indeed been the best summer of Billy's life, but it was quickly coming to an end. While he was looking forward to everything college had to offer, there were obviously still some things to resolve with Suzy before that happened. He had no idea what was going to happen or what to expect, but he needed some clarity - and perhaps some closure - before he set off on the rest of his life.Music emanated from the stereo as Billy lay in his bed thinking about how much his life had changed in such a short amount of time. Just a few months ago he was a relatively lonely guy who spent most of his free time playing with his dick. His favorite pastime had been jerking off after school, like every other adolescent kid on the planet. Now, he had graduated high school and was enjoying the best summer of his life before he went off to college to begin the next phase of his life.
Billy had grown up virtually alone as his parents had always been distant and largely absent. They were either working or off somewhere, they were hardly ever at home unless it was to sleep. Despite having some good friends, once summer started people scattered like tumbleweeds in the wind. That was especially true this summer as everyone he knew was preparing to set off into the great unknown of college. While Billy spent a little time with his buddies, most of his attention was reserved for his next door neighbor Suzy. And he considered that time well spent.
Quite by chance, Billy had hooked up with Suzy back in March when she came home unexpectedly from college one day to drop some things off at her house. Since then Billy felt as if his whole life had taken an enormous turn. Everything was different. Before, he had been somewhat uncomfortable around girls and found solace in his daily masturbation exploits, preferring the feel of his hand around his cock to any other sensation. Billy had experimented here and there with a couple people, notably Angela who was always up for some fun. But now? Holy shit! There was no comparison.
Suzy was three years older than Billy but they had always been close, especially when they were young kids. It was obvious that Billy had a crush on Suzy, something which she took more than a little delight in knowing. Yet, they still hung out and did things even though she was older than him. In particular, they used to hang out at the local roller rink in town, an otherwise extinct place in 21st century America but not in their little neck of the woods. It was there that Billy and Suzy often skated to the "couple's only" song, and it was also there that they shared their first awkward kiss.
Time marched on. Suzy and Billy got older but were always very friendly to one another, despite the difference in their age or the fact that Suzy moved on to high school while he remained in middle school. They spent just one year together in the high school before Suzy left for college, and after that they only saw each other sporadically at best, usually over holidays or summer recess but never for very long.
Then everything changed this past spring when they practically stumbled into sex together. It was an experience that was as sudden and unplanned as it was passionate and wonderful. Although Billy was a novice when it came to sex, he proved to be a master at licking Suzy's pussy. She had never experienced anything like it and, afterwards, promised to have sex with him every day over her summer vacation. A promise which she diligently kept.
As a result of his first sexual experience, which happened to be with the one girl Billy had always fantasized about and had a long-standing crush on, he was a different person. Suzy went back to college the following day, where she was ending her junior year, and Billy was no longer content to just stroke his stick every day. He sought out girls - any girl he could - in order to experience the sensation of sliding his pecker into their wet and waiting hole. And, he delighted in eating them out. He couldn't get enough of the taste of pussy. Something in him had unleashed the day he and Suzy had sex and he knew he would never be the same again.
Summer arrived, and with it came Suzy, his graduation from high school, and their sexual explorations on a daily basis. Neither of them could ever seem to get enough even though they had sex every day, usually multiple times, and they were naked more than they were clothed. They also began experimenting new things to heighten the pleasure, like masturbating in front of each other and having sex in her pool. They even engaged in a threesome with Suzy's college roommate, Victoria, which had been a fantastic encounter.
For Suzy, nobody had ever done to her pussy what Billy did to it. Most guys sniffed around her cunt or inserted a finger or two because that's what they thought should happen. They would give her twat some casual attention and maybe lick her out a little bit, but that was it. It always felt rushed and certainly left her unsatisfied. But Billy! It was as if he had been doing this for years. He made love to her vagina when he kissed her pussy lips and wedged his mouth in between her soft labia. It was incredible. And the way the tip of his tongue flicked and twirled over her clit was beyond description. The sensation of his tongue as it darted in and out of her hole, licking her juices and never tiring, made her cream every time. It was all so wonderful. She couldn't explain it.
