Bab 4: A Tragedy
In a dark space partially illuminated by gentle golden glow, Charles abruptly opened his eyes. "Haaaah...." With a sharp gasp, Charles examined himself with skeptism .
"Didn't I die....I remember being slapped to death by a random palm, sigh...,my misfortune is off the charts"
Charles examined his immediate surroundings, spotting a golden dot suspended in the air next to him. As he continued to examine this golden light he stepped back in horror.
" What the fuck? Isn't this the hand that slipped me to death, to think that it still wants to kill me in the afterlife. Could it be that it wants to torture me in its domain?"
As this thought permeated in Charles mind he instinctively took a step back in fear and despair. He was always targeted so this was perfectly normal for someone who developed PTSD after countless epochs.
When Charles took a step back, sure enough the golden spot followed him like a leech that didn't want to let go of its host. "Aaaarrgh Damn it, someone should just kill me....Kill Me!!!!"
Charles state of mind was very peculiar due to his experiences over a certain threshold of time. He died a miserable death, he was left alone for epochs in a desolate place with no one to talk to. Any normal person would have experienced mental death a hundred times over. As if it was not enough he received information of his likely death as his realm was a battlefield. He was then exposed to Eldrich existences and Outer gods. Who could keep calm in this situation?
As if it was not enough he was attacked when his mind was actively cautious of a sudden attack. In short he was tensed. So looking at the golden light that approached him he completely lost it. The fact that he had a mo strous willpower didn't mean he had infinite willpower. This was the time that Charles truly lost it.
Charles roured to the sky as his mind began to breakdown from fear then sadness and despair as his conjecture came true. He completely lost hope, his eyes turning lifeless as he slumped to the floor weakly.
Charles had truly lost his mind since his trauma that has been accumulating was too great for him to bear. The Worlds will let out a painful whimper in its soul, it knew it couldn't do anything to help as his host turned into a hollow husk.
When a Dimensional being looses his mind it will act purely out of instinct, like a beast. Which means it will devour anything close to it regardless of the consequences. The Worlds will knew that it's chance of survival will be completely cut off once his host becomes a beast. This was not unfounded since no overlord would want a beast recking havoc in their territory. Heck he could even alert multiple overlords depending on the situation. By then he'll be purged alongside his realm. Everything will be lost, profound sadness engulfed the newly evolved Worlds will.
It had evolved when it devoured a tiny bit of the Void source, as for the rest of it....,it had no idea. It wasn't even able to express happiness before the mental death of its host. This weak golden light that has been observing the situation for a while now seemed to distort as it shone with countless heterochromatic light. With this phenomena a supreme pressure descended on the plane. However it didn't elicit a response from Charles who had become an empty husk.
"Sigh...."
An aged voice carryng the vicissitudes of time, and the wisdom of the universe sighed. The voice in particular sounded weary as if drained.
"We have failed the Chosen" The same aged voice spoke yet again seemingly to no one in particular
"Hmmm.. We'll have to repay him for putting him through experiences worse than hell" Another distant voice echoed, it sounded as if it will quickly disappear yet it still persisted for a while.
"It's a miracle that he held on until now. He even became a Ruler. As expected from the Chosen one" A charming voice was heard, this person spoke slowly as if tired or extremely lazy
"Its decided then, when he has enough experience and foundation we'll give him all our 'Blessings'....as for now he's not yet ready send him to a relatively easier world to give him rest"
With the last aged sentence the heterochromatic light rushed into Charles body. A radiant glow spreading from his epicentre outwards throughout the whole space purging all darkness.
"Urrgh…" A weak groan escaped Charles lips as his original soulless eyes regained their colour gradually. He was back!
[ Ding! System installing…..]
[ Ding! System installation complete]
[ Ding! The Chosen System is activated and ready to serve host]
[ Ding! The Chosen System has given the host a privilege 6 hours of questions and answers as part of payment for any inconveniences the host has endured]
Wearily sitting on the floor of the now white space, Charles looked at the transparent screen in front of him with grieviance, hatred, resignation, indifference. He couldn't get himself together as he sat there in silence looking at the screen in a daze.
Countless thoughts swirmed in his head, If not this system who else could take him to the void realm, why him? So he was chosen inorder to suffer at the hands of the controllers of this so called Chosen System. He bet that they were looking at his plight the whole time with amusement. So he was just a clown, he was just uselessly playing in the hands of sadist.
Unknowingly, tears began to run through Charles face uncontrollably. The grievance in his heart had already reached Eldrich levels if it could really be quantified. He was sad, helpless, he despaired. So all his suffering was just a show for those beings? As more questions popped up, more tears were released as Charles had another breakdown.
In fact, the first breakdown was mental affecting his mind, this was why those beings were able to save him albeit at a price. Now however was totally different. He was having an emotional breakdown. No...an emotional purge. As a dimensional god with an enhanced mind, his mind was able to accurately pinpoint the issue and take drastic measures to cure or solve the issues of itself. The first instance, fear totally enveloped his mind causing its breakdown, now however his mind was not involved.
So the mind came up with the optimal way to protect itself. It was afterall a safety precaution the body takes inorder to save itself. The mind was actively purging all 7 emotions. This could have not been possible for a human however a dimensional being is perfectly capable of this. The World will let out another low whimper of sadness. Its host had gone through a lot so it took any little remaining emotions its host had before storing it in itself. Hoping to find a way to save its host
....….
In a higher dimension
"Weve really wronged the son of the ^&*£?>+. We cant live anymore since even if the chosen spares us, 'it' wont. Sigh"
"Sigh..."Collective sighs reverberated as the fate of countless higher dimensional beings were sealed on this day.
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