Bab 9: Ep9 - Decide
You keep remembering what Jungkook tell you. That's the first time you hear some sweet word like that. And it feel so sincere.
Did he really mean that ? Did he really accept me as his sister? Or he just wants to prank me?
You keep thinking about Jungkook. Suddenly your thoughts have been disturbed by a few knocks at your door.
Mom: Hawasa, are you sleeping?
Your mom asking when she open your door.
Hawasa: Not yet, mom. I still have some homework to do.
Mom: Hawasa, is this pretty?
She asked while give you ' wedding card '. You take it but you felt sad.
Mom: What's wrong, baby ? Why did you look so sad ?
Hawasa: Mom, can you not continue this marriage?
Your mother smile immediately faded. It's turned to disappointed face.
Mom: But why? I thought you already agree.
Hawasa: I-i can't tell you the reason.. But please, cancel this wedding.
Mom: But Hawasa....
Her face looks so sad. You can't see her like that. But you can't also ignore BTS warn. Suddenly your mom get up and go to her room sadly. You also feel sad for hurting your mom like this.
She always give you all what you need. She never make you feel miss your father. She do a lot of job to raise you up. But what you did to repay for her happiness. Dissappoint her. You cry all night as you think about your mom. You didn't realise when you fall asleep.
Hawasa POV
I got up due to my alarm ringing the next morning. I feel headache. Maybe because i sleep late and crying all night.
I already have my decision. I don't care if BTS want to do anything to me.
My mom is everything for me. I can give my life only for her. I get ready and look for my mom. My mom just about to go to work when i call her.
Hawasa: Mom ! Mom !
I shout a bit. She turned to me but didn't say anything. She didn't even have a smile on her face.
Hawasa: Mom, i'm sorry about last night. I being selfish.
I grab her hand and bring her to sofa.
Mom: It's okay, Hawasa. I should know that you still trauma about the past.
Hawasa: Mom, can we not talk about that anymore?
She nodded
Hawasa: Mom, you can continue this wedding.
Mom: But, last night...
Hawasa: Mom, you have found your own happiness after long time. Who am i to stop this wedding.
Mom: It's okay if you don't wanna to do this. I'm not going to blame you either.
She said while caressed my cheek.
Hawasa: It's okay, mom.
Mom: Are you sure about this, sweetheart?
Am i?
I try to look confident even though deep inside my heart, i was just too scared.
Hawasa: I'm sure, mom.
My mom smile widely and hug me tightly.
Mom: Thank you, Hawasa. I love you so much. You are my world.
I hug my mom back.
Hawasa: I love you too, mom.
Both of us release each other.
Mom: So, that means we'll go for shopping this evening, right?
Hawasa: Shopping ? For what?
Mom: For the wedding, of course.
You confused for a while.
Mom: Hawasa, don't you see the wedding card? The wedding date in two weeks.
My mom tell me. My jaw drop. My eyes widen. I was too shocked.
What ? Two fuxking weeks ?
Mom: I'll pick you up from the school today.
She said. She showering my face with kisses. Then we pulled away. She left the house happily. I was feel so sad but i know my decisin is right. I also walk to the school.
?? : Hawasa! Hawasa!
Someone shout my name. So i turn back and i saw Yiren and IU. I smile toward them.
Yiren : Morning, girls.
Hawasa & IU: Morning.
Three of us walk together in the hallway and get into our own class.
When i about to sit at my place, someone grab my hand and drag me away.
Hawasa: Where are you taking me, Jungkook?
He just stay silent. He take me to the rooftop. When i arrived there, i saw all the BTS members. I gulped nervously.
Jin: Did you talk with your mom about the wedding?
I just nod.
Jin: So, how is it going??
Hawasa: I'm sorry.
I said and look down.
Jin: What is that mean?
He ask strictly. I took deep breathe before answer.
Hawasa: I don't want to destroy my mom happiness.
Taehyung: So, you don't care about yourself ?
He remind me. I look straight into his eyes. I feel a bit mad.
Hawasa: I don't care about what all of you going to do with me. But i know, i'll do anything for my mom!
I yell at them. Taehyung step closer to me.
Taehyung: Then suffer for her.
He whisper at me and walk away.
BTS leave me there. Where did i get courage to against them. This gonna be bad. I'm crying inside.
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