Bab 180: Chapter 149: Back to Normalcy
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Going back to that portal, entering and knowing what will be waiting for me at the end of it, leaves me with the intrigue of what new things it will take me, although I don't know if it's right to say that, I'm practically saying that I won't be returning to my home....NO! I must get that out of my mind, instead of thinking what unknown or known world I will go to, I must think that what awaits me at the exit is my world, mentalize yourself and believe that if you will make it, life sometimes rewards you if you are positive, but also.....si is what you didn't want, you come out more disappointed. AAAAAAA!!!!! I said don't think like that, I trust, I will trust, fate already did it to me 2 times, first with Tatsumaki, second with Syl, she can't hate me so much, third time's the charm, I know what I want will be answered right now. Besides.....I really want to, I miss....I miss my family so much, those silly my school friends...my first friends I made....Menhera.....Rino...I miss them all, what will they be or have done while I was gone, Menhera is still having and ending her relationships? Is she still so loving and caring that no guy can stand her...or maybe she finally got someone to put up with her.....and Rino.....if I see you again.....I hope you still have that glow of confidence and security, wit and cunning, calm and mischief...ever since I was little and met you, my goal was to be a guy like you, even though you were hurting you still got up, now that time has passed, I wonder if I am at least a little bit like you. And of course I don't forget about you, there are also many people I knew before all this happened.....including you, ******** the one who brought the end to my world.
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The first thing I saw when I arrived in this world was....es at night, and again I seem to have appeared in a nearby forest, but what a weird place I am, never before in my mind I planned this, in some area there is no vegetation, and in others there is, there seems to be like lollipops of candy all over this world, I wonder if they are edible....huh...（￣＾￣）. Better not, besides these have tree sizes. What I did first was to check the place with my eyes, besides I don't know where I am, well, it's clearly not my world.
『*sigh* Again I was disappointed....』
In the distance I could see a city, an empire, even at night I could clearly notice how childish this one looked, there is too much pink in this empire and all with a lot of heart and glitter...since, it doesn't look like a bad place, it even came to my mind that those who inhabit it must look re childish....
I quickly felt a slight dizziness in my head and I started to stagger, but this time I have much more resistance, and that's an achievement, it seems that there is no danger here, so I'll do it quickly, it is not that I have seen interest in this world, I do not think that something good happens in a place that has this appearance, surely if there is a villain must be a tiny, cute, fluffy, I do not know why the truth, and who wants to dominate the world so he can eat all the sweets of this. *sigh* Although on second thought it wouldn't be bad.....huh..... what am I saying, I must return to my world as soon as possible, but there's no hurry.... with all the time that passed....
With those thoughts I decided to regain strength to continue the journey, I went to my Lucario Form and lay down on the grass, my body began to glow a blue color, it was the beginning of my recovery and a dream.
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♩♭𝄞𝄢♡𝄡♬☸♪★★♫☾🎶🎼𓏢𝄪☛𝄫֍𝄞♮♯ღ𝄫♬♩✌🎶𝄢𓏢☪♬♪𝄪🎼♩𝄡𝄫🎵♮🎵𓏢♫♮♯𝄢☯𓇼㋡⚉⚇
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I was just now at home, it seems like I am 7 years old, my whole family is having dinner together, my mother always attentive to her children and loving as well as hardworking, my father coming home after work, he was always well and showing us affection, my sister, My sister, in her high school uniform, I think she is in her second year, everyone was chatting very well, it was a relaxing atmosphere, and even fun, even me, at that time I think I had just met Menhera and Rino, although my face does not show anything, I was happy with the family I have.
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Oh, I remember this one too, it was the day I met Menhera and Rino, I was leaving home with my sister, it was the first day of school, she is like any other girl, she was kind and affectionate with me, but she also gave me tests that I had to overcome, she helped me but the rest I had to do on my own. The most outstanding appearance thing about her was her long black hair, with blue locks in random parts, and she always had that air of being strict.
『This day I'll take you to know the way you have to go, it's not that far so it's easy, you're my little brother and I understand you, but I also want you to start making an effort』.
He took me by the hand and didn't let go of my hand at all, he showed...how could we say it....seriousness and serenity? he wanted me to start growing up in a calm way so that I would be prepared in this world, in my eyes my sister was already an adult, although there was also a time when she was going from party to party, and her attitude was too rebellious, there was even a time when she was very late and made my parents cry. Moving on, there I was, hand in hand with my sister, she wasn't that tall, but with me next to her I was the dwarf.