For Billy, being able to have sex with the only girl he had ever been in love with was more than he could have ever hoped for. Just seeing Suzy naked had been phenomenal. He never tired of watching her take her clothes off, or running his hands over her bare body. Seeing her tits jiggle as she straddled his cock, and tasting her pussy as she spread her legs wide for him was better than any of his greatest fantasies had been.
The problem, if there was one, arose when Victoria admitted to Billy that Suzy was in a relationship with some guy in college. According to her roommate, it wasn't anything serious but they had spent a great deal of time together their junior year and kept in constant touch through texts. Victoria also felt confident that Suzy and this guy - whose name he hadn't learned - would continue seeing each other when classes resumed in a few weeks.
Billy learned about all of this when Victoria secretly paid him a visit after pretending to leave town. She bluntly explained to him that she wasn't going leave until they fucked, and that was when she also divulged the news about Suzy and her boyfriend, if that was really what you could call him. Then Victoria promptly stripped naked and started playing with herself right in front of him. What was he supposed to do? After some encouraging from Victoria, Billy did what came naturally. He whipped out his dick and jerked it. He ended up fucking her from behind before she asked him to fuck her in the ass, which had been a whole new and different experience for him, and he spewed his boy juice all across her back.
All that was just last night, and as he lay in bed recollecting that encounter he was trying to figure out the best way to talk to Suzy about everything Victoria had told her. He certainly couldn't tell Suzy that her roommate and best friend from college made a surprise visit to his house, and he most definitely couldn't tell her that they had fucked.
What Billy and Suzy shared was nice. It was convenient and easy for both of them. There were no strings attached, nobody had signed a contract and there was no serious obligation. They were just having a bit of fun. So, why did Billy feel betrayed? Or, maybe he felt misled - maybe that was a better explanation for how he felt. All Billy knew was that he needed to have some clarification, and perhaps some closure, before going off to college in a few weeks.
As if Suzy could sense he was thinking about her, Billy's phone buzzed as he received a text from her. She wanted to come over and he willingly agreed. He got out of bed and walked downstairs to wait for her by the front door. When she knocked, Billy opened the door to gaze at the most beautiful girl he had ever known.
Suzy stood about 5 foot 7 inches, had gorgeous wavy brown hair that sloped down her back and the fullest mouth of white teeth he had ever seen. As she smiled at him Billy melted inside. To him, she was the picture of perfection and in that instant Billy suddenly realized something else. Something that was most likely at the root of everything he had been grappling with over the last twelve hours. He was in love with Suzy. In a way, he supposed he had always been in love with Suzy.
"Hi Billy," she said, stepping through the door and into his waiting arms.
Hugging her in a tight embrace, feeling her splendid contours against him, he answered, "Hey baby."
She smiled broadly at him and they kissed. Suzy ran her hands down Billy's back while trapped in his strong embrace. Their lips parted as they tasted each other, eager for more than a kiss. Billy slid his lips down Suzy's neck and nibbled on her ear as she exhaled and wriggled in his clutch.
"Oh Billy..." she whispered to him. "Mmm..."
Nothing could ever jump-start Billy's dick like Suzy's soft murmuring in his ear. It was automatic. A physical reaction to her voice. He would've had more luck trying to change the direction of the wind than stopping his cock from springing to life once her gentle voice entered his ears. It penetrated his soul and he found himself sucking on her neck while pressing his left hand against one of her breasts.
Turning her head, Suzy pressed her full, moist lips against his and they shared a long, passionate kiss. The first in quite some time as their bodies melted into one. Their hands caressed each other as the intensity of the moment increased.
