Bab 118: 118- Unhappy

Warning: Depression

"No Allias. They are gone. Please don't do this to yourself. We have a mission now. We need to focus on this. To help the few of us who have remained. To avoid another war." 

"What if my people are still out there?" 

Allias stood up and felt a sharp pain on his back from the sudden movement. His muscles had been through so much the last few months he always felt tired. He couldn't get Achlys' words out of his head from the first moment she had opened her mouth. If there was even the slightest possibility how could he ever overlook that with confidence? Her mention brought to the surface a pain he had tried very hard to burry for now. A pain he knew it wasn't the time or place to let loose because he wouldn't be able to handle. That weight that made his curve and wither was great and now it would become a constant resident on his mind.