『Well, this way I'm going, your school is for the end, you should walk about 4 more blocks, then turn left, turn around, turn right, take 9 steps back, 4 blocks in front and you've arrived』-『Don't worry, at the exit I'll be there for us to go back together』.
Out of nowhere she started to explain to me, because of the surprise I couldn't understand well what she wanted to tell me, and as in those days, even though she is my sister, I couldn't even talk to her, I was even shy with my family.
『Luck little brother』(^^)ｂ
Just as she said she took another way while I was standing in the same place with my uniform and hat, I didn't want to, I wanted her to take me to my school, I moved my mouth but no voice came out of her, I stretched my hand to be able to reach her even if it was impossible, it seemed like she was abandoning me to my fate, but it wasn't like that, she put me a test and I have to overcome it. But still....so...I want her to take me!!!
I took a step from what was a statue, I could move, and with the first step taken, I took courage and walked to my sister, but what she did next left me shocked, she increased her speed, from walking to jogging, she was moving away from me, then I also decided to jog, although I am smaller, then I would run, I ran desperate to reach my sister, I even felt like crying. But still she wouldn't stop, yes this was a test, I have to pass it, but I'm already giving it my all, I'm running....¡¡!!! No, I'm not giving it all, I have to....my mouth started to tremble, so did my fists.
『(I have to speak!)』
As I was already about to shout my sister's name, I saw that she had met up with her high school friends, while I covered my mouth with my hands as I hid behind a wall, she hadn't increased her speed for me to struggle, she was going to her friends, though I wasn't surprised that she already knew I was behind her.
As I went back to the starting place, I was thinking about the situation, nothing would have happened if I had appeared shouting my sister's name, maybe they would have laughed a little or even missed this, they would have taken it well, but....
『(I'm not good at relating)』
With only one person I already know my whole life it's hard for me to talk to them, even if it's with a group of 3 or 4 people I felt suffocated and the pressure couldn't take it. I arrived at the place where my sister gave me directions, and I just stood there without further ado, I didn't even dare to try.
『(If it was only 2 I think ....)』
I sat next to a post, almost no one was passing by, a few minutes later some cats arrived, maybe it was because I was too quiet or the curiosity of the cats, but they peeked to see me, when I saw them I tried to get them to come closer, a few seconds later I was surrounded by cats, I felt happy, I could pet them and scratch them. Without realizing it in front of me there was a huge dog, it was too imposing for someone small like me, but still, I stroked its head anyway, the dog quickly took me into confidence.
『(You are the only ones I am not afraid to socialize with)』.
Suddenly I heard how a person ran past me, to know who it was, I turned to see who it was but it was useless, I don't know how, but it generated a big screen of dust, for sure because of how fast he ran, I could only see a figure, I think it was a girl's, she was jogging in her same place over and over again without stopping and she was raising her hand waving it.
『Hurry up!!! or we'll be late!!!』
She was warning someone, the dogs started barking at her because of the commotion she made, where she noticed, without fear she went straight to the dogs and calmed them down, she had a friendly and energetic personality, that's what I thought, as she was petting the dogs with complete confidence that they would jump on the ground for her to scratch their paws. That's when that person noticed that I was there, sitting in the corner surrounded by other animals that stood next to me.
『You hurry up too!!! You won't accomplish anything if you just sit there!!! come on!!! one two one two one two one two!!!! Oh, I see, then how about the 2 of us go together, being afraid is a very common thing for everyone *smiles*』.
That person was offering me her hand, her way of talking was so confident in a good friendly sense, I was about to take her hand where it seems that she suddenly got like a shiver all over her body, I turn to look where she came from and without further ado instead of shaking my hand, she bowed apologizing to me, when she bowed I could see a little how she looked like, she had helmet shaped hair and on her lips there was cream from some dessert.
『Sorry!!! Next time if I promise to go with you!!!! I'm sure she'll decide to help you when she sees you too *smiles* See you later』-Without further ado she ran off-『(Damn!!! sorry buddy, but we're all afraid of something)』.
Everything was so sudden and weird, I no longer cared about arriving early or even going to school, I felt good here, I spent a few seconds after that person arrived, until I felt a shadow covering me, because of the confidence I gained thanks to these animals and that person, I could see this person, although it was of no use since the sunlight covered her, but I knew it was a girl, the most relevant thing I saw was her hair, it has cut like a helmet, again? and in her hand she was carrying like a needle and smacked her lips saying it slipped out, where she happened to look at me.
