Bab 19: 19

"It must have been worse for her." he thought when he remembered the days she was left alone in the house, and he enjoyed it with Joseph, that was the reason he didn't want to regret anymore and make things better by talking them out. He wanted to hold her hand, pull her close and tell everything he felt, but he knew he couldn't have the confidence to come out, until now, he was upset and worried about his own self, but a sudden change in feeling was Macy, she made him realize that things like love should be done presently, and they won't have a second chance.