Bab 19: Chapter 19: Medicine for a broken heart
With everything that was going on, Arthur was unable to concentrate, so he finished his work early.
He was the director of the hospital, as well as the owner, so no one dared to forbid this.
However, the situation was more complicated than it seems, after all, it is true that Aina approached Arthur for the sake of money and Arthur knew it, but as someone used to it, he let it pass.
But let Arthur remember, Aina no longer needs her money to survive, she followed her advice and became a writer, what's more, she bought a house and lived a stable life with her son, there was no need anymore. to seduce him.
That is why she thought that her sex friend's relationship would not waver for long, but 4 years have passed and they are about to get married.
That just means that the old him, the one who came out, concluded that she wasn't with him because of the money.
Does Aina truly love him? Or is it something else?
"What do you think?"
"As a woman, I think you are sick Liam, your distrust of women is too much, stop thinking about things and make a decision once, be a man"
Leaving the hospital, Arthur wasted no time heading to his psychologist's office.
There were many things he needed to say and also get a second opinion on his problem, this psychologist is after all his only friend, his wife, as well as his sexual partner.
"But as a professional, I think you are going through a difficult stage in your life, the fact that you do not remember absolutely anything from two years ago, is proof of it, your subconscious has created a memory frame, of your life in another world, as a form of stress relief "
Sighing, the beautiful black-haired woman, a well-endowed curvy body and a sharp gaze, making communicating with her a job, this woman's name is Jenna.
After listening to Arthur, she shook her head and put a hand to her glasses, writing on her tablet.
She had been working with Arthur for a long time, as colleagues and as a patient, Arthur receiving professional help or Jenna with health problems.
Both professionally and personally, it could be said that of all the women in the world, Jenna is the woman Arthur trusts the most, after all, she is the only one who has not failed him.
As for why they are not a couple?
Well, Jenna was very clear from the start.
She didn't want to be tied to a man, she didn't want her life to be shared.
For her, something like love is irrelevant to her life, she does not need the help of a man and she will not need it, she also does not think that she needs one to be happy.
I always thought that living independently was the best.
Being a man or a woman does not change anything in terms of the way you live.
Do you want a respectable job and a stable life?
So study and strive to meet your goals.
Don't you want to be under others?
So create your own company and work your own money.
That your gender is not an excuse for weakness.
Because of this mindset, Jenna worked hard for her future and she is the professional that she is now.
She never depended on a man for this ...
Arthur greatly admired this and thought it is an example to follow.
Because his thoughts were almost similar, the two quickly became on good terms and became good friends, as sexual partners.
Unfortunately, she did not want anything serious, after all, if Jenna wanted to satisfy the need of her body, she called Arthur and vice versa, neither of them meddled in the other's private life, always respecting each other, sharing a carnal and friendly bond.
Always with a limit between the professional and the personal.
Perhaps because of this, their friendship was never broken.
"I understand, my mind is playing with me"
"Perhaps, we are still not sure why this anomaly, maybe due to a shock or some kind of defense mechanism in your mind ... For example, your subconscious still does not accept your marriage, or have you suffered any confusion or hit lately? "
"I don't remember getting hit, but ... Marriage?"
"Hm, it is possible that your life with women causes all this, especially with your fiancée ..."
Squinting, Jenna continued with her theory, being her closest friend, she knew about the bad luck that Arthur had on the opposite sex and she was also worried that this has resulted in trauma, the human mind is complex and fantastic.
There are no limits to the imagination and mental problems are very difficult to deal with, especially someone like Arthur, whose life was spent searching for something abstract, and because of this problem, Arthur has lived disappointed with women.
Not to mention that Aina is the woman who disappoints him the most, so it is possible that his subconscious does not accept Aina and creates this memory problem.
However, this is rare, but not impossible.
It would be a problem, if one day Arthur wakes up and finds out that more than 10 years have passed and that he has been married to a woman he does not love and because of this, his married life may end.
"What is your recommendation?"
"As a professional, I recommend that you discuss this with his fiancée and together solve this problem because if she is the problem, it is possible that being together his subconscious can adapt and remember"
Repositioning her glasses, Jenna kept her expression calm as she pondered these mental issues.
If Aina is the problem that her subconscious strongly rejects, then therapy together would help.
This is similar when a person is rejected many times, his subconscious tends to develop a psychological trauma of inferiority and when the person tries to return to his romantic life, his subconscious automatically acts, remembering all those negative emotions, so the person in question never manages to find a partner because of this, in their subconscious, they are inferior and fear rejection.
"And as a woman, what is your recommendation?"
Hearing these words, a smile formed on Jenna's calm face.
