Bab 3: The Gate of....
(A/n): I have finally decided what I want to do with Subaru character and as you all can guess he is almost like the gamer although he lacks the gamer body and mind he will still be pretty op maybe even better-- so here's what I'm going to do with Subaru character in this fan-fic for one I feel like the Re:zero-world doesn't get much love like the landscape and the story behind them is amazing so Subaru will travel the entire world, and more but-- he not going to any anime verse (unless my readers want it to happen) instead he going to go to some fuck up dimension of my own and maybe some video game worlds.
Oh, and before I forget we're going to isekaied at Lungunica at Chp 5 at the latest as Subaru still has something to do here on Earth.
Secondly, Subaru's alignment will be chaotic-neutral, I wanted him to be chaotic evil at first but if I do that then the story won't make any sense at all, and thirdly yes Harem but not the wish-fulfillment type where the MC flex and Bam shit happens and the mc simps for them.
No, it going to be mined break shit in this series, and Subaru love for most of these women are just collectibles like Regulus only difference is because Subaru wants them to so he cherishes them like some limited edition Figurine at his disposal-- as you all know some of these bitches need to know their place in Re: zero verse cough cough the sun princess, and no were not including smut, yes, I know we all love smut even I love it-- I say this because I am a sinful creature yes I am but a simple man when I see porn essentially hentai I read.
But for the success of this piece, I'm removing smut it hurts yes but I just want to concentrate on Subaru journey to the top, but it doesn't mean that Subaru won't be a man and fuck all his women when an opportunity presents itself, I just won't write the detail as I will leave it to your imagination, but apart from that enjoy the Epics of Subaru in another world.
Oh Ps: I will start to do this thing where you are allowed to ask me any question and I will post all questions along with your username with an appropriate answer and also I'm new to the fate series so yea I'm watching, reading, and much more just to get a better understanding of it-- but enough of my Rambling enjoy this chapter.
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Subaru was standing in his room as he was preparing to use his so-called gate of existence for the first time-- he didn't know what it does for say-- but he does know that the power of his gate of existence was a luck base power that could either be a blessing, a curse, or maybe both.
But the point is if he wanted to survive in the other world, he would have to rely on his shitty luck till he raised it to a decent amount, so he then began to sit in a meditative way by crossing his two legs together and closing his eyes as began to search deep within his self.
Subaru then began to concentrate to feel his innermost self, since the concept of the gate of existence is basically the physical manifestation of one greatest desire brought fort into reality-- and what kind of great power he will gain from it, all depends on his innermost desires what was hat-- honestly speaking, Subaru doesn't know either.
The only detail presented to him was that it was a luck base type power with the only drawback being that it could be a serious double edge sword a good or a bad thing that could benefit him or turn out to be a pain in the ass later.
From there Subaru began to concentrate as he feels a strange anomaly in his body and to make sure he wasn't seeing or feeling things he put his hand to the right side of his chest and he almost drops back in fright as he said.
"The fuck, I have two hearts now-- what the hell is this shit."
Subaru began to feel the heartbeats of two of his heart to see if they were alike and as he thought they weren't.
His normal heartbeat moves at a normal and moderate pace, but the unknown anomalous one almost felt nonexistent as it only beats once every thirty seconds or two times a minute.
--Badump--
--Badump--
--Badump--
"Strange-- but this definitely confirms its I have long shed the concept of whatever made me human in the first place, but anyways that really took me by surprised but I need to try to unleash my gate of existence."
Subaru then began to concentrate once more but this time without any distraction or surprise-- and almost immediately he felt it as searcher deeper and deeper within himself as he felt a strong connection to a weird power that was inside his very soul or maybe even deeper how deep well Subaru will call this deep connection "the root" it what form the very concept of what a soul is what Subaru got from it.
Subaru continue to dig deeper till eventually, a sensation hit him-- It was a cold and unorthodox sensation seral and yet not seral he felt this before but at the same time, he hasn't it almost felt like being in the presence of something familiar but yet not familiar.
But he didn't let that bother him as a matter of fact, he began to feel a weird tingly sensation in his body but it couldn't be described easily, it was almost as if it was occurring in his soul.
"If I remember the memories, I got from Asura correctly then to bring forth one gate of existence I must first find out the name of it-- and to find that out I need to dig deeper till my own desires shout out to me."
I then began to concentrate harder than I have ever tried before I want to find out what my gate of existence is-- it was an essential part of what or who I am it felt so close but yet so far and just when I was at the peak of my concentration that when it happens "darkness"-- was what I muttered before I collapsed.
