Bab 20: Chapter 19

I'm now washing my sticky body in the bathroom. Aurelio fucked me every which way last night. I don't know how he's going to clean the mess in the room and frankly I don't care.

"That damn pervert," I whisper into the void as I continue scrubbing my body.

There's dried semen all over my body, in addition to my pussy. 'I'm going to need to take birth control,' I think. We didn't use any protection last night and I didn't even try to make him come outside.

Just the memory of it fills me with shame and disappointment, but I'm sure he did something to me, I've never been this sensitive before.

"What else?" I didn't see him do anything, we sat far apart at the table, and Shido was the one who made the food.

It was simply impossible for him to do anything, under those conditions.

But the sensations of him shoving his cock in me and me moaning, even with him being so rough, leave me blushing, if I didn't have regeneration I'd probably be hurt.

It was a stark contrast to the "gentle" beginning.

The memories of passing out and waking up only to feel the sensation of being trapped on his dick cause a strange shudder. I feel my body heat up when I think of his cock.

In that moment, even the pain of him hitting my uterus became some kind of sweet and strange pleasure. He reached the depths of my being, his cock that went so far messed up my insides.

I continue rinsing the body to remove the dried semen, which brings back the obscene smell of the room.

"AHHG I can't believe I said I was his slut" I can't believe I begged him to fuck me, the humiliation I feel from that is incalculable. I don't know how I could have done something like that.

But the feeling of him depriving me of orgasming was unbearable, the extremely sensitive body that could only get close but never reach it gave me a desperate feeling.

It was almost like an addict with extreme withdrawal symptoms. And the smile on his face when he said "you should" is just irritating when I remember it.

Just thinking about him gives me the urge to punch that indifferent and conceited face. But I know I can't do anything yet, because it will be bad for Shido.

'And he better not do anything to Shido' I don't know why he got closer to Shido but it's obvious he wants something from Shido.

Ratatoskr still hasn't found out anything about him, and it's as if he just appeared out of nowhere, and some of the information we've tried to get is simply blocked by someone.

I finish removing the semen from my body and try to scrape some of the semen that got into my pussy out.

"hmm" I let out a moan at the sensation. Although that crazy sensitivity has gone away, I'm still sensitive from having done this for hours without stopping.' Seriously, how is someone capable of lasting so long, he's still human?' I think.

"Ahh, hhm" I continue scraping out as much semen as I can while in the bathtub.

The slight itchy feeling, along with the heat, stimulates my body.

"arf, hmmm"

"It's all that bastard's fault, as soon as I find out his secrets he'll see" I whisper as I continue putting my finger inside my pussy and scraping it out.

I continue this for a few minutes, when I notice that nothing is coming out anymore I think about stopping, but the feeling of helplessness in stopping halfway comes up.

"Tsk...hhmm ahh" I continue shoving my fingers into my pussy to finish quickly.

The sound of the movement of the bathwater reminds me of last night when Aurelio was doing this, which excites me.

I touch my clitoris while slightly pinching it, sticking a finger into my pussy.

"AHhhh hmmm" the sensation is intoxicating, I've never been one to masturbate in my life, but I'm sensitive after the sex, and that feeling of pleasure now engraved in my brain makes the act addictive.

I start to accelerate the movement.

"ahh hmmm ahh" when I'm about to orgasm.

"Kotori could you finish soon, I also want to take a bath you've been in there for 50 minutes soon the others will wake up" I hear his voice as he knocks on the door, because of that I can't orgasm which fills me with satisfaction.

"Tsk... I'm coming out..." Even though I'm unsatisfied, it will be worse if they find out what we did last night, so I get out of the bathtub, spray water all over my body with the wall shower, grab a towel to dry off and change clothes.

I'm wearing a basic outfit with black ribbons. The dress is white with a black base, matching the ribbons.

When I open the door and come out, he's in front of me, the smell of what we did last night makes me embarrassed so I avoid eye contact.

"You know, we had a wonderful night last night..., but you should hold back a little...your moans could be heard through the bathroom door" he says as he enters the bathroom.

