Bab 5: Let's face it
Now this was reality. Jaxen was sitting on the floor, holding a water bottle on his hand, leaning on what he was calling a freaking huge pillow which was placed between the worktable and this low but long level which then had this huge TV above it on the wall. Jaxens eyes were locked on the guy who was still sleeping in the bed, halfly under the blanket.
While getting the water bottle, Jaxen had a new change to check out the whole apartment. The bathroom got familiar yesterday when they took a shower together. That too ended up one last round though.. But as he saw yesterday, this place really was empty. There were some plates and cups in the kitchen. So there actually were equipments to eat, but the garbace can looked untouched, empty.
Kaz doesn't eat here. But drinks. What Jaxen did discover was some empty vodka bottles and beer cans inside the plastic bag next to the carbage can. He didn't realize it yesterday while being too busy with having his fun with that guy, but there indeed were some empty bottles also in this room where Jaxen was now sitting in.
Jaxen was in this situation for two reasons. One, he invited himself in. Two, they were damn into each other. What the TWO meant then was a big question mark still, since Jaxen really didn't remember what exactly lead to this or was what happened just because of the heat of the moment.
Kaz moves a little on the bed, turning on his back, moving his hand over his closed eyes. Guy was breathing deebly in and out. Yeah, Jaxen needs to check his list and add one number more. That handsome face and figure was probably the reason number three. Guy was very attractive. Even that sleeping face was out of this world. That build was easily Jaxens top one he's ever seen.
Young man opens slowly his eyes, stares the ceiling a few second until turning to look Jaxen on the floor. Their eyes met.
Nope, Jaxen needs to arrange his list again and change the positions of the numbers one and three. THAT was the main hook why he was in here now. Even if that sound very shallow..
"Good morning," Jaxen calls silently. But Kaz doesn't answer, he closes his eyes, slowly pulls the blanket over his head and makes a hidden nest.
That bastard didn't just hide from him!?
"Hey! You dare to ignore me!" Jaxen gets up and jumps on the bed, ripping the blanket away. The very same moment, Kaz pulls Jaxen on himself and rolls him under, stays still, hiding his face on Jaxens shirt. But younger definitely wasn't trying to evade a touch, when he actually was holding on to him pretty strongly.
What, this player felt shy now? Jaxen tsihs and pets Kazs head, moving his fingers on his hair. "To think such a flirty player can act embarrassed. Even your ears are red," he dares to tease. And actually liked to give some back, after all the teasing he has received.
"Hey, what's the player thing on me, anyway?" Kaz asks quietly, moving his other hand to touch gently Jaxens neck and then the ear.
"The you who take advanged of your looks to get what you want," Jaxen clears. "Like that woman yesterday. Bet you used your smile to make her buy you those bottles. You act quite bold but get shy when things get real?"
Now Kaz moves his face side way, opens his eyes. "Oh.. I thought you think I was whoring myself from girl to girl. That kind of player."
"It can be the same, moron," older tsihs.
"As a guy who is this much into me you have quite many insulting pet names to me," finally Kaz turns his upper body up and leans on his elbows, eyeing now straight to Jaxens eyes. "I'm an idiot? Player? Faker? Moron? Can I really be all that?"
That smile was very unfair. Even blushing a little, Kaz looked very manly. "Sure you can," Jaxen whispers and actually moves his hand to touch Kazs cheek, slowly moving toward his lips.
The warm wave went through Kazs body, his heart was now seriously about to jump out of his chest. This small gesture was all to make him blush again even more. And he has to low his head. What the hell.. This was too much..
Jaxen takes a hold of Kazs hand, making him move his weight totally on his other arm. Then he puts that hand against his own neck. "You can feel how strongly it hits?" he says quietly. "I can feel yours.." He raises his own right palm against Kazs chest.
Younger sighs out. Damn, this guy really acted very almighty. Why Kaz was the only one here feeling shy all of a sudden..
"Tell me, what is gonna happen now?" Jaxen wonders out loud then. Lowing both of his hands, closing his eyes. "What is this really? How we ended up like this?"
Kaz gathers himself and smirks. "I thought you were really cool so I asked you out, but you turned me down about hundred times. So be free to explain me the rest," young man says then, smilingly eyeing again Jaxen who has opened his eyes again by now. "Did I score enought points in the end? Or am I just that good looking?"
Again those points. Maybe there were some good points.. But.. "You are good looking.."
"Damn, so if I get into a car accident or something and my face gets mashed, you would break up with me immediately?" Kaz shows his relaxed smile. That was the one when even his eyes were smiling. "That's cold.."
