Bab 1: The beginning of the game
My mother died right after I was born I guess my mom is just too weak that she left her son alone in this cruel world. Well, I still have my older brother and father "But".
" Tsk... why do I have to see your face every time. I would rather be alone with father than being around with a murderer!".
My older brother hates me, Nah he doesn't see me as a brother he sees me as a murderer he blames me for my mother's death. His not wrong, I'm the reason my mother died, but...but is it my fault that my mother is weak! Mother if only your strong enough none of this would have happened, my broth...brother would see me as his little brother!
"Why..why..why? every time I see you in my house why do I feel like I'm feeding a murderer!"
Not only my older brother hates me, but my father also wants me dead. They both blame me even though I was just born innocent in this world. If only my mom was strong enough none of this would have happened.
It's been 17 years since I was born. Ahhh even I can't believe that I manage to take all the pain this world gave me.
Even though I suffer every day I always think that one day... somehow I will manage to escape this suffering, no I will find a way to end this suffering.
(school bell)
*Ring ring*
*start of the new school year*
*Junior high school*
I forced myself to go to school every year. I need to finish and get a college degree to end my suffering I need to be successful.
Ever since I was born I never had a friend or a family. School is hard for a guy like me who doesn't know how to communicate with others. Well, I'm used to it, being quiet and not having any friends but to be honest I rather want someone to bully me than being ignored by everyone.
(Lunch break)
(School bell)
*Ring ring*
(Classmates)"Yo let's eat lunch together". "sure". "yo bro join us". "sure"
Ahh everyone went to the cafeteria. Well, I'm glad I rather be alone here. Well then, "let's eat." "Ohh my lunch today is a pair of bread and fried egg yum looks good, thank you self for this wonderful lunch."
"Hm? Who are you talking to?"
Huh? shit someone still here?
"Hey, who were you talking to?". " cant you speak?"
damnit what should I say, um! think...think
"Hm!, maybe I should eat here as well Oh, my lunch today is delicious fried rice with takoyaki".
What! Is she mocking me? hm base on my one-second glimpse of her, she looks like a shy cute girl. I bet she's like the side character of the movie I saw yesterday. Just like the movie a cute girl with a furious attitude! Well, I haven't finished the movie yet maybe there will be character development. Wait that's not the case here what should I respond to. Is she talking to me? maybe I should ask.
Huh! is he deaf or something. Hmm well then if this is what he wants I shall play along with it. Hmph!
"Um... are you talking to m-"
Hu-. She ignored me she walked away. No no, she didn't ignore me I swear she stared at me while I'm startled to talk. She looked at me like I was stupid, she looked at my pathetic face and she felt pity for me.
(Classroom door closed)
*Slammed*
Ugh, maybe I should have not done that. Now I feel guilty for walking away like that. Maybe I should just eat my lunch in the cafeteria. I'm going to apologize after class. What a weird guy.
"Why am I upset that she ignored me, damit Who am I kidding I almost forgot my place I should never try to talk to people again damn it, I think I can't hold my tears any longer."
I need some fresh air.
(Rooftop of the school building)
My tears won't stop falling. " mom I'm sorry for being weak I tried to be stronger than you yet, in the end, I'm weaker than you, I just think I had enough". I'm pretty sure jumping off this building would kill me. Well then "Mom I can finally be with you in the afterlife".
...
*Splat*
(Ambulance)
*siren noise*
*student talking*
...
"Everyone out of the way"
...
Huh-
ugh! my body is in pain. What's wrong huh- why can't I -
My voice I cant spe..speak! wait didn't I die? Didn't I jump off?. I can still feel the ground. Huh-
don't tell me -
You gotta be kidding me! I'm still...alive?
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