Bab 9: Denying feelings
"Byeee kids!!! "
"Bye mom and dad"
Here's their parents going for another business trip together leaving Jimin and Yn alone again for months. After saying bye both of them went inside the house and it was dead silence.
"Jimin... we need to talk"
"Woahh about what?? " he smirked.
"Yahhh! please set aside your dirty mind and listen to me carefully"
"Okay okay"
They both sat down on the couch.
"Let's just end this up and live normally.. "
"You're the one to keep running away from me"
"That's why I'm saying leave it... I was immature to hold a grudge on small thing but that doesn't mean I'm sorry..You were indeed in fault but I'm mature enough to let it go"
She nods like a serious person making him smile at her gestures that never fails to make him fall for her ever since they met.
"Okay grandma as you wish"
"So you agree?? "
"yeah.."
"Okay then I'm going to make coffee do you want one? "
"Sure"
She went away followed by his gaze and he smiles secretly that his plan to make her understand her feelings by making jealous somehow worked a bit. Though he has to go a long way make her completely understand her denial mood about her feelings for him.
"I can't help but to think about you when i was away from you... we met for a short time but your nature made me feel something..Idk if it's wrong or right but i already fell for you Yn and this beast can do anything for his beauty "
.....
It has been 1 week since they started behaving normal and jimin was happy that atleast she's talking to him.
They were having their dinner while doing a little conversation.
"Jimin..can i ask you one thing?"
His heart skips a beat when out of the blue she asked him that.
"yeahh sure"
She took a deep breath and said "Who was that girl...that you were laughing with in the cafe"
He thought for sometime and gets whom she was asking about...he smirked internally and answered "ohhh that beautiful girl with silky curly hairs?? Ahh she's my girlfriend"
she stopped for a moment and gave a fake smile "Ohh... what's her name?"
He wanted to make her more jealous so he started making up stories "She's Jisu.. she's very pretty and we have been in relationship for about a month now..she makes me feel special and makes me so much happy"
She was looking at him adoring his girlfriend just by hearing her name and here she was feeling jealous god knows for what...
Yn's pov:
I should be happy that he's happy with his girlfriend but why am i feeling uneasy...i was jealous when i saw them together too...did i seriously fell for him....No... it can't be...i..i can't fall in love with him...
End of pov.
"That's good and you seem happy" Yn replied with a bittersweet feeling. Jimin understood she must be feeling jealous and trying to suppress it by pretending.
He again continues "Uh let's watch a movie together after doing the dishes..?"
She nodded.
...
They were watching a mystery movie with so much suspense... especially Yn..she was totally into it.
Just then there was a jumpscare and she jumps from her place slightly close to him. She accidentally held his arm tightly.
"Such a scaredy cat you're...you didn't changed at all" He giggles. "I'm not afraid okayy!!" She realised they were literally so close and came back to her position but just then Jimin screamed.
She again jumps onto him looking everywhere "WHAT HAPPENED!!! Why did u scream!!!??" She literally jumped onto his lap. He started laughing "Look you are a fool too!" She makes a angry face and hits his chest. "You better not joke about me..i know how to fight" He stops laughing and looks at her.
He smirked that she was literally in his arms..he slides his one arm slowly pulling her closer from waist. She flinched at his sudden action. "W-what are you doing..." He said nothing and leans closer while she couldn't move back because of his grip.
"Jimin...wh-"
"shhh"
She shivered at his gestures....He was leaning more and there was a time when she couldn't move back anymore...her breath got stuck and closed her eyes ready to feel his lips on her...but she raised her eyebrows in confusion when she didn't felt anything after waiting....And then opened her eyes. But he was still in that position just some inches away from her... "Yn...i know what you feel for me... don't hold back your feelings and accept that you like me" She comes back to earth and tried to push him but he didn't...he kept holding her tightly not letting her go... "I need my answers today..." Jimin had no intention to let her go unless she replies to his remark..
"Jimin please let me go... it's not right-" "What's not right Yn??? Loving someone isn't wrong Yn...You're just afraid...what's holding you back??? we can solve it together..!" She lets out a frustrated sigh.. "It's not about us jimin... we can't be together... we're siblings and..." he asked again "And?? what else?" She closed her eyes.."I don't love you.. it's not true.." He made a done face.. "Then why did you just closed your eyes and didn't stop me to kiss you? Why did you felt jealous when i was with other woman...Why Yn? Can you answer to this?"
Yn was losing her mind... She was lost at words... she didn't know what to say anymore cus everything he was saying was right...she was just hiding her feelings fearing that at the end they won't be together forever..."We are literally sib-" "Dare to say that again! i never liked you as my sister... i never accepted you as one.. you were the one to want me as your brother..i never did. We are just forced to be in a family relation...we're not related..So what if our parents love each other. It's my choice to like someone and choose my own relations.. And i don't choose you as my sister. I want you as my life partner. I don't give a fuck to anyone if they oppose of us but it's our choice to be together...and I'm telling you again Yn that one day..you'll regret not telling your true feelings...but I'll be waiting for you" With that he released his grip and went to his room leaving Yn in a deep thought...Was she really ruining her own life by this? Will she regret this? Many negative thoughts came in her mind but she shrugged it off and went to sleep..
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