Bab 20: My only family
Chapter 20 Sarah's pov.
I sigh deeply, laying on the bed my eyes shot open with mama bothering my mind, I think of the odds, the possibilities, the chances, and the sacrifices.
Nothing seems to make each other balanced and I had not expected such, down to this very moment.
It has not been easy caring for a child just around my age behind by just a few years and yet I have done it to perfection, but this just has to happen all the time.
It's just a final resort that I had come to, I would not let her be with my brother neither would I let her be with child,
If she wants to meet the child she can, but I would not allow it, she being in the lack alone is enough stress, I should have righted the wrong a long time ago,
I should have sold her off the moment the thought had struck my mind but I did not, I kept her not because of sympathy neither did I keep her because I had humanity left to her nor did I belong to grow on her.
I was led by greed which drove me into believing she didn't do good by me, I Was led by greed which grew constantly, a greed which multiplied each day, all I wanted was to see her miserable.
As miserable as she could be, I wanted nothing good to come from her. I enjoyed watching her break down and differ, and dealing with her a great deal of bearing did add to my joy.
Her parents had taken away the first thing that mattered to me which was my parents, they had murdered them even when my parents had done nothing to them.
I had lovely parents, they are about almost everything in Everton, they treated everyone accordingly and they did it with such rare equity that I would never experience.
People talked about it and complained about stinky feet but that did not stop my parents, they took Marie's parents and siblings as well.
Our family was one huge happy one but then they decided to them our fit he blue ss the best thin, thinking
Of how I had witnessed the scene the previous night and still didn't bother to do a single thing, not it haunts me
I think each and every time about it, what if I had remained calm, what is that state of mind I had spoken at the moment or ranted to my parents about it, what if I had been nice and shown him the respect I truly ought to have
What if I had joked a race off to my parents' room instead of my room and explained I had heard to them, would I have avoided the whole drama?
Could I have saved my parents, could I have stopped them from going won't that trip, I ask myself lots I question wondering what I could have done and could have not done.
I had always been thinking about it, maybe things would have changed if I had not acted like a child and gone up to sleep.
Although things have their reasons for happening, I have absolutely zero reasons to think back at the moment.
It has been a year now and as much as I would love to clear those thoughts out my mind keeps recurring to me each night as a nightmare.
I had trusted them blindly and my parents had too then this is what happened.
This is a fair reason why I would never under any circumstances be a mate. How am I expected to stay with someone who could cause death at any moment? One wrong word, one action, one wrong gesture, just one wrong thing, and everything goes down south in the opposite direction.
They all say love is a great thing and being with a mate is kike having your other glad but they only get this at the sweet because they had experienced nothing but sweetness in life.
I dare them to go through things like I do at the moment and I'd like to watch them survive through this on their own.
A knock is set on the door pushing all my thoughts aside, it could be Eric, I have not seen him all day and I really am afraid to.
He is my only family left and seeing him in a situation made me think of him.
At least he had not been Sunni g her mouth around about it to him, and maybe she had intentions of keeping the pregnancy a secret it was way too grown to be gotten rid of
Although I do not know why he had lied to me about being with her, he nearly told me he had cut all ties with her but then he had gone around having sex with her.
Like. that was not enough Lies being told already he decided to go with the next card and pulled up the sick one on her, just how long does he intend to be stupid, he needs to see the reality of things And that nothing good comes from that girl.
Once again I am right, she always proves me right, he doesn't know about it pregnancy yet and does he know that she is pregnant,
I'm left with no choice but to ask him how he feels about her and if he has gone around the past few days.
If he agrees to it then it is something but then again, if he doesn't it would only break my heart and make me come to realize that my very own brother risks telling lies to me to protect the little low life of an omega.
"Come on in," I say as I flip the light switch on,
I was a little bit shocked as I had not expected to see who had made this sudden entrance.
I stand immediately from my bed with my head slightly bent as a gesture of respect and greetings.
"To what do I owe this sudden visit, highness"
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