Something else Billy had come to realize lately as a result of his involvement with Suzy was the difference between sex, making love and fucking. Most days Suzy and Billy had sex. It was fun, not too serious, and a fun and casual learning experience for both of them. Some days they made love which was more meaningful. It was slower, more deliberate and more selfless. Occasionally they fucked, which was all about fulfilling a sense of desire and urgency. It was immediate and about instant gratification. Today, it seemed, they were going to make love.
As they stood in each other's arms in front of the door, the passion and heat between them rose considerably as their bodies pressed together. Suzy slipped out of her shoes while tugging Billy's shirt over his head. Running her hands across his bare chest she darted her tongue inside his mouth. She wanted to taste him. She was eager for all of him and wanted to taste all of him.
Billy lifted Suzy's shirt off and unclipped her bra from behind to release her full gorgeous breasts. He took turns touching them before leaning down to suck on her sweet nipples as she exhaled noticeably. Suzy reached out to pull down Billy's shorts and boxers as all eight inches of his manhood sprung out in front of her. Grabbing it with both hands she began to stroke and caress his meat.
In an instant, all their clothes were gone and they wrapped themselves tightly in their nakedness as they enjoyed a lingering passionate kiss. When they separated, Suzy smiled at Billy while taking him by the hand and leading him up the stairs to his room. Walking behind her as she led the way, Billy marveled at how beautiful she was from the back. Her long, wavy brown hair flowed down almost to the crest of her ass, which swayed back and forth in a tantalizing manner as she climbed the stairs one by one.
When they reached the middle of Billy's room, Suzy turned to face him. She kissed him again tenderly and then sank to her knees where she took all of him in her wet mouth. All he could do was moan from the sensation. His fingers ran through her thick hair as her head bobbed back and forth servicing him. Billy looked down to watch Suzy slurp on his shlong as she stroked it. He stared at her naked frame extending down and out in front of him. Her tits jiggled about below as she swayed on her knees, and her legs and cute little feet jutted outward on the carpet to point toward his bed. No doubt about it - Suzy was fucking stunning. He was going to miss her.
Before long, a familiar sensation began to build inside him as Suzy licked and sucked his cock, and she could sense it too because she tightened her grip on him while opening her mouth wide. Billy looked down at her again, and when he did his dick exploded inside her mouth. Holding onto her head, with his hands entwined in her hair, Billy's white cum spurted forth a few rounds as Suzy swallowed. When his rod finally began to soften, she licked and sucked on it a couple more times for good measure before standing up.
After sharing another warm, loving kiss, the two made their way to Billy's bed. Once under the covers and snuggling comfortably next to each other, they rested in silence for a bit, each lost to their own thoughts. Then, without thinking, Billy stated what was on his mind.
"I'm really going to miss you Suzy."
This wasn't just a casual pronouncement. There was something deeper, something more meaningful in it. There was also something more definite and final about it too. Suzy buried her head against his neck and spoke softly in his ear. "I'm really going to miss you too Billy. More than you know."
As he lay there thinking about this remarkable summer together with his next door neighbor, someone he had known his whole life but had only recently become inextricably tied to, Billy suddenly realized that his neck was damp. Suzy was crying. Her tears were making his neck wet and he was jolted back to reality. "What's the matter?"
Suzy just shook her head. She was embarrassed to be crying. It was not something she did very often and certainly never something she did in front of a guy. But she couldn't help herself. It had just happened.
Billy pressed, "Suzy, baby...talk to me."
She absolutely loved it when he called her "Suzy baby", and it made her smile a little. Lifting her head a bit to look at him, her cheeks moist from her tears, she could only smile and give him a quick kiss on the lips as he waited for an answer.
Sighing heavily, Suzy lifted herself up to lean her back against the head of his bed and Billy did the same. "I don't know," she said honestly, looking down at her hands. "I just don't know. I usually never cry."
"Was it because I said I was going to miss you?"
"Yes," she answered quickly, then took a moment to collect herself and her thoughts. There was more to say. There was much more she wanted to tell him. "And no."
He wrapped his left arm around Suzy while wiping her damp face with his other hand. She had never looked as beautiful to Billy as she did at that moment. It was an image he would remember for the rest of his life. "Then, what is it?"
