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The chill of the night intensified as he fell and his hair, usually hiding his shy features was now floating, strands leaving his face and turning upwards. His shirt got raised reavilng his skinny torso and he felt very much like Alice as she fell in the scary and peculiar rabbit hole. 

Even though he believed that Luke would catch him his heart was still racing. The uncertainty, that rush was exciting. Maybe he was still hazy and crazy from the drugs but as he feel, fast and messily everything seemed really clear.

He didn't want to let him go. Even if Mikael's words were true Alexander would do everything he could to make Luke change his mind. If that meant him being the small and lost Alice so be it. No matter what he wanted, to help Luke, even if his love was not returned that would be the second best thing that could happen.