"Next time if you're still not satisfied we can do more" he says as he closes the door, leaving me filled with shame that he heard.

"...you bastard, die" I say through the door as I run to the living room.

After a while Shido wakes up and comes down, greets me and goes to make breakfast. I love Shido but his indifference to others' feelings is something I can't stop finding irritating.

Even after he became a girl this problem still exists.

"Good morning Kotori" says Aurelio, who is now in his school uniform that he took off yesterday when he took a bath.

I give him a look of anger.

"You...are so shameless I think no animal in the world has the audacity you have to come talk to me" I say irritatedly to him.

"I don't know what you're talking about? Did I do something while I was sleeping?" he says with so much indifference that it's simply surreal, now he's just ignoring what he did yesterday.

"..." I was going to say something more and better like that, at least no one will know anything, I just hope no one heard me moaning last night. Just the mere thought fills me with embarrassment and I see him smiling.

He starts walking to the kitchen and starts a casual conversation with Shido.

Tohka and Yoshino come down the stairs and greet me, but I'm not in a good mood and decide to ignore them.

'this is all the fault of Yoshino and Yoshinon, it was them who started this lie that there was no school and then invited this guy to sleep here' I think angrily.

Strangely, I don't feel desperate or hateful about what he did, although I'm very angry with him for doing this to me through coercion, and even stole my virginity.

Every time I look at him or think about him, images of the previous night come up, which only manages to make me hot, since I couldn't finish what I was doing in the bathroom I feel unsatisfied.

"Breakfast is ready" Shido tells everyone and we gather at the table.

The breakfast is good but I can't calm this restlessness I feel, which only makes me more irritated. I gently rub my legs together but Shido notices.

"Kotori, are you okay?" Shido asks.

"I..."

"She's fine Shiori, she just seems like she didn't sleep very well because of me, I'm sorry Kotori" Aurelio interrupts me while making up a stupid excuse for Shido.

He keeps calling Shido Shiori, and now that everyone calls him that Shido doesn't even react anymore.

They don't realize that it's not good for Shido to get used to this, and it's almost like we're denying my brother.

"Yes Shido...I just didn't sleep well" I didn't sleep at all, the only breaks I had were when I passed out, and I'm sure he didn't care that I passed out and just kept fucking me since when I woke him up he was still shoving his cock into me.

I look at Aurelio with barely concealed rage on my face, this bastard with a harder mask than steel who is the cause of this situation.

"If you want, Kotori, I can take you out with me as compensation for robbing you of the good night's sleep you should have had" Aurelio says with a gentle smile, but I see that although his smile and gestures are gentle, his eyes are completely indifferent.

This indifference honestly scares me, not even a trace of lust in his eyes, it's as if it's an abyss staring at me, when I look into his eyes I feel small and weak.

I'd rather he at least revealed desire in his eyes, but there's only complete indifference, even after what he did to me he doesn't care at all, it gives me a strange ache in my heart.

"I refuse, it's not a problem..." I don't know much about him, last night he said he had no parents or friends, seems like a lonely life, but it's obvious there's more behind it.

Since I didn't find out much about him I can't judge too much, but it's clear he has many things hidden behind his indifference. I just wonder what he's hiding behind that abyss.

Everyone at the table continues to chat until we finish breakfast.

"Shiori, I have to go now, I need to take care of some things, since there's no school I'll do a few things" Aurelio says, looking at Shido.

"I see, well...be safe on your way back" Shiori says with a smile, at least Aurelio managed to get Shido out of that sadness, at this point I can't complain.

He says goodbye to Tohka and Yoshino and approaches me.

He crouches down to be at my height and leans close to my ear.

"If you want another night like that...invite me anytime, my little slut" He whispers in my ear with a smile on his face.

He stands up again and goes to the door, waving to everyone.

But this time I see a glimpse of lust in his eyes that were like an abyss before, I feel my face heat up and my pussy tremble.

I hold my skirt and squeeze it slightly.

'what was that' I don't know what he did but I felt even more excited than before.

'This can't be serious', I'm angry that I got excited just because he called me a slut.