"Oh, Billy..." she began, nestling her head on his shoulder. "I don't know how to say what I'm feeling. Probably because I don't even know what I'm feeling. Or why."
"Then just talk to me."
She lifted her head slightly to gaze into his eyes. Nodding a few times, Suzy leaned in and kissed him softly on the lips. "I love you Billy," she admitted. She knew this was going to change things but she needed to say it.
For a few moments, those words hung in the air as each of them processed what had just been said. There it was now, out in the open. Those words were huge. They were important. And it took their relationship to a whole new level.
Finally, when Billy opened his mouth to respond, Suzy placed her left hand over it to prevent him from saying anything, then continued, "No. Let me get this out. Let me say everything I need to say, and tell you everything I need to tell you and then you can have your turn, okay?
Swallowing hard both from excitement and fear, Billy could only nod his head slowly in agreement. He was anxious to hear whatever Suzy had to tell him.
"I love you," she repeated, this time with conviction. She returned to focusing on her hands. "I know I do because I've never felt this way about anybody Billy. I'm more comfortable around you than anyone else. I feel like I can just be myself and that you accept me no matter what. I don't have to think about what I'm doing or saying, or pretending to be anything other than who I am. I can just be me."
She looked over at him so she could see his face, gauge his reaction and to show him her sincerity. She continued, "It's not just the sex. Not anymore. It was at first, but now it's something different. I can't explain it. I look forward to spending time with you, just being with you no matter we do. I'm dreading going back to college because you won't be with me. It's my senior year - this is supposed to be the best year of my life. It's the last chance I'll have to be wild and party and do all sorts of shit and I should be excited to go. But I'm not. I'm not looking forward to any of it. I just want to be with you."
Billy sat there on his bed, his back against the wall listening to Suzy. He looked over at her and smiled in a knowing and sympathetic way. Still, he said nothing. He knew she had more to say and he promised to keep his thoughts to himself until she finished.
"There's something else too," she went on. "I should have told you before and I don't know why I didn't." Suzy shifted her focus down to stare at his bedspread. "There's a guy at college that I have been...kinda seeing, I guess. It's nothing serious. We hung out occasionally and, from time to time, we had sex. It started toward the beginning of last year, my junior year, and it really is nothing much but I thought you should know. In fact, since you and I started fooling around in the spring I have had no desire for him. Still, I'm sorry I didn't tell you before now."
Thank God, Billy thought, internally breathing a sigh of relief. There it was, out in the open now and he was glad. Suzy had just done him a tremendous favor by mentioning the guy she was seeing in college. He had found out about it from her roommate the previous night, but Billy had no earthly idea how he was going to bring up the subject or tell her how he had found out about it. Now, thankfully, he wouldn't have to.
"To be completely honest," she continued again, "I don't even care that much about him. At least, not anymore. I mean, he's cute and all, and it was fun at first but..."
Without thinking Billy asked, "But what?"
Suzy picked her head up to look over at him. She smiled that irresistible toothy grin, "He's not you."
In that instant Billy actually felt his heart skip a beat. When she smiled at him his insides melted, it was that simple. He smiled demurely at Suzy and reach out to place her hand in his, then squeezed gently while moving in to kiss her gingerly on the mouth.
Reaching up to touch his cheek, Suzy brought Billy's face tighter against hers as their kissing grew intense. Clearly, there was something more between them - much more - than casual sex. There was a depth of feeling that neither of them had ever experienced with anyone else.
When their lips parted, Suzy murmured quietly, "Oh Billy...what am I going to do? You're heading off to start college while I'm going back to end mine. You're going to have so much fun and meet so many great people and experience so many wonderful things. I wish I could do it all over again."
The time had come for Billy to talk but he'd be damned if he knew exactly what he was going to say. What could he say? She was right. He was about to start college as a freshmen while she was going back to complete her senior year. He wanted to say something to make her feel better, to lessen the uncertainty in their lives but his mind was empty. Thankfully, she kept talking, which distracted him from his own dilemma.