And the next time I woke up-- I would feel a huge sense of being robbed and deprived of something dear to me, something I never wanted to let go of-- something I need to retrieve no matter the cost-- but in return for, said thing, I got to know the thing I wanted know the most at the time was the price for learning worth the price I paid honestly, I don't even know.
--1 hour later--
I was unconscious but I still remain in my meditative state but I began to wake up shortly after I heard a weird voice that I was not familiar with-- it was faint so I couldn't hear it all too well, or what it said, but the noise was still present and annoying, it almost feels as it only purpose was to taunt me and to wake me up.
[Hehehe the first trial of three has been clear Heroic spirit Natsuki Subaru... oh yeah that right you still don't have a legend as yet ha... oh well see you later faker it been fun-- enjoy the first of three powers birthed from your desires-- meanwhile I will have fun with what you sacrifice to attain it]
I slowly open my eyes as the voice became fainter and fainter-- it took me a little while to adjust to the light-- I didn't know why but I felt as if was submerged in darkness and deprived of light for a very long time but I didn't have time to worry about it why you ask well it simple I felt something that wasn't there before.
"Ha, what this I feel different."
"Almost like I gain something amazing."
"But why do I feel like a lost a lot as well... hmmm oh well."
"Now I don't know what happen but let try to see If I could call fort my gate of exi... no the gate of Tyche."
After I said those words a lingering sensation of loss built up in me, tears started to drip down my eyes it wouldn't stop no matter how hard I wipe it off it was almost as if I was unconsciously grieving for something.
I couldn't understand.
I couldn't comprehend why I was crying.
I wanted to understand but I couldn't.
I felt lost.
I felt wrong.
I felt deprived.
I felt mad.
I didn't know why but these weird and foreign feelings invade me all at once messing up my psyche- no it damages it for sure, but staying here complaining wouldn't do or solve anything so I tried to remember what happened.
"I was trying to find out the power of my gate of existence by digging deep into myself."
"That didn't work and that was when I remember Asura said you have to find the true name of your gate of existence to call it fort."
"I did everything he told me to and eventually I started to dig deeper trying to find out my innermost desire-- and that when it happens darkness."
After I remember that one word a series of very important questions was born shortly after but it all came down to one.
"What happens after I blank out?"
(A/N): Imagine the call of the witch soundtrack played when Subaru asks himself that question.
In a panicked I ran toward my Nokia phone I got as a birthday gift from my aunt when I was ten years old-- I had many smartphones but my Nokia outlived them all so I still use it to call and text but apart from that, what I really wanted from it was a simple answer and that was the time, my eyes widen in horror as I saw it reason be it confirmed my fears.
[10:34 A.M]
"No way."
I muttered at the revelation before me, I didn't want to accept it but, in the end, I was forced to because it was as clear as day.
"I have lost one hour of memories."
That right I started to search for my gate of existence around 9: 34 A.M and now it was 10: 34 A.M, I know I succeed in calling out my greatest desires in order to learn the name of my gate of Existence which is the Gate of Tyche according to new memory I have acquired along with many other things as well and truly this power or the power of my gate was truly a double-edged sword indeed it can be good or bad but the thing that bothers me the most.
"Is this annoying memory lost, I can remember achieving what I wanted but at the same time I blank out shortly after-- and after I woke up, I was filled to the brim with information pertaining this particular new power of mine-- but at the time I feel like I have lost something very dear to me to acquire it."
"So, the biggest question of the day is what the fuck happen to me in that hour."
I began to ponder this one question for another thirty minutes till I calmed down I knew I wasn't going to get anywhere so I stopped and just accepted the reality "I got what I wanted and that is all that really matters."
I whisper to myself as I get ready to use the power of my gate of existence which in a way is a busted power since it literally has infinite possibilities depending on how I use it or how good my luck is, but honestly, my luck is shit and I know that but I'm still tempted to use it.
I then brought forth an ability log interface to see if my divine protection finally has read on my new power and just like I have thought it does as I began to read the synopsis on what it does.
And it read as follows.
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--Ability logs--
[The Gate of Tyche]
Probability and luck in the truest sense they can be considered identical-- but the reality of it is that they are two different things in a whole, you can even say they correspond with each other as well as one cannot exist without the other, and with that said "The Gate of Tyche" is a power that revolves around that very concept as it has the ability to bring fort the impossible, the dangerous, the useful, the evil, the good, and every and anything else into reality basically a "gacha of chances".