She is her psychologist and her friend, so whenever they spoke, Arthur and Jenna said these words.
'Professional'
'Female, Male'
Each of these words had a different meaning, as a professional, Jenna and Arthur treated each other, like normal patients, without any extra benefit.
But as a woman or a man, for Jenna and Arthur, it was a different matter.
"As a woman, I will say this ... The words of a woman, eight out of ten, are lies, trying to understand this is difficult and even more, if it is a meticulous woman like her fiancée, maybe her subconscious knows this and is trying to warn you "
Finishing speaking, Jenna closed her eyes, while Arthur's eyes lit up.
"I understand, I think I already know what to do"
"Glad to be of help, by the way ... Congratulations on your marriage."
"Hearing these words from you, they are not pleasant"
"Hahaha it was a pleasure"
"..."
Smiling, Jenna completely ignored Arthur's lonely appearance, as as a sexual friend, saying these words to him was akin to ending their relationship.
Arthur knew it, that's why he felt somewhat lonely since he would never be intimate with this incredible woman again.
(It's a shame that I don't want anything serious)
With how much they have in common, they would surely make a perfect match, however, each had their different goals and both were clear from the beginning in their relationship.
With his consultation finished, Arthur stood up and prepared to leave, however just as he opened the door, Jenna stopped him.
"I almost forgot, his fiancee has come to see me"
"..."
These words were enough to make Arthur turn his head, urging him to continue, obviously Jenna continued, since she spoke she would no longer stop.
"She came to me with a complicated request, she asked me for all the information that is helpful in her married life and about the man who will be her future husband, as a professional, I will not reveal anything that implies the secrets of my patient ... But, as a woman, the situation changes "
With a rarely seen dark smile on his face, Arthur couldn't help but open his mouth, as it is not the first time he has seen this smile, however for some strange reason a deep emotion washed over him.
After all, Jenna said it all ...
And as a woman, eight of each of her words are lies ...
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Jenna and Aina's relationship is complicated, rather they could not see each other, the hatred they both had for each other, is not something that can be described in words.
After all for Aina, for years, the biggest obstacle that she had to overcome for Arthur to accept her, was called Jenna.
That the idiot left her made Aina finally open her eyes and just when she thought her life was over, Arthur appeared as a doctor saving her life and that of her son.
In the end, it was Arthur who put aside her personal injuries and took responsibility for her injuries and her childbirth, hers her son was born to her and Arthur took care of her until the end.
She always thought that Arthur like another man only wanted her body, she was wrong.
Arthur wanted a life with her ...
Now she finally understood, but it was too late, Arthur didn't want anything with her.
Her attempts to seduce him failed and even the sex did not work.
But there was still hope, Arthur must still feel that love.
However, Jenna complicated things, after all, whenever Jenna requested her presence, Arthur would drop her off mid-date or even at hotels and tend to her needs.
This made her very angry and because of that, Aina came to hate Jenna, who on the other hand did not he had looked at her as a humble woman while enjoying her suffering.
For Jenna, a woman who had a high level of single pride and would end her life at stake for a jerk man, she was an absolute fool, deserving of everything she was going through.
Jenna is the best friend of Arthur knew of the existence of Aina from the beginning, she was also present when Arthur wooed her and had to admit that Aina had too high pride in her.
She was simply not emotionally moved, regardless of what Arthur will attempt.
This made Jenna evaluate her and her first impression was that she was a woman with too high standards since Aina had a thirst for power and was like a peacock in the middle of some chickens, that because of that, Arthur still could not enter In his heart and also because of his influence, Arthur continued to grow economically as well as in connections since Arthur was becoming the man that Aina wanted.
At first, Jenna thought it was stupid, Aina had no money and no status to support her excessive pride, only a good appearance in her favor, you should know that although Jenna did not have an appearance as outstanding as Aina, she was still a beauty.
But that's not why she let pride go to her head and left everything to a man, no ... on the contrary, she trusted everything in herself and she was not a woman who spread her legs with any random man, But like Aina, he also had high standards and Arthur was one of those men who met his expectations, the only thing is that she did not want anything serious with a man, that's why I sympathize with Aina a little, besides being younger than them, Jenna didn't think too much.
At best, Aina's future achievements would be similar to hers.
But both she and Arthur were wrong, Aina turned out to be more stupid than she thought and destroyed all expectations they had of her, spreading her legs and giving herself to a useless man.
That's why seeing how low she had fallen, Jenna hated her from the bottom of her heart.
Her friend's efforts were lost and all that pride was nothing more than stupid.
That day, Jenna personally arrived at Arthur's house and did not leave there, until a week later, there was no better medicine for a broken heart than the body of a woman.
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