"The thing that scares me the most, Billy, is that you'll go off to college and I will never see you again." Suzy looked over at him to see a look of puzzled disbelief come over his face.
"Why would you say that?" he asked.
"Billy..." she began slowly. "I know how you feel about your parents. Once you go off to college you're not going to want to come back home. There is nothing for you here. Your future is out there somewhere, and you have to go and find it. I'm sad because I'm pretty sure I won't be a part of it, and I certainly can't ask you to make promises to me that I know you can't keep."Holy fuck, he thought. This was deeper and more complicated that he imagined. Now what was he supposed to say? Suzy wanted some kind of reassurance. Wanted him to provide some kind of comfort. How was he supposed to do that? Billy had no idea what his future held. Nobody did.
Pressing her naked frame against his, Suzy over at him with her beautiful brown eyes as he scratched his chin searching for the right thing to say. Searching for anything to say. As he stared into her eyes she timidly grinned at him and he was immediately bathed in the warmth of her love. Instantly, Billy knew exactly what he needed to do and exactly what he needed to say. The truth. He could lie to most people, especially his parents, but he could never lie to Suzy. And he didn't want to. He had no idea what lay ahead for either one of them but he did know that whatever may come - whatever may happen down the road - started right this minute and he wasn't about to begin it by lying to her.
Smiling weakly back at her, Billy warily began, "Suzy...I honestly don't know what to say. Or, maybe I just don't know where to start. My thoughts are all jumbled right now and whatever I am about to say will probably come out all muddled."
Suzy placed her left hand on his chest and began rubbing it in a display of comfort and support. "It's okay Billy. There is a lot to think about and process. Just..." she stopped and again they looked at each other. "Just be honest with me, okay? I would rather hurt now while we still have each other than hurt later when I'm alone and can't talk to you in person."
That was it. That was all Billy needed to hear. There was no doubt now about what needed to be done or said and he took a big breath before speaking. "Suzy..." he started and stopped. For a moment his voice caught and he froze. He didn't want to get emotional but some things were beyond his ability to fight or control. Billy stared across the room, looking out his window to see the blazing summer sun shimmering across a deep blue sky.
Lost in his thoughts, trying hard to control his emotions, Suzy squeezed him gently on his arm. Brought back to his senses, Billy looked again into her brown eyes and smiled. It was time. "Suzy, I love you too," he began. "At least, I love you as much as I have ever loved anyone. My God, in some ways I have always loved you. Even when we were little. You know that. There was just something about you that I was draw to, attracted to. It's always been that way. I can't explain it."
Pausing for a brief moment to sort through his thoughts and figure out how best to proceed, Billy decided to just back up and start from the beginning.
"When you came home that day back in the spring, I could have never imagined in my wildest dreams that we would have had sex. It was like my greatest fantasy come true." He smiled broadly as Suzy giggled remembering that wonderful event. "I also never could have imagined how great it was. I mean, yeah - I was a virgin so I had no real idea what to expect. But, experiencing all of that for the first time - with you, of all people - made everything so much greater. So much better. It was one of the best moments of my life, and I have you to thank for that."
He turned and kissed Suzy on the cheek where a huge smile was radiating out to him. "That's so sweet Billy," she answered, then kissed him deeply.
When they finished Billy's face tightened as he went on, "I'm going to be completely honest with you, okay?"
Feeling Suzy stiffen slightly next to him, she nodded her head once, "Okay."
He wanted to tell her everything and to be completely open, honest and transparent with her. "After you went back to college...," he paused briefly, then barfed it all out. "I messed around with a few girls. I had never had sex or even done a whole lot sexually with anyone else before you and...I wanted to experience it again. I can't even really say that any of them meant that much to me. I used them, I guess. That sounds horrible, but that's what it was. I wanted to get laid and I wanted to eat pussy so badly that I didn't give a shit who it was with. Does that make sense?"