As the ability revolves around randomness and is powered by missions, by doing a mission and completing it you gain a right to a role to receive an item, and please note that the term item, in this case, will be considered as anything and if you're wondering there is no grade as all roles depend on your luck, please note this ability is dangerous as it can change the very fabric of the world in a good or maybe a bad way.
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After I read that, I close it as I held my head in bought excitement and fear-- as this ability was indeed a double edge sword that can be a blessing or a curse to put my ability in a short summary it means that I can basically role these things like a gacha but what comes out is not reassured to be useful, for example, if I role with my horrible shit luck I can probably summon a monster that can end the world or maybe role something that made all human on the Earth started eating each other almost like a virus.
"Hahah Agh... what a fucked up gacha ability I'm tempted to role it even as we speak, but I'm scared no honestly speaking scared is too humble of word to describe this predicament-- as this ability is more than a double edge sword it a straight bet with the devil itself."
And just when I was about to scrap the idea of this ability-- the world began to test my patience as another interface came before me and said the following.
[Congratulation you gain a right to a role for completing the mission "Meeting the Demon God"]
"I see this world is asking me to destroy it but I shall not fall so easily."
But just as I was holding back my urges more words appeared on the interface panel.
[Congratulation you gain a right to a role for completing the mission "Apostle of Desires"]
My hand was shaking, the temptation was getting out of control and I wanted nothing more than to take my chances with this gacha role ability-- I had two free rights after all, but I am afraid my luck was too shitty to take the chance.
So, I got up before my greed and curiosity takes over my rationality-- I already got a lot of cool abilities from my benevolent god Asura-Sama.
I said with great respect and glee as he or she honestly, I don't know has given me enough to start my new life.
"Yes, yes I must be humble and use my brain I shall take my chances when my luck is decent enough-- to not end the world."
But as I said those words, yet another message appeared while the panel reappear in front of me along with a mysterious elf statue that I can only describe as beautiful it had purple amethyst eyes that for some reason was shaped almost like polyhedral dice with twenty maybe even 40 side honestly, I don't know.
And below it had a big red button that said spin honestly, I couldn't take my eyes off that button-- it almost as it beckons me to press it.
And as I was looking at the big red button a certain tempting panel with orange words and black background started to float in my sight once more as it said this time.
[Congratulation you gain a right to a role for completing the mission "Lord of Chances"]
It was at that very moment I truly cast away my humanity for my own selfish desire I was trying so hard to contain for the planet no... for the multiverse safety-- as I know that the dark side has long engulfed me and I couldn't fight against the temptation any longer.
My entire body started to tremble and I started to drool like a madman who hungers for something.
I lost all control over my body, even my own speech change or maybe this was just an excuse to hide my sins and treachery.
"Hehehehe... you know what fuck the world."
"After all, if everything goes south it's not like anyone would have any evidence leading to me right."
"And even if they do, I will just blame it on the panel yes, yes I'm a genius so let just press this beautiful tempting and big red button."
My hand reaches for the button without hesitation, my rationally practically zero, guilt a hundred.
As I got closer slowly reaching for it, I began thinking what I will get honestly, I blame it on my otaku nature after all I am but simple man, I see gacha I role gacha it was as simple as that but deep down I was drowning in guilt and praying nothing goes south because of my endless greed.
My hand reached without hesitation but my brain began counting down to the planet's inevitable demise.
"6 inches away."
"I'm such a horrible person". That was what I thought at that moment.
"4 inches away."
"But this never-ending curiosity of wanting to know what comes from the gacha after I press it."
That was what filled my mind and very being that curiosity was too strong I couldn't fight it at all.
"1 cm away."
"Were so fucked."
Was the last thought that fill my mind before my hand touch the smooth and addictive red button as I was prepared to add force to it as the ability won't activate till I heard a click sound from the button-- but amazingly as I was prepared to press it the sound of an angel saving me from sin came in the form of knocks.
--Knock--
--Knock--
My hand halts as the non-existence temptation known as the button and panel disappear.
"Oi-- Subaru it going to noon soon come eat your dinner."
That was the sound of my father knocking on my door, honestly, I never felt so relieved and disappointed in myself but I have never felt so happy being interrupted in the middle of something if you catch my drift.
I then shouted out.
"I'm coming dad I just got up."
"Yea you sleep too much."
I simply responded as such.
"It's how I grow, now I'm changing off I will be down In a few."
"Yeah sure."
From there my dad went back downstairs, meanwhile, put on my tracksuit suit, and ran downstairs to enjoy what may be the last dinner with my family.
Status Power Mingguan
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