The next day, everyone was preparing for the school.
"Yukina, we'll go to school. You could stay here." Kurosa said before everyone was leaving.
When everyone was leaving, Yukina didn't know what to do. Yukina was walking arround the dorm and trying to figure out what to do.
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Yukina was staring at herself from a mirror.
"I think I need to find out how to control my magic." Yukina thought. Then Yukina walked away from the dorm and went to the school's library. There's no one in the library, so Yukina could read calmly, meanwhile Kurosa and her friends was studying really hard at the school.
Yukina read an interesting book, and she was happy about it. She thought that she could control her magic by reading and trying the things from that book.
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"You could fight and win if you have a strong will."
"Strong will...." Yukina thought.
"But... I didn't have any will to kill, why am I killing then?" Yukina thought.
Yukina started to think hardly. But she couldn't found any answer.
"Am I destined to be a killer?" Yukina thought.
Yukina read the next page.
"You could be anyone you want."
"I don't want to be a killer..... I don't want to be a nuisance... but why am I being those things I don't want?" Yukina thought.
Then Yukina put the book back to it's place. Yukina took another book and read it.
"Is it hopeless?" Yukina thought.
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Suddenly Osamu opened the library door,
"Oh there you are, Yukina. If you're leaving the dorm, please tell us. Everyone was scared you know?"
"Hm? Why?" Yukina asked.
"They're afraid if you're lost or something..." Osamu answered.
Then Osamu stared at the book Yukina was reading.
"H-Hey, isn't that the magic learning book? Wait, don't tell me that you're trying to control your magic with theories..." Osamu said.
"Kinda. Maybe I could found some clue." Yukina answered coldly.
"Then, I'll help you with theories. I'm good at that. Let's head to the dorm right now." Osamu said while taking the book from Yukina. Immediately Yukina followed Osamu.
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In the lobby,
"Yukina! I'm searching for you everywhere...." Kurosa complained.
"I'm sorry." Yukina answered coldly.
"Ah come on, everything was fine now." Asuka answered.
Then Osamu started to teach Yukina in the lobby with theories.
No longer, Nera brought some delicious snacks for both of them. They enjoyed the learning well.
"Okay it's 10 in the night, get some rest." Osamu said.
"Thank you...." Yukina said coldly. Osamu smiled,
"I'm Kenji Osamu. Call me Osamu or Osa in short." Osamu, the light blue haired boy, said.
"Thank you, Osamu." Yukina said coldly. Then Osamu headed to his room. Yukina headed to her room too.
At Yukina's room, Yukina read the book again while trying to remember.
"So in human's body, there are energy and stamina. Energy refers to our physological power and stamina refers to our body power. If you're born with magic, the energy refers to your magic power and source of casting magic. Stamina does the same, but more in body power. If you cast your magic too much, you'll feel exhausted and you need some rest because magic casted from your energy and if the energy was empty, the magic cast will taken from your body stamina. That's the reason why people could've die because of casting too much magic. Energy could increase a little by will power but it won't affect much at the strength of the magic. Basically, recovering the energy could be hard and could be easy, depending on the magic itself. For example, if you're an elemental magic user with water element, you could recover your energy from the water you drink or you use. And in elemental magic, there's a trick to decrease the usage of your energy, but still dealt a strong magic power, it is from the element arround you. If you're a water user, you will not use a lot of energy in the ocean since the water was there and all you need to do is just controlling them arround.
But there's some people that born without any magic energy. These kind of people was really rare. These kind of people will more referring to their physical strength. In fact, their magic just increase the ability of their body strength. These kind of people usually not good at far distance attacks. And if they cast their magic too much, they'll die easier than the people that born with energy since they'll use their body stamina ultimately.
The sign of using your magic too much was variable, but some of them are the same, it is exhausted. There are some people that used magic too much shows some symptoms such as muscle anche, burn skin, vision problems, and many more. If you're forcing it more, the symptoms will be worst and if you still forcing them, you could've died.
That's all the basic knowledge of the magic."
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Yukina put herself on the bed, staring at the ceiling.
"The basics... then there's more about it.... I want to learn more so that I won't be uncontrolled again." Yukina thought.