Bab 161: Chapter 161

　　Dean Alessandro

　　I was all alone. Again.

　　I looked out the window from my office at the Italy ILLICIT headquarters. I was looking at the sky, hoping that God would just take my life now.

　　I was ready to die. There's no more reason to be alive anymore, I've lost all my reasons to live. I was ready for attacks and maybe my enemies who were preparing my death long time ago.

　　I was losing myself.

　　Phoenix, Adrian, Angelo and Chance were the only family that I got but now all of them have their own life. The history repeated itself but this time, they're happy.

　　I went down to the lobby and drove my car out. I told all the guards not to follow me and I went straight to the cemetery. I took out a bucket, a bottle of water and a brush walking towards a particular gravestone.

　　"I'm sorry, I couldn't protect them like you told me to." I said to him hoping that he could hear me from heaven.