『Get up, it may look cute, you look like a statue, but what do I say, you look like a tramp with all those animals on you, you're in your uniform, I don't want to either but what can you do, we have to do our duty, besides why our elementary school forces us to wear uniform....eso leave it for later, sophisticated.....』
That girl addressed me, the first thing that came to my mind when I heard her was, but how aggressive, compared to before, although she also told the truth, or even even said what she thought. In her way of speaking I just felt that she was telling the truth, in a natural and neutral way. That girl left without further ado, the animals around me were slowly retreating, while I was still thinking about the situation.
I got up and came as she was leaving, for those moments I wanted to be like that girl, or girls?...., I could see her better, she was with the same uniform as me but for a girl, her whole way of being was totally sincere to her, just by seeing her back I realized that she is the one who is faithful to herself until death.
My plan was the following, as we have the same uniform for sure we are in the same school, well.... I think it's the only school that has uniform.... I just have to follow her and I can get there, yes, that's what I have to do, but....
『(My legs won't move)』
My legs were shaking, I was getting a kind of cramp in my foot, you know, those where for a while you don't move a limb, the blood flow stopped and finally when you move it as it goes by, you feel like electricity going through your body...well that's just what's happening to me now. But if I lose sight of it I won't be able to reach the goal, I have to follow it.
『Hello』(＾＾)
When I found out I saw that a girl was greeting me in front of me, I could notice how she was bending down to see me, she was smiling, but what surprised me the most was that it was the same girl I saw before! The same girl who told me that I looked like a bum! The same one who was encouraging me!!!! The same one with the helmet cut! With the same uniform and everything!!!! But at the same time no?!!!!! I didn't get a good look at the previous persons either. ..... Because of the confusion I thought it was the same one. It's her!!! But how? If she had already gone ahead? Why is she behind me and waving at me? Why did I see her 3 times and act differently?!!!!
『We have the same uniform, so we go to the same school, you're scared right? I saw your leg shaking all this time』
Fearlessly she walked towards me, I was trembling, resisting this cramp, while I couldn't say any words. Quickly the girl smiled and grabbed both of my hands.
『Don't worry, I know it's scary the first time, I can tell you're not an outgoing guy, you look cute like that, I'll guide you and take care of you』.
With confidence, no, with too good a feeling, that girl was addressing me without any fear, I was too nervous, but instead she, with her red cheeks and that smile, the counter of both positions was obvious.
『Oh, seriously you can't get enough, you already got another one, and was he the one who proposed or was it you』.
The voice of a boy the same age as me I could hear, although I could tell he looked more mature his way of speaking, he was also in the same uniform as me, had brown hair, and wore glasses.
『(๑-̆૩-̆) Don't say it like that, it seems like I'm a bad girl, I'm just helping him go to school, he's so scared, hehe how cute』.
Without me noticing, I was already going to school accompanied by these 2 people, this girl who treated me in a down-to-earth and even cold way before, now she wouldn't let go of my hand and gushed affection, or maybe they are not the same person?
『You'd better watch out buddy, don't go so far, with what you already did it seems like you made her fall in love 』-That guy commented in a calm manner-.
『(Ehhh?!!!! Falling in love?!!!!But I didn't do anything!)』.
I quickly panicked in my mind, everything is so confusing in this short time.
『It's not like that, I'm just helping him, I'm not easy to fall in love』(* >ω<)=3.
『Hahahaha, you see friend, this girl falls in love with any guy at the slightest affection they give her, also as she is very cute and very feminine, several guys propose to her and she ends up accepting, although her relationships don't even last 2 months, let's say no one can stand her love, she never proposed, only the guys do, and they themselves are the ones who end the relationship, then she is all sad, but then she is overflowing with joy, no? Menhera-chan?』
Those friends were talking to each other as if they had known each other all their lives, I call him Menhera-chan, so with this it all makes sense. Also.... who already has a boyfriend in elementary school? This generation is scary.....
『Give me even a little breathing room Rino...it's not my fault I'm like this.....o what do you say dude』
I was trying to understand all the conversation and things that were happening, thank god I could do it, she doesn't seem to be a bad girl, on the contrary, she is very good to me, and that other guy.....I want to be like him, but what I can't stand now is.....since she held my hand this girl has been walking, the current is going through my foot...and there and there it is.....
