Bab 156: I'm a bad owner

Dongwoo got out of the shower and picked up a towel to clean his hair. He was doing just fine, alone. That's a lie. He was a wreck.

He just spent the last hour in the shower, not just showering but jerking off. He had the twins next door, and if he was aroused, he could just go to them, but he was punishing himself.

And what was he punishing himself for? Nothing.

He just felt like he should stay away from the twins for a while and recollect his thoughts. Maybe then he would remember what it was like before them before his greed sprung out of control.

He thought maybe if he stayed away from sex, he would be less greedy and have less selfish thoughts but it wasn't working.

Nothing was.

He sighed and threw himself on his bed.

"What am I doing?" He asked himself. "I hope they're not hurting with my decision. I... I hope they can understand me. Understand that I'm scared of myself."

Just then, he heard his doorbell.