Even if I am an Ugly Bastard I want to be a good person (English)
Penulis: Bukaro© WebNovel
Clarification
To start this project, it is not about the MC becoming a complete scum who abuses every waifu he sees, the MC wants to help other people so he can see himself as an idiot with a hero complex or as a victim of abuse who tries to help others, it all depends on the perspective.
It may be unpleasant for many that the MC begins fearful of approaching women, but this is because he suffers from caliginephobia (phobia of beautiful women), although this will change, do not expect the MC to become a degenerate who abuses girls on the street
One thing that when a male character does not sleep with all the beautiful women he sees then he is judged as Simp or Beta or that nonsense, I personally find it absurd, and while it is disgusting to read about a character that they allow to be trampled on like a mat, A character who respects his partner is different from a character who only serves to humble him.
Many times I feel that people give the title of Alpha Male to abusive, violent, and basically criminal subjects.
The bride wants to go to the park, the groom does not want to, the bride insists, the groom beats her to stop bothering her. That's basically the Alpha Male model that people seem to want to see but I don't like, I dislike violence in a relationship unless it's a sexual game like bondage.
Although this novel will have strong themes such as rape, the MC will be a relatively decent person, although he will not be a saint either since as one of my favorite quotes says: "When you look long into an abyss, the abyss also looks into you"
Leaving to a read the issue of Alpha and Beta that honestly seems absurd to me, there is the issue of the virginity of the waifus.
Personally, I do not care, I am not Japanese and in my beloved Latin America, it is not uncommon to see girls under 16 who have more sexual experience than many people who are over 20 years old.
Everyone lives in their own way and they are their decisions, as long as they do not harm someone else there is no problem, my real problem with this is when people point to a woman as a "whore" or "whore" because she had a couple of boyfriends.
In the novels, it is as if because a girl lost her virginity before meeting the MC, she is automatically a bitch who deserves to die, that seems exaggerated to me.
The worst thing is when people attack a waifu for not being a virgin even though something may have happened that forced her into that situation, I once saw how people threw shit non-stop at an author for writing about a waifu that was not a virgin because she was abused by her father.
People weren't upset about the rape, what made them angry was that the MC loved that waifu but people said that the waifu was a used bag of semen, that it was no longer useful, etc.
If the man sleeps with several women he is an idol, but if the woman had several relationships he is a whore. I am not a supporter of movements in favor of gender equality as many of those campaigns seem like badly designed hate advertising to me, but I cannot deny that this perspective on the freedom of sex life is quite ridiculous.
What I want to get to with this is that there are waifus that will not be virgins and can even be described as extremely used, looking at the cover one can give an idea of the type of women that will appear, hentai anime women.
But despite this, I myself am an idealist who hates Netorare while I like Netori. The MC will not receive Netorare and will do Netori.
One important thing is that not all waifus will be kept by the MC, instead of building a harem the MC just wants to help others so some waifus will be like foster daughters.
Maybe at some point I get the "Usagi Drop" syndrome and make some of those foster daughters fall in love with the MC, but still not all waifus will be part of the harem.
Also, although some waifus have gone through traumatic experiences of abuse and prostitution, with the help of the MC they will be able to have a better life from what I can already see how people say "Kill that bitch that slept with hundreds of men! ", and no, I will not kill them, the objective of this novel is to protect smiles and return happiness to those who have lost it, even if that happiness is lost because of me.
I warn you, some waifus will suffer, but I will try to give them a happy life as