Bab 19: WILL NOT BE SEPARATED
"Why do you speak like that? why are you not sure that we will meet? Is our relationship just for fun??" asked Lucken a little displeased with Terry's words.
"Looks like you're not happy with what I said, aren't we just having fun?" Terry asked with a pounding heart wishing Lucken had different feelings from a relationship that was beyond its normal limits.
"You're right, we're just having fun. I should have remembered our agreement at the beginning. Our relationship is not binding, our relationship is just friends for fun." said Lucken confirming the deal again hoping Terry refuted what he said.
Terry nodded her head, sadly. What she felt was completely one-sided. There was no love in Lucken's heart for her.
"Looks like I have to go now. And you have to go home before Alisha finds out you're not home." said Lucken not wanting to get too deep into contact with Terry who just wanted to have fun.
"Are you really leaving for Singapore tonight? are you coming back soon?" Terry asked very hurt by Lucken's words.
"I have to leave tonight. I don't want Alisha to know that I'm Ducan's twin. Especially if Alisha finds out that we are related like this. You can hold our secret right?" said Lucken with a serious face.
Terry took a deep breath feeling disappointed with Lucken's words as if he still expected Alisha's love and didn't want Alisha's heart to be hurt.
"You don't think about what we've done. I told you before what we do is just for fun. After you leave, just forget what we did, I'll do it too." Terry said with pain.
Lucken nodded his head a little calmly after hearing Terry's words who weren't hurt because of him.
"Okay Terry, thanks for this lovely evening. I'm going, take good care of yourself. My one message, keep being a good friend and sister to Alisha. Alisha really trusts you." Lucken said sadly, kissing Terry's lips and then left the room.
Terry watched Lucken leave without saying anything other than tears in her eyes.
After Lucken left, Terry threw herself on the bed and wept loudly.
"Why??!! why should i love him?! why does my heart hurt so much like this? why your heart is not touched by what we have done Luck? Is your heart really blinded by Alisha's beauty? do you think I'm not beautiful Luck?" Terry said drowning her tears under the pillow.
"Maybe it's easy for you to forget what we've done Luck? but for me what we have done is the most beautiful memory that I will not forget until my death." said Terry with tears in her eyes staring at the ceiling of her room.
After crying in her sorrow for a long time, Terry got up from her sleep and went into the bathroom to clean herself.
"Maybe I should forget you Luck? because there's no way we'll meet again. Goodbye Luck, hope you find your happiness there." Terry said, dousing herself with shower water, hoping to heal her wounded and lonely heart.
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With unsteady steps and sad feelings, Terry opened the door slowly hoping not to wake Alisha who was sleeping with Diana.
"Click"
Suddenly the living room light came on, Terry saw Alisha sitting on the sofa staring at her with an unblinking gaze.
"Alisha??? you??" Terry said not knowing what to say when she saw Alisha sitting in the living room.
"Why are you surprised Terry? where are you from? I was looking for you earlier? did you not hear my call?" Alisha asked getting up from her seat with an annoyed face.
"I'm sorry Alisha, I was out for a while to get some fresh air. I can't sleep and I don't want to disturb your sleep either." Terry said with a reason that just came to mind.
"Can not sleep? do you usually drown with drinks when you can't sleep? is there something you're hiding from me Terry?" asked Alisha with a serious look.
"I really can't sleep Alisha. And I don't want to drink either. I was thinking, tomorrow morning you will get married if I spend my night drinking, I'm afraid tomorrow morning I won't be able to wake up. We never thought there was anything I was hiding from you, absolutely nothing. You know who I am, why am I hiding something from you." Terry said trying to remain calm in the face of Alisha's suspicions.
"I just find it weird Terry, the last few days you've been so different. I don't want you to get into some trouble that could get you in big trouble Terry. I was really worried about you." said Alisha while holding Terry's shoulders.
"I told you nothing happened Alisha, I'm fine. I'm only thinking about your marriage, and I don't know what the future holds for both of us after you get married. That's the only thing that worries me." said Terry looking for a more appropriate reason for Alisha to believe.
"Oh my gosh Terry!!! why are you thinking about that!! of course we will always be together. Even though I'm married later, nothing can separate the three of us." Alisha said as she cupped Terry's face.
"Does that mean I will go with you wherever you go?? even if you live at your husband's house?" Terry said with full eyes.
"Yes Terry!! of course you and Diana will stay with me. Even though later we stay at Lucken's house. You know for sure Terry, I couldn't be far from Diana and you. You two are my life." Alisha said with tears in her eyes.
Terry swallowed her saliva feeling guilty at Terry for hiding what she had done with Lucken.
"You are also my life Alisha. I'm grateful you never change. I hope whatever happens next you will never change. Still love me." Terry said hugging Alisha guiltily.
"I promise you Terry, we will never part. I will never leave you and I will always love you especially Diana." said Alisha earnestly returned Terry's hug.
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