Bab 139: I thought I was the only one.

And here you got me thinking that I was the only one you treated like this . I thought that maybe there could be something more but it was only false hope . Because you treat everyone the same and here I thought I was special. Because no one ever made me smile like you did no ever spoke to me the way you did . But now that I look back at it , I can see clearly that , that was just how you treat people , strangers , people that are close to you . That is just how you are and I was nothing special to you like how you were to me. No I was never that and never will be .