Bab 206: If I left you alone

Isn't it better if I leave you with only the good memories of us together. Rather than me breaking down and showing you what happened to me on the inside, how the demons burned and scarred me or how you made me feel at peace. But when ever I see you this bitter feeling always comes back, like a ghost back to haunt me, so I pushed you away hoping that maybe after sometime this feeling will be gone but it was still there just not infront of me as you moved on already, it mocked me, laughed at me and sort to cast me back into the flames of insanity.