"Yes," she agreed, and Billy was relieved she felt that way. It made it easier for him to keep going.
"Good," he continued. "In a way, I think I treated it all like practice. I wanted to explore and get better so that when you came back in the summer I would be better. At least more comfortable sexually."
"Mmm...if you recall, I was surprised that you had never been with anyone Billy. And, in fact, I think I might have even encouraged you to do so," Suzy told him.
He shrugged his shoulders to show it made no difference, "Well, I don't really remember. All I know is, I had a taste of sex and was hungry for more. So, I took advantage of multiple situations."
Rubbing his chest once again, Suzy leaned in to kiss him sweetly on the cheek. "Thank you for telling me. I guess I figured you would do that anyway. I mean, at first we were just playing around. I am glad - very glad - that I got to be your first, and I always will be."
Steeling himself for the inevitable, Billy went on before he lost his nerve. "Um...there's something else."
By the look on his face Suzy could tell that whatever else Billy had to share was more serious, so she sat back against the wall and braced herself for the next bit of news. "Okay."
Billy turned his head to grin awkwardly at her before continuing. It would be best to just spill everything, and he did. "Victoria came over here last night," he stated.
"Wh - what?" Suzy exclaimed, clearly shocked by this bit of information.
He finished quickly, "After she left your house. She actually parked her car down the street and then walked here. She knocked at the back door. I was very confused. I asked some questions but she just grew agitated that I hadn't let her in the house."
Suzy was staring at Billy with a mixture of shock and confusion that he had never seen from her before and he knew he had to proceed carefully. Yet, he still had to tell her the truth.
"She said she had come to visit you in order to have sex with both you and me. She said that she wasn't going to leave town until her and I fucked."
Suzy's mouth flew open wide. "That BITCH!" she belted out. "You fucked her?"
Oh shit, he thought. How the hell am I going to explain that Victoria manipulated me? "Suzy...I..."
Shaking her head in disbelief, Suzy reached out to squeeze Billy's leg. "I knew it. I just knew it. Somehow I knew she'd find a way. Unbelievable!"
They sat in silence for a minute or two before Suzy continued, "It's all my fault. I'm the one who invited her here. It was my idea to have a threesome."
"Look," he sputtered out. "I don't even know what happened really. Next thing I knew she was naked and playing with herself in the living room. Then I fucked her from behind before she asked me to fuck her in the ass. It was nuts, really."
"Yup, all her favorites," Suzy said with definite conviction and bitter sarcasm. "Masturbation, doggie style and up the ass. Jesus, Billy."
The way Suzy said this caused Billy to chuckle a little, he couldn't help it. Then he finished, "Everything all happened so fast I didn't really have time to think about it. I...I'm sorry. I really am. I don't know what else to say but I wanted to tell you."
There was a long period of silence as the two of them sat together naked on Billy's bed. He had told Suzy what he needed to and had no intention of providing any further information, although there really wasn't anything else to say other than the fact that Victoria told him about Suzy's quasi-boyfriend in college - and he wasn't about to go there.
Finally, exhaling noticeably, Suzy turned to look at him and spoke with quiet resignation. "Look, this was all my idea to begin with. I've known Victoria for three years. I know what kind of person she is. I've seen her in action. When she wants something - or someone - badly enough, she gets it. It's her worst quality."
Billy sat there listening. There was nothing for him to say and he had no desire to do so.
"I wanted to have a threesome with you and her. I thought it would be great, and it was. Honestly, I'm not sorry we all messed around. It was fucking hot and I loved it. I loved being able to share you with Victoria, and to share her with you. You guys are the two best sexual partners I have ever had. I guess...well, I guess I just wish Victoria was different."
"I'm sorry," he said again. It seemed he needed to say something and saying sorry was the easiest response.