『Jajajajajajajajajajajajajajajajajajajajajajajajajaja』
Without holding back and out of the release of the moment, I burst out laughing, the tickle from the current I could no longer resist. They both stared at me in confusion, as I returned to normal, I quickly covered my mouth, I was extremely embarrassed.
『....I do....feel....I had a cramp...』
With all shyness, lest they think otherwise, I ended up saying what actually happened, I was afraid to open my eyes, but they quickly did what I was avoiding, they both started laughing, listening to them I wanted the earth to swallow me up.
"I'm sorry, we should have noticed earlier, are you okay now? If you want I'll carry you on my back』-That boy was quickly willing to give me a hand.
『That's dangerous, you should have said it before, thank goodness nothing bad happened, I'm sorry Rino but I already decided that I would take care of him, come on, get on top of me, even if it doesn't look like I'm strong 』.
Also that girl after laughing....re.....were not laughing at me, they wanted to laugh with me, I still felt a little tickle in my leg, so , although Rino was the first to propose, Menhera was the one who was carrying me on her over, Menhera was the tallest, while Rino and I had the same height, so I was not surprised that she could carry me, while Rino was carrying our backpacks.
『If you have any other problems, please tell us, we'll help you 』
Those were the words of that boy, it was too quiet this moment that I was made to pass the embarrassment I had accumulated.
『Although I have to thank cramp-chan, thanks to that I could hear you talk, let's get along well, yes?』
Menhera turned to see me, she was with a warm smile on her face, I could feel safe in these moments, that's how I met these 2 people, they are the 2 most important people in my life and who would start what I am now. Of course, when I met them they were not yet wearing their characteristic black sweatshirts.
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A shuddering scream was heard throughout the high school, it was the opening of a new year, all my friends and classmates I made all this time, we would be together again for new experiences and memories, Menhera and Rino were there too, I was very happy, I went a long way and a new world was opening, and with the help of them 2, I know I will walk forward again, or that's what I thought....
『AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA』
That boy was screaming in the schoolyard, he was supposed to be happy, he's totally shattered and everything that built up is finally exploding.
『YES IT IS! I'M A SHIT! I'M FUCKING ANTISOCIAL!!! THAT'S WHAT YOU WANT ME TO SAY! EH? YOU ALWAYS WANTED IT!!! YOU ALWAYS HATED ME! YOU ALWAYS PISSED ME OFF TO NO END. NOW I'M GIVING IT TO YOU, I HATE MYSELF, I HATE MYSELF, ALWAYS, ALWAYS, BECAUSE I CAN'T DO THINGS ON MY OWN!!!! I'M A PIECE OF GARBAGE, I'M SO DISGUSTING, YOU'RE RIGHT, YOU WERE RIGHT ALL ALONG!!! I DON'T DESERVE ANYTHING, I'M ROTTEN INSIDE, I WAS HIDING BECAUSE I'M AFRAID OF REAL LIFE, I'M A WORM, I DIDN'T ACHIEVE ANYTHING AND I NEVER WILL, I WANT!!! I WANT!!! DISAPPEAR!!!!! I AM DOING WHAT YOU WANTED! ARE YOU HAPPY!!! TELL ME YOU ARE HAPPY!!!! WHAT YOU WANTED SO BADLY FOR ALL THESE YEARS!!!! YOU GOT IT!!!! I BROKE...BECAUSE I, BECAUSE I DIDN'T KNOW IT!!!!! SCORIA, SHIT, GARBAGE, TRASH, INSECT, EVERYTHING IS ME!!!!WHAT I POSSESS IS USELESS!!! no more, please, I am ....soy....UN ERROR!!』
That day, that moment, I ended up exploding and accepting what I am, the person who abused me since I was a child finally did it, I could not even see his face in the moment of uncontrol that I had, but I am sure that he is happier than ever, quickly Menhera and Rino came to my aid, they stopped that guy, everything I achieved in these years, disappeared at the beginning of this new world, and again I returned to be worse than a simple shell with nothing inside .....
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♩♭𝄞𝄢♡𝄡♬☸♪★★♫☾🎶🎼𓏢𝄪☛𝄫֍𝄞♮♯ღ𝄫♬♩✌🎶𝄢𓏢☪♬♪𝄪🎼♩𝄡𝄫🎵♮🎵𓏢♫♮♯𝄢☯𓇼㋡⚉⚇
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I finally woke up, it seems that I had already recovered since a long time ago, everything else was because I really fell asleep, because I dreamt such things, the first 2 were beautiful, I could remember my family again, I must congratulate my brain and heart for holding them all this time, the day I met Menhera and Rino¡!!! the first girl I saw and told me such things, was ********* ¡¡!!!!!!!!
