Bab 20: CHAPTER 20: TALKING WITH MACY
SHAYLA
We were had a quick making out in his car. Just kissing only, we do not have time for quickie. My parents will soon be going to be here.
"God, I am going to miss us." I heard him mumbled, hugging. "I will see you before leaving, okay!" I nodded.
"I think I better go. They will be here any time now." Whispering to him. He cupped my face again then kissing me roughly for a moment. He pulled away first.
'Gosh, I don't want him to stop kissing me.'
I heard him chuckled. "Do not pout your lips. I might not send you out."
I sighed. I give him my flash kissed then climbed out from the car.
"You better go now. Be careful okay." I smiled as I was standing outside the door of his car.
"Okay." Then he grabbed my face and kissed my lips. "Okay you go now." He smirked. I shook my head, waving him goodbye.
I walked fast without looking back at him. I was crying. My tears won't stop falling. This is nuts because it really hurts. I was already in my room, sobbing.
I got a text from him.
Finn: I am at home in my bed. Missing you already. 😔
After reading it, I cried again. This is crazy. I texted him back because he might think I ignore him.
Me: Me too, miss you. 😔
Finn: 😬 okay! Let's sleep now. We need to rest. See you when I see you around. Good night sweet pea 😘
Me: Okay, good night, night Finn 😘
I wiped my tears as I was inside the bathroom. It won't stop falling, shaking my head. I need to calm and rest. I told myself that this is nonsense. I have to be okay.
I quickly cleaned up myself. Washing everything we did. Resting in my bed is not helping. I need to sleep because my eyes were shallow already.
I heard my parent's car parked outside. They are here I should be sleeping. I closed my curtain so that the sun won't shine on me while I was sleeping.
Maybe through sleeping it will go away the pain I feel right now.
I have never felt so emptiness in my heart these past few days. Zander is leaving anytime soon. I do not have a friend to talk to personally. You might wonder why I haven't been with my best friend.
Speaking of her, I miss my best friend, Macy. She left our school due to her grandmother who was in some illness. That I do not really know about the exact details. It was just unexpected decision she made few months ago.
She just took some special exams in our school so that she is still be the same level as me. Macy is excellent in her academics so it was easy for her.
She did see me before leaving. I could see her face at that time that she has something going on. I guess, she really loves her grandma.
We still keep in touch by texting or video chatting. Even she is miles away from here. We even made a promise that no matter where she or I go we are still best of friends. I do have other friends but not as best as her like it seems we are soulmate.
I miss her so badly in my lowest point of my life right now. I am such a bad friend to her. I never been honest.
I called Macy; it has been a while since we talked on the phone usually texting. I do not know why we even stop video calling too. Well, I respect her. Maybe she does not want me to see her face with sadness. I miss her so much.
I almost dial her number but decided to text her first, she did not reply. I was thinking maybe she is busy and no time with me or whatever. So, I just turned my 32 inches LED TV to lessen my boredom.
After a few minutes, I got a response from her. I texted her back if I can call her then I send. Just a minute she was the one calling me and I got a wide smiling face, receiving her call.
"Hey, besh, miss you!" She said knowing her. 'Oh gosh, I really totally miss her.'
"I miss you too, Macy. How are you lately? It has been a while we barely communicate." I said with a tone of sadness.
"Yeah, I agree and it has been a while like forever. But I am happy that I called you now. I really miss you besh wish you are here with me. So, what is new about you in there?" Macy laughed.
"Me too besh, me too, I wish that we are just nearby. I am alone in the house as always. Shane's graduation was done few days ago. They were somewhere right now so the house is quiet." I pouted even she does not see me.
"Well, there is nothing new about that." I heard her laughed on the other line. "So, how was your brother's graduation?" She asked.
"We ate outside in a restaurant together with Zander's mother and Zander. My parents dropped me off here after because they have to work then Shane and his friends are going to a graduation party." Narrating her the details of that day.
"Oh, that's nice." She said but her voice sounds a little sad. Or it is just my hearing is bad.
We talked quite longer about her and me, about school and everything until I heard baby's cries in the background.
"Is that a baby crying?" I asked her with curiosity.
"Yeah, m-my cousin's baby and I, I am helping her taking care. Anyway, I got to go besh, talk to you soon. I love you miss you. Bye." She said in a hurry that she did not wait for my reply.
"Huh! That was weird." I shook my head and continue watching some movies.
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