"It's okay," she answered, still sounding regretful and upset. "There's nothing I can do about it now anyway. Besides, I should have seen it coming. She was immediately attracted to you Billy. And after we fooled around all she could talk about was you. She was a little pissed that you hadn't fucked her and actually accused me of preventing that from happening."
"Can I say something?" Billy inquired.
This soften Suzy up a bit as she giggled slightly at him, "Of course Billy."
"Well, I don't know if this will make things better or worse but it is something I have observed. Last night with Victoria was all so...different. There was no feeling to it, no emotion or meaning. We just - fucked. I mean, yeah, I came and it felt awesome but somehow it wasn't as satisfying. With you, there's always something special, even when we're just messing around."
Suzy understood what Billy meant. She had definitely fucked a few guys in college. It was gratifying and all, but it was also always just immediate - almost impulsive. You were in the moment for the moment. It wasn't emotional, it was simply physical. "Actually, I know exactly what you mean Billy."
"You do?" He was surprised but relieved to hear this.
"Yeah," she answered. "Look...I'm no slut but I certainly have had a number of experiences in college. Fucking is - well, fucking. I think that's one of the reasons I fell in love with you. With you, it's always more meaningful."
It was Billy's turned to smile brightly, and Suzy moved in to kiss him passionately on the lips. Her soft, supple breasts pressed against the side of him as she reached across to draw him tightly against her. Suzy ran a hand through Billy's thick hair as his dick sprang to life.
They made love for probably the hundredth time that summer, but this time it was different for both of them. They were not experimenting, or reacting to the heat of the moment or a desire to get laid. It was a more mature experience, and it deepened their relationship.
Billy stared into Suzy's eyes as his dick penetrated her hole, and he loved how her tits jiggled up and down as he pushed back and forth inside of her. Suzy wrapped her arms around Billy's neck as she arched her back, allowing him maximum access to her innards. Kissing repeatedly and staring into each other's eyes, they made slow, loving sex. There would be other times to have fun and be more casual before the summer ended. Today - this time - they made love.
Eventually, like two sticks rubbing fiercely against one another produces heat that leads to fire, their bodies generated the expected climax.
Suzy pulled Billy down over her as she swiveled her hips upwards while he continued to thrust back and forth. "Oh...Billy...I'm gonna cum," she groaned.
"Me too," he breathed heavily.
Together they reached their peak at the same. Suzy pulled him tighter as an inner warmth bathed her body in ecstasy. Just as she attained fulfillment, Billy pushed his cock inside her one last time as he achieved his apex and warm semen flooded her cavity. It was a mutually wonderful moment, the best since they had begun having sex together several months earlier.
After this latest round, and their honest discussion together, the summer progressed rapidly and before either of them quite realized what was happening, the last few days in each other's company were upon them. Billy was scheduled to head off to college a week earlier than Suzy as he was to start freshman orientation. Suzy was absolutely dreading his departure and found herself meandering around just trying to find something to do, to keep busy and occupy herself. Anything to take her mind off Billy's imminent absence.
Billy spent most of his time packing what little he could, sorting through the myriad of items he was choosing to keep or toss, and being around Suzy. While he was increasingly excited to be going off to college and beginning the rest of his life he, too, was growing apprehensive about leaving Suzy. He knew their parting was going to sting, even if it was inevitable.
Finally, it was here. Their last day together. It was hard to believe just how far Billy and Suzy had come in only five short months since that fateful encounter back in March. They spent the entire day together, running errands to pick up some last minute items, enjoying a nice lunch together at a local restaurant and, of course, having sex. Even Billy's absentee parents made an appearance for dinner. They seemed to realize the significance of the moment as well, that their one and only child was about to leave them for good.
When it was just the two of them again, alone in Billy's room as the clock made its way toward 11:00pm, Suzy asked the question she had been thinking about non-stop for several weeks.
"Do you think you'll be home for Christmas?"
Sitting at his desk, he glanced over at Suzy who lay sprawled out on his bed looking as beautiful and as radiant as ever. "I think so," he answered honestly. Truthfully, Billy had no idea what was going to happen over the next four months and Christmas was just a date in the far-off future.
