Bab 36: WORDS NOT HEARD
(TAEHYUNG'S POV)
"Just like I said earlier it was definitely a brilliant idea to bring you here with me. We can come here often." I smiled at the thought of us coming here every now and then and doing mischief around.
Discovering new things about each other, talking ever so long, with no disturbance, pure solitude.
I want to kiss her more, touch her more, let her know that every inch of her body belongs to me. She's mine, now and forever. But it might be too overwhelming for her, she doesn't even know the half of the truth about me, about us.
"Do you think we should tell about the sensuous session we had today to the other members? I think we should keep it a secret for now. Even though I'm dying to tell Kyo or Kenma or maybe both and maybe even everyone. But I wanted to know your point too, if you have any resentment about it then please do tell me." she's just humming, I wonder why. "I'm good at keeping secrets though" I giggle a little.
"I just want you to know that..." I stop, thinking it better, if it's too soon to say this. "that, I feel like....I felt there when we were there in the rain, I felt intoxicated, with bliss, with merry. I was happy out there, with you. It's been awhile since I last smiled like this , since I was last content like this" I smile in between, and a sigh of relief as I said this "I think, you are the cause of my Euphoria, You are filling up the void in my life, Hikari! I'll be honest with you, you're the first to ever make me feel like this" I grin widely as I say this, I turn my head to read her expression, to see whether she was going to say it back. But to my surprise, she was already asleep. I face palmed myself, I wonder if she even heard the half of what I said.
"too soon maybe, well, who knew a human like you could stir up such feelings in me" I shouldn't have said all that anyways as I now rethink about what all I had blabbered. My feelings have become stronger towards her, with each day passing, I have become more and more sure of my feelings for her. I don't have to discuss this with anyone, she needs to be the first one to know and hear how I feel about her.
It isn't much long before we reach home. But she's still asleep, I don't know if I should wake her from her sweet slumber. She looks so pretty, pretty as a picture. She seems so delicate, almost as if she'll break to pieces if I touch her.
I pick her up, embrace in my arms, bridal style and carry her up to her room.
Her clothes are still wet, she's completely drenched. She'll catch a cold if she stays in those clothes. What should I do?
It's really late right now, everyone's asleep, can't even ask for advice.
I think I should wake her up.
Yeah. That's right.
"Hey...hikari...wake up." I gently nudge her "Get changed at least"
She doesn't bother, she's too far from consciousness to wake up.
Should I?
"Ugh!" I sigh heavily as I run out of options.
I'll just close my eyes as I do it. That's right.
I smile victoriously as I've changed her into dry clothes and didn't see much of her.
Vague images as I recall. I leave her be and go back to my room to get changed myself.
But I guess it was too late.
"Achoo!" I sneeze, and just as i do I knew I've caught a cold. I shouldn't be ill, this doesn't happen to us. There's something definitely wrong with me, I need to discuss this with Namhyuk at the earliest.
And why did I bother closing my eyes, why am I being this soft, this isn't me, I'm being considerate, for her.
But then again, if it's her, I'm willing to do anything.
Also, Kenma told me that Hikari was inquisitive about the THE ROOM. Good thing he made her forget, but who did she hear talking? Was it someone from home? I hope not, Hikari isn't safe around them.
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