"This is ridiculous" I whisper to myself with a slight feeling of defeat for liking him calling me a little slut.

"Kotori?" Shido asks in doubt as he looks at me.

"It's nothing you idiot brother" I say, running to my room and venting my anger on Shido, who is always so indifferent to others' feelings.

I arrive in my room and throw myself on the bed.

I feel irritated with everything, with Yoshino, with Shido, with Aurelio and with myself for letting things get to this point.

I smell the scent of my room and it's great, it doesn't even seem like we were having sex all night.

"How..." I notice how my room is clean, the bed is neatly made, the sheets have been changed and the old sheets are already clean, my dresser is very clean.

The room is spotless, even where it didn't need to be he cleaned.

The smell of the room is also great...but it reminds me of him.

Even one of my stuffed animals that was damaged in childhood and that I couldn't fix and was too embarrassed to have repaired so I hid it under the others, is now well sewn.

I notice a note under me.

"A little gift for you, I saw that you have sewing supplies and luckily I know how to sew, your stuffed animal was torn, so I fixed it for you, I hope you like it" The stuffed animal is a cute little black dragon with golden details.

For some reason it reminds me of his hair and eyes.

"..." I'm not sure how to feel about the gesture, Aurelio is a piece of shit, he's a manipulator, a bastard who's deceiving Shido, and just used my body. But the gesture is kind of cute and not something I'd expect from him.

I put the stuffed animal with the others and observe it, I really liked this stuffed animal, it was a birthday present that Shido gave me, so I never threw it away even after it was torn.

The sewing is very well done, and there is no trace that it was damaged before.

"He sews very well" This fills me with doubt, the image I have of him from the data and manners I found is that he's rich, so why does he know how to sew? Not just common things, he does it very well.

As someone who has money, I never expected him to be the type to do everything himself, to me he would be the kind of pervert who would leave everything to a maid and then do things with the maid at night.

Strangely, this reminds me that in the data about him, he's always alone...never goes out with anyone, although he has casual conversations with others the only one he has real closeness with is Shido.

He also lives alone, he goes out occasionally to buy things but never invites anyone over, when we tried to trace his contact number it didn't work, he practically doesn't use his cell phone.

Even being rich, since his bank account has a considerable balance, which fluctuates with slight variations, he lives in a relatively simple house, nothing too exaggerated in size.

This fills me with doubts.

"What kind of life does he lead?" Now several of the illusions I had about him are crumbling, and my memory goes back to what he said last night.

"He doesn't know love, he has no family or friends..." He seems more and more like someone who is simply living life because he is alive.

He never shows much, beyond the gentle facade and his natural indifference.

"..."I feel strange for paying so much attention to someone like him, who cares if he's lonely. It doesn't change the fact that he's a piece of shit who's deceiving Shido and stole my virginity.

I decide to stop thinking about him, this is just making things more complicated, and my feelings about him are confusing.

Trinnn trinnn.

I hear someone calling, so I pick up the phone and see who's calling.

"Reine..." I answer the phone after seeing the number.

"Kotori, we need you on the Fraxinus, we've detected two energy signatures"

"Two...are there two Spirits, where will they appear?" Two Spirits at once is a very rare occurrence.

"...they've already appeared...in fact, we didn't detect a SpaceQuake, they were already active when we detected them, I'll teleport you to the Fraxinus now, understood?"

"Okay" I confirm, after 5 seconds I'm teleported.

"So Reine, who are the Spirits?"

"... and a new one we've named , they are currently fighting...in space"

"!!!" This is the second time Shinigami has engaged in combat with a Spirit, but now in addition to an unknown Spirit appearing, he's also in space.

I sit in the commander's chair and start giving orders.

"Put the images on the screen, start analyzing the data, and call Shido..." Although it will be difficult for Shido to seal the new Spirit, at least now we can try to make contact with Shinigami.

"Understood" Reine says as she goes to her seat to start her work.

Seeing the scene on the screen, I can only feel tired, my dissatisfaction along with the fatigue can only make me think about how I want this situation to end soon so I can go home.