I quickly felt another headache, no, it wasn't a headache, it was too many things coming into my head. They were like memories, but why is this happening? I quickly saw everything that happened to me since I was swallowed by the portal, although, there are many different things, they did not happen as I lived it, it is like an alternative line..... the headache was too much and the images passed quickly, the little I could rescue were small memories. In the third world I woke up quickly and I knew Syl, and I quickly left that world, I never spent a lifetime in that place, another memory came.....¡!!! I could see.... how I was being killed by someone in a black suit, red eyes and white hair.....¡!!! I could see how M screamed and cried...a huge dragon was dead... eh?!!!! But what?! I am? I'm killing and ending with many worlds?! What is that look?! What is this? is this the present or is this the future? I could see an emaciated me, he had dark circles under his eyes and a depressing aspect, he was totally different from me, he said the words of the portal and even without strength, it seems that he did not take a break, he entered the portal to continue with his mission ..... his words were: "*Tsch* Here again? How many times I'm trying ..... If I come back here for the third time .... I'm going to destroy it".
I was agitated, I was holding myself with my arms because of what happened, I was in my human form, everything I saw, that never happened, or at least I didn't live it. And I also managed to see something, that M left a trail of black ashes but little by little they began to rise....
『.....what.....was that.....that must be a lie.....the dragon I saw dead....era....era Kanna.....I must relax.....that never happened.....』
I was trying to calm down, I was inhaling and exhaling, it was working, as it was night and there wasn't much light, it was the best time to look at the stars, I know astronomy and maybe it will guide me where I am.
『.....That's weird, was there once such a formation in space?』
I saw the starry sky and making forced sight I could see a melody of music in the sky, the stars, constellations managed to form something so beautiful, I was marveling at this discovery for minutes, it really was something beautiful.
『Ah, but how beautiful, now it is clearer to me that this is definitely not my world』(○'-`)ゞ.
Scratching my head I noticed something strange, again I looked at my hand confused.
『Eh? How strange, I'm in my Human Form, maybe I still don't feel better...』( ′～‵).
This time with both hands I would touch them again, I pulled them up to my head, yes, there was no mistake, it was soft and hairy.
『....('꒳`)I see.....PERO WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!』⁀⊙﹏☉⁀
When I took a good look, yes, it was what I thought it was, somehow I don't know, I had animal ears on my head, these had blue and white fur, my surprise was not long in coming, I touched my ears and yes I could feel them, I pulled them and they hurt a lot, I even stuck my finger too far into the fluffy part of my ears.
『AAAAAAA!!!! but what the hell! Why does it hurt so much!』-Σ('д ` ﾒ)-『Eh? Don't tell me that too.....』
With fear I heard a sound behind me, I turned around with hesitation and definitely a lot of fear, I could see something fluffy, furry and long behind me.
『I ALSO HAVE A TAIL!!!!!! NOOOO!!!!!!!』
Since minutes ago I felt an itch on my lower back, I didn't think I would grow a tail, but why! Why did I get this! The tail as well as the ears, were of a blue fur where the tips were white, and what animal are these from? They are not from foxes, dogs, cats, wolves or coyotes....could it be a combination of all of these?
『LIFE WANTS TO MAKE ME FURRO YES OR YES!!!!! NOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!』( ゜Д゜;)!?『Maybe if I leave here it will be fixed, it feels weird this!!!』
I was worried, what if this was forever and I would stay like this forever, can you imagine coming back and seeing that you have an animal tail and ears? My friends would make fun of me like never before! They're going to think I really like furros!.
『Fast! Hurry up! I have to get out of this place!』
I was about to conjure the portal, until then I remembered those memories, a me was in this very place, he had a look that I wish he never got to have, it's like he came to this world and quickly left without doing anything, just by looking at him I can tell that he went through hard things and lost a lot.....
『...Maybe....』
𝄞 ♫♫ ♫♫♫ ♪♪♪ ♪ ♪♪ ♪♩♩♩ ♩♩♩🎶
....My animal ears moved back, I felt something calling me, my gaze, my whole body was focused on that point, I could hear, although it was far away, I could hear a music, my tail started to flutter, my eyes started to sparkle, I wanted....wanted to hear this music better.
『.....Maybe.....me for a little stroll here』
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