Bab 2: New relationship

We never have known what will happen next?

In the last semester of Year2, I met one teacher. He is really handsome and kind to every student. I start liking him step by step. I have never thought that I will feel like anybody more after breaking up. But the reality is reality! I can't lie that I like him, especially his good manner.

"Nona! U looks not well today. What is strong with you?" My teacher comes and talks to me during break time. I couldn't answer and look at him well. I just shake my head with some speaking.

"That's nothing wrong, teacher!"

"But U seems unhappy. Anything wanna tell me?"

"No!" there is a lot of things that I want to talk to him but how could I?

"Okay, if U don't want to tell me today. But please remember, I will be Ur side in whatever."

After that speech, he back to his table and prepare for the next class by looking at me in worry way. I am totally wondering if I fall in love with him or just like him? I really don't know about myself clearly.

So, I start to keep my place for him by stopping following his FB and liking his picture at all in order to see whether I still feel interested in him as normal or whatever. But after I unfollow on FB, I see some status of my ex-boyfriend that related to his new relationship. I feel so sad. Then I post one picture on IG with some cations.

~To stay with him I feel both happy and sad, but it is really sad to let him go without trying my best~

'If you don't let the past go away from you, you will hurt yourself more, Nona' I got a message from him in my IG message.

'Emmm...I know teacher! but...'

'Just looks somebody else around you and you will see someone that you might be feeling good with'

'hmm...yes, I will!'

'And tell me, if you feel not well. I will stay here to listen to you'

'yes, teacher. Thank you for your kindness'

After that day, I always talk to him during the message and find out that he is really awesome. He and I have the same habit, thinking, and favourite lifestyle. We go well together as a partner rather than teacher and student. What is going to us if we like each other?