Break up? To do that they should be an item first..
Hell yeah, Jaxen wants this item. With a fast move he rolls Kaz under him, taking a hold of his wrist, eyeing the other intently. "Kazuro Hallen. Please go out with me."
Kaz felt seriously surprised. "Ha?"
"Not that fake you who pretends he's alright when he isn't. I want the real Kazuro. The one whose room I'm in right now," Jaxen speaks bluntly, making sure Kaz was properly looking at him while he was about to say what he really wanted to say. "No secrets."
Quietly staring back at the older guy, Kaz eventually wears his smile back on his lips. "Hell yeah I go out with you, Jaxen Clandon," he whispers then.
Jaxen sighs his nervousness out and smiles too. "I wouldn't dump you just because of a mashed face. I can take a picture as a memory, you know," he clears out and leans down. "But don't get in the car accident."
Kaz takes a hold of Jaxens neck and pulls him closer. "Neeh, I'm gonna treasure this face you are so into," he keeps and actually licks Jaxens lips once, making the older immediately take an action to suck his mouth passionately.
- - - -
"I'm basically their bastard. For the sake of his reputation my mother changed country with me. And as soon as possible she left me with my nanny and went back to Japan," Kaz boldly explains when he was searching clothes to pack with him. "I'm actually living alone now 'cause I insist to go to public school. My nanny was against it first though.."
After taking their time finally start moving, Jaxen propose Kaz should go with him in his home today. Stay the night there. Go to school from there. After seeing this empty apartment, Jaxen really didn't want to leave this guy alone here. No one should live alone like this.
Since Kaz actually didn't mind, he accept the offer to go with Jaxen. Even that he wasn't so sure was something like that even appropriate, Jaxen said it was fine and actually wouldn't even take any declines. And like Kaz would refuse to go with him. Right now his mind was purely all about this guy so he might probably just do anything Jaxen asks from him.
While Kaz was packing he was explaining how exactly he ended up living like this. First he felt abashed to speak, but when he could get to it, it became very easy, quite liberating actually.
"A love child?" Jaxen smirks. He was sitting on the bed, watching Kaz from there. "Then we are not so different. I'm kinda on the same boat."
"I know," Kaz turns to look at the him, smiling teasingly. "It was a one-night stand. Because of that Luna has struggled between being a single parent, student and later a nurse in two different hospitals. She has worked her ass out while taking care of you."
Jaxens eyes went wide open. "WHY THE HELL SHE TOLD YOU THAT?! And exactly when?!"
Kaz laughs and gets back to scanning his clothes. "That lady likes to talk. When I woke up in your place, after she scolded me, she blab about herself non-stop," he clears. "She was a little annoying, but it was nice to listen her. I remembered her name because of that. Clandon."
So that's how Kaz track him in school. "Remember you said that. Once you get to know her, you will see she is exactly that. Annoying," Jaxen tsihs smiling. "Sometimes I think I'm the older one in our household."
Now Kaz turns to look at him again, lowing his hand, looking suddenly a little worried.
"What?"
"Luna might not like me," younger man states honestly his thoughts out. "When she will realize I kinda lied to her. Earlier."
"Ha?"
"Like about my parents. You think she lets me stay there after she finds out?"
Now that wasn't a big deal. Jaxens mother would definitely understand. "Don't worry. You can just apologize to her. You got her under your spell the moment she saw you the first time," older clears, showing with the smile to not worry. "That woman is your biggest fan. Has been all talk about you this whole week."
"Spell? What, she talks about me?" Kaz couldn't believe that.
"Well, yeah. Mom was thinking what might have happened to you after she escorted you to the train station. When I mentioned I saw you on Monday during PE.. she start asking about you every day."
"Monday? You were in there?"
Kaz has started to zoning out from the main topic, sticking now to everything Jaxen mentions. "You don't trust me? Do you want me to call her?" he asks calmly. "Like, warn her?"
"No.. I do trust you," Kaz sighs out and keeps choosing his clothes to pack. There was no point to doubt Jaxens words. Wasn't that strong mind what has attracted Kaz the very begin? "Then.. If I really stay the night.. Do we need to behave?" he suddenly asks, with a smirk on his lips, eyeing flirtly toward Jaxen.
First looking at Kaz without saying a word, Jaxen finally gets up with an easy step and walks toward the younger man. Leaning his face very close, smiling. "We went long yesterday. You have any idea how numb I feel right now. Hell yeah we will behave."