Suzy knew that was probably the best answer she was going to get so she didn't press the issue. She lay on his bed, hopelessly lost at what to say or even what to do. She knew she needed to leave, that Billy would be getting up early and heading out but for some reason she just couldn't bring herself to do that.
Suddenly, Billy rose from his chair and broke the silence. "Well, I guess I really should get to bed. I've got a big day tomorrow."
Looking up at him and nodding, Suzy lifted herself off his bed. "Yes. You do."
He walked over to Suzy and took her in his arm where they sharing a lingering embrace. "I don't know what to say. This is so hard."
Nestling her face against his neck, Suzy remained silent but her tears told the story. She had promised herself not to cry and yet she had anyway. She couldn't help it. She had fallen helplessly in love with Billy and it was well past the point of anything she could control anymore. What had begun as a playful adventure and evolved into something much more.
Lifting her face to his, Billy kissed Suzy's soft lips. "I love you."
"I love you too, Billy."
They kissed again, more passionately this time. Arms enveloped each other and their bodies pressed close together in a final warm and meaningful embrace.
When they pulled apart Billy smiled at her. "This was definitely the best summer of my life."
Smiling back at him with a mouth full of white teeth, Suzy could only agree. "Yes. It was. Thank you."
"No. Thank you!" he answered.
They both giggled, then kissed again before heading downstairs and toward the front door. As Suzy opened the door and made her way onto the steps, she turned around a final time and said the last few things that were on her mind. Things she felt it was important to say, and important for Billy to hear.
"Look, Billy," she began. "You're going to have a great time at college. And I want you to. I want you to take advantage of every opportunity you have. Not just with girls and sex, but everything. If you have a chance to do something, to go somewhere, to experience something new and exciting, I hope you do it."
Listening to her as she spoke, Billy could only nod his head. "I will. I promise."
"And, something else," she continued. "We have said a lot to each other this summer. We have spent so much time together and done a lot of great things. I want you to know that I will never forget it, and I'll never forget you. No matter what happens. I know the future is too far away for either of us to plan or think about, so whatever happens, happens. If we're meant to be, it will work out. In the meantime, have the time of your life."
Unexpectedly, Billy could feel his eyes fill up. It wasn't just what Suzy said. It was certainly that. But it was also the realization that part of his life was ending. As much as college would be a new and wonderful experience, this part of his life was ending and that was sad. "Suzy, I really do love you. I always have and, no matter what happens, a part of me will always love you. You are my first, true love and I will remember you for the rest of my life. I will remember this summer for the rest of my life."
Something about his words hit Suzy hard. She reached out to take him in her arms and the tears flowed freely down her face. She had never felt this way about anybody - ever - and she was losing him. In her heart, Suzy knew that maybe Billy would be back for Christmas and they would be able to spend time together but after that? Chance were, she would never see him again. Suzy knew she had to let him go. She had no choice but, damn, it was difficult.
She released herself from him. "I have to go or I'll never leave." Suzy brought her lips to his and they shared another kiss. Then, she turned away and quickly walked across the lawn and disappeared into her house.
Billy remained in the doorway for quite some time as a cool summer's night breeze hit his face. It had been hard to say goodbye to Suzy. Harder than he could have imagined, and the only thing softening the blow was knowing he was off to college in the morning. The excitement of getting out of his house and going to college lessened the pain in the pit of his stomach. Not much - but a little.
As he stood inside the door looking out at the night sky, Billy became reflective. He had lived next door to Suzy his whole life, and for much of it he had been attracted to his neighbor. Never in his wildest imagination or fantasies could Billy have predicted what would develop between them. Yet, it had happened and he had just spent the best summer of his life with her. It was certainly true that he had no idea what lie in store for him in the future. Hell, he didn't even know what to expect tomorrow. Regardless of what the future held, Billy would always be glad and grateful that he had a neighbor like Suzy.
The End
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