Bab 49: HE LOVES HER, HE LOVES HER NOT

ALEXANDER'S POV

I stood still in front of Jeremy's house, frowning. I can't believe that for the second time in a short time, I drove myself to his doorstep after clearly promising myself not to return here again. 

The only thing I can remember is being restless throughout the entire night, waking up the following morning to an empty house, picking up my keys and here I am standing in front of Jeremy's house. 

I could have blamed it on alcohol but I'm perfectly sane and haven't caught a whiff of alcohol. So it definitely wasn't alcohol. I'm either crazy or not alright. 

The latter sounds closer to my condition. 

"Since I'm here I guess I'll just say hello," I muttered under my breath, ringing the doorbell.

"I'm coming!" Jeremy yelled from the house. Soon I heard footsteps approaching and the door was pulled open, Jeremy surprised and shocked to see me.