"Sorry..," Kaz sighs, dropping his smile. Yeah. Jaxen did mention something like that last night. "I didn't think you would be.. on pain after.."
"Don't be sorry. It's unavoidable," older smirks and straightens his back. Like he could have hold back when they were on it. The more pain he was after, it meant the more fun he had. "My mother is in. We have rules in that house, you know. So, going.. all the way like that is a no no. Don't you dare and try anything there."
That last sentence came out with a husky voice. Kaz didn't let the other move too far away when he this time leans his own face closer. His flirt smile was on. "But I'm still worried. In the same room. With you," young man keeps. "I might still have to touch a little."
"Then I really kick you in the nuts.."
"Harsh.."
- - - -
After more of word changing and fast packing, they were ready to leave the apartment. Jaxen was staring this huge empty living area under the morning light. It really looked sadly cold area, way too white.
"Are we in a rush?" Kaz carefully asks, bringing Jaxen back from his deep thoughts.
"Ha? Ah, no? You still have something to get?"
Kaz shows a smile to Jaxen who by now has turn to look at him. "Then, lets have breakfast first. And.. would a pride be needed? For Luna?"
"Sure, we can eat," Jaxen smirks. Now he was worried for a second there was something serious in Kazs mind. Young man wasn't hiding how oddly he felt when there was someone else in his apartment. Even if the younger man kind of didn't mind anymore, since it was the guy who has discovered this all already, along with the fact he was now in this kind of a relationship with him. But it was still new. Very new.
"She loves sweets. We better get something nice," he adds and turns to look at the apartment again. "Sorry, I kinda snoop around earlier. This place is.. really empty. Do you eat out all the time? Even the breakfast?"
"Y-yeah. There's my regular coffee place near by. And I can basically order what ever I want where ever. I have money to spend..," younger man points out, sounding a little low about it. Since Jaxen has already made fun of him about it. Having no need to work for the money he spends. "Even if it's not my money. I can't get it anywhere else since I can't work without their permission and.."
Realizing what Kaz was talking about, Jaxen sighs and walks toward him while speaking. "I'm sorry. What I said before was incredible rude. That was quite childish from me..," he pets the youngers hair when he got next to him, smiling calmly. "It's good they make sure you have money, but that's not all you can live with. That makes them assholes. To have your money that way is just justified. I get it."
When he gets to hear Jaxens real thoughts, Kaz smiles happily. All he could do was hum back.
They left through the buildings backdoor and arrived to this closed inner court. The storage area for the residents were located here, so this is where Kaz keep his bike. They leave his bag and head to the shopping streets through the side gates.
"If your nanny owns your apartment, then you don't pay your own bills?" Jaxen wonders while looking up the building they just got out from. In day light it really looked quite grand. "Electricity? Water? That must be expensive."
"If you want to know how much you need to cover the costs, I honestly don't know," Kaz states while he closes the door behind them, turning his eyes on Jaxen then. "There are no one I can even compare with. That's the biggest apartment in the building. My mother sends me money through my nanny, for food, clothing and other items I'm supposed to need, every month."
"Every month?" Jaxen lows his look back down. "So.. How much she sends you?"
Smirking widely Kaz jumps down the stairs to meet Jaxen, leaning his face closer to the other. That sudden attack made Jaxen blush a little. "Guess."
"..Five hundred?" Jaxen makes a guess. That should be enough. No, guy drives a motorcycle. Driving it wasn't cheap with the taxes. He should still remember Kaz was wealthy. "No! Seven!"
Kaz leans slightly away smiling. Points his finger up. It was more?? "Thousand?"
Finger stays still. So does Kazs smile. Sure. Jaxen just needs to make too high guess and go down from that. "Three thousand?"
Now Kaz actually lows his hand, but just to search his phone from his pocket. He opens the right application, surfs down and then eventually raises his look back to Jaxen while showing the inbox of the bank transfers. There were multiple transfers. All from the same account number. The same amount in all of them. Monthly.
Older guy stares the numbers. Those numbers looked so unreal that he couldn't even speak, or breathe, for a moment.
And when Jaxen wasn't saying anything but just staring the screen, Kaz has to slow his phone down. "Are you alright?" he was calmly smiling, actually a little afraid he might have really upset Jaxen by showing that.
"Ten..," Jaxen takes a long breathe in and closes his eyes. With a very shaking voice he continues. "You get ten thousand from her..? Every month? Who gives a sixteen year old brat ten thousand per month?!"
"She is insane, right?" young man sneers. "But that's the payment they are willing to give me to keep my mouth shut of who I am and never get in their way.." He adds the rest and puts his phone away. Jaxens reaction was quite expected. "When you are ready, I will show you how much I actually have, currently. Don't wanna shock you too much.."
"Wai- WHAT? You mean you..?" Jaxen unwittingly raised his voice. "There is way more??"
Kaz walks slowly backwards, smiling, not answering. "I'm hungry. Our breakfast place is near," he notes. "Come on. It's my treat if you don't mind."
Jaxen tsihs unbelieving and finally follows Kaz, moving to walk next to him. Younger guy was checking Jaxens mood, but when Jaxen was just quietly looking back at him, still clearly thinking over the whole thing, he dares to poke the others shoulder with his own. Doesn't say anything, just smiles.
Sure, Kaz has been quite frank about his wallet. Saying he was so rich he has nothing but time to kill, since he could buy anything. Literally anything. Still the guy lived in the empty apartment with quite a little to own.
"You are quite something..," Jaxen finally speaks, looking still very confused.
"I am?" Kaz wonders out loud. "Because you didn't believe me when I said I'm rich? You can add 'rich-bitch' to the list of with what names you wanna call me. I don't mind. Since that one is true. Get used to it. You are dating rich."
- - - -
The prizes on the menu Jaxen was eyeing were actually pretty normal. For a second he had actually afraid they might go to some millionaire avenue to have some sandwichs with gold sprinkles on or something as stupid. But this restaurant was very normal, with a twist of asian style in its decoration and menu. Place felt indeed nice and cosy, had this warm atmosphere around. All in all it was just normal.
No, the stupid one here was Jaxen to even imagining something else. He turns his eyes on Kaz who was sitting across him, leaning his face on the back of his hand, eyeing him intently with his normal smile on. Then guy suddenly smirks and lows his hand. Doesn't say anything. It was like he silently pointed out he so knew what Jaxen was thinking just now, but Kaz didn't dare to speak it out loud.
Jaxen sighs and lows the menu on the table. "I have no idea what I want. Probably coffee and.. something.. Whats you are gonna get?"
Now Kaz straightens his back. "I don't drink coffee so I guess I'm going with tea," he wonders then, actually just now starting to think what he would want. "What comes to food in the breakfast menu basically everything here is great. Is there something you can't or don't like to eat? It's mostly east style here, but they have some western norms too."
"I can eat anything. I'm not too picky," older answers straight. "But since we are here I definitely wanna try some asian stuff."
That answer satisfied Kaz so he shows a wider smile. "You don't mind if I just order us what I recommend?"
"No. I'm in your care here..," Jaxen gives a permission and closes his menu.
Now to that Kaz couldn't help but stick. "Outside the bed too?" he asks smiling while raising his eyebrow. Making the other guy blush immediately and turn his face away. There comes the angry glance. And a kick on his knee.
This guy was shamelessly as flirty as ever..
Kaz smirks and turns his look toward the workers behind the sitting island which was also a cash desk. "This you will love," he states and raises his hand. "Sumimasen!"
That was Japanese?! Jaxen drops his mood and turns to look at the man who says something back to Kaz. After finishing what he was doing, man walks next to their table. "Gochuumon wa okimari desu ka?"
Kaz gives their order while Jaxen was silently listening them speaking Japanese. Then the man leaves after polite nod changing. Kaz turns to look Jaxens reaction. Looking satisfied, he takes the jug of water and serves some in their drinking glasses. "Did I get points from that too? Japanese? If you like it that much I'm glad they made me learn it."
Jaxen was sure his heart was missing every other beat, since it started to feel very burning under his chest. "What points you even need..," he tsihs quietly, looking out the window. Now he remembered how it felt being outside that apartment with this flirty guy. No wonder Jaxen wanted to avoid him before. This was bad for his heart..
Yeah, Kaz should stop before this guy really beats him up or something. So without saying more, after putting the jug back down, he leans his back against the back of the couch and clears his throat.
Now Jaxen dares to move his eyes on him again. Then he lets a deep sigh out and takes control of his gist. "Yesterday.. If you didn't want to drink that coffee, it would have been alright to leave it, you know..," he clears then. Kaz just said he doesn't drink coffee, but still drank the whole thing. "Did it feel I forced you? I was kinda tired then. I'm not a morning person.."
Kaz smirks and leans his arms on the table, leaning closer. "Hell no. The first gift from my crush? Like I would ever refuse..," he whispers flirtly. "It was bitter though."
Jaxen gives another kick on Kazs knee. Yeah, this guy could turn everything a destroying shot right through his heart! Freaking player..
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