Kiss me, I don't care if it hurts,
Hurry and choke me
So I can't hurt any more
Baby, I don't care if I get drunk, I'll drink you in now
Your whiskey, deep into my throat
_BS&T
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Jungkook Pov
I woke up with a shreik when Jimin hyung literally crashed on me, crushing me like a bug under his deadly cuddling.
"Hyung, get off me!" I cried out while trying to push him off.
'Why he has to do such stunts to wake me up?'
I groaned while squeezing my face underneath my pillow.
I snorted as he went off me and gave him the biggest scowl.
"I've been waking you up for last 20 minutes Jeon Jungkook. What would you expect from me?" He scoffed while folding his arms over his chest looking like an annoyed little mom.
And that sight of him as usual took away all irritation and frustration, replaced by mischief.
He looked so fucking adorable with that pout and a frown on his round face that I began to get ideas at how to tease that little Hyung of mine.
I chuckled while sitting up, yawning and stretching my arms.
"What's so funny Jungkook-ssi?" He growled making me burst into laughter.
"You look so adorable hyung. I mean look at you you're as cute as bug's ear. So squeeshy. Stop being all tetchy hyung you're too cutesy for it.." I teased him with a wink causing his fury to reach its threshold.
"Jeon Jungkook you're dead meat." He screamed bloody murder almost flying onto my bed.
But I was Jeon Jungkook, the golden maknae. I had faster reflex than him. I jumped out of my bed before he could reach me and dashed out of my room.
"You can't win me Jimin-ssi." I mocked him while running towards the living room.
"Stop there Jungkook. I said stop before I kill you." He yelled chasing me like a crazy predator.
"Catch me if yo..." and I bumped into a wall.
I instantly turned my face to the wall, the beautiful one, the most handsome one. And the breath taking one.
Cause it wasn't actually a wall. It was V hyung.
I blinked my eyes several times to get the hold of that beauty.
He was in his off-white sleeping pajamas with black polka dots and his black messy hair were like a jewel to his over flowing gorgeousness.
A little smirk was playing on his angelic face as usual making him more attractive. Totally surreal!!
"I got you. How dare you called me bug's ear?" I got ripped out of my fantasy and gasped as I felt a hand grabbing my shirt from behind.
I tried to get out of his hold but failed.
'Oh My Lord! I totally forgot that I was being chased by Jimin hyung.'
I nearly went breathless as Jimin hyung strangled me. I patted his arm hastily to let me free.
"Let..meee..go.." I shuddered trying to get myself out of his hold. His grip was becoming more and more tighter around my neck.
"Apologize first. I'll let you go." He demanded making it more difficult for me to breath.
"Let go of him Jimin. Are you insane? You're going to kill him." V hyung almost yelled as he finally stepped in and pushed Jimin hyung off me.
I stumbled back and forth while coughing and trying to regain my breath.
"He made fun of me again." Jimin hyung whined shooting dagger at me with his eyes.
"I didn't make fun of him, V hyung. I just said he is cute. Am I wrong? How could someone so tiny looks effortlessly adorable while sulking?" I retorted innocently, shaking my head.
A devilish smirk was constantly lingering on my lips because I knew I was adding more fuel to fire.
V hyung chuckled at my words but quickly turned into poker face trying to act neutral.
"Jimin see, I know you're mad but I think he's right." V hyung stated with all seriousness in the world.
I knew he was on my side. He had now joined me in my little good morning adventure.
"Ohh...So, You both have joined forces against me?? Is it a gang bullying??" Jimin hyung ridiculed in disbelief.
I could see how hard V hyung was trying to maintain his straightface. Cause his eyes were saying it all showing his devilish joy.
We both knew what was coming next.
"I'll count and at 3 we're going to run. Okay." V hyung whispered enough for me to hear.
I nodded like an obedient kid. I could feel excitement welling up in my veins.
1
2
3
And we both ran with all the strength, dodging sofas, couches in our way, to my room.
I quickly locked the door as we both made it into my room.
We both slammed onto my bed, panting for air.
As we caught back our breaths, we both burst into fits of laughter curling onto my bed. We laughed so hard until our stomach started hurting and finally our laughter came to halt.
"He was so angry. He's going to take revenge on us later." I stated with a joyish smirk while turning to V hyung who was now looking at the ceiling. A playful smile still lingering on his face.
He instantly turned to face me, feeding me with a wink.
"We'll see that." He bragged causing me to giggle.
And he turned back to stare the ceiling again and so did I.
Silence filled the room as we laid there for like eternity, not saying a single word.
"Kookie?" V hyung soft whisper caught me off guard.
I turned on his side to see him already staring at me.
A weird feeling began to grow up in my stomach cause his eyes weren't blinking at all. His stare was oddly penetrating.
"What is it Hyung? " I asked trying to read his gaze.
His eyes weren't leaving my face for even a second, drowning me into a pool of confusion.
I gasped as suddenly his fingers made contact with my face.
My gaze went down to his hand which was now palming my face. Then went back again to V hyung who felt more closer than before.
Actually, he had moved closer without being noticed by me.
My heart suddenly picked up its pace, beating faster than ever against my chest. The amount of warmth emitting from his hand was nothing compared to the heat rushing up in my whole body.
My eyes widened and I gulped as I felt his warm breath playing near my lips.
There wasn't any doubt that our lips were just few centimeters apart.
A strong rush of emotions took over me. His close proximity for the first time made me think about weird things.
It urged me to do something that was totally absurd but at this very moment everything I was thinking felt the most righteous thing in this world.
My gaze was dancing back and forth from his eyes to his lips but his eyes were glued to just one spot. On my lips? Like he could read my mind. Because I wanted the same thing as him.
'His lips on mine?'
To my surprise, the next second, I felt a warm flesh against my lips.
It felt like another dream that I had yesterday.
My body was witnessing a strange warmth for the first time and for some reason I was liking it.
I froze as his lips started moving over mine.
'I am in a dream, right? We are kissing in a dream, right?'
I gasped and pulled away totally startled.
My gaze went to the handsome face in front of me, who was looking at me with same expressions as mine.
His eyes widened and his Jaws dropped as he began scooting away from me.
But wait..
My mind and heart didn't want him to leave yet.
If it was a dream, then we needed to finish what he started. Right?
I quickly grabbed his arm pulling him closer, consuming the little space that had left between us before.
And before he could react, I crashed my lips on his.
I didn't know why I was doing it. But a sudden desire woke up in me. It felt like I had began to have cravings for those lips.
I was totally wasted into my feelings as I moved my lips over his passionately.
It took him only few seconds to give in. Our lips moved in synchronization as heat continued to grow up.
I could feel butterflies dancing in my stomach. It felt so good that I closed my eyes giving myself to the moment.
But all of sudden, he pulled away sitting up on the bed leaving me with a explosive shock.
I quickly sat up, desperate to know why he pulled away?
I didn't want to think about any other thing yet. I just wanted him desperately. I wanted his warmth all over me.
How could he pull away like that?
Wasn't it him who initiated this?
It is just a dream, we can do whatever we want then, why left it undone?
I frowned as he kept avoiding my gaze, his head was in his hands as his elbows were resting on his knees. He was continuously shaking his head.
"I'm sorry, Kookie.." Those words were the last words I wanted to hear at that moment.
And that was when reality hit me harder than a bullet.
"What?" I blurted out totally agitated by his voice which was over flowing with guilt.
A pang of conscience hit my chest. I started to feel uneasy. Panic filled in me as things began to get undone in front of my eyes.
'What have you done Jungkook?' My conscience screamed and my eyes widened.
I looked around me and then at the man sitting like a statue in front of me.
Dysphoria took over me cruely as I stumbled out of my bed.
V hyung instantly looked up at me as I began to move away from him.
"Look Jungkook I...I..I'm sorry. I didn't wan.." he started but..
"No hyung, go away!!" I yelled at him while cutting him off and ran into my bathroom shutting the door behind me, collapsing on the floor.
Grabbing my head in my hands, I cried out in remorse.
What have I done?
Why did he kissed me?
Why did I kissed him back?
Was he teasing me?
Damn! Why am I hurting like this?
By any chance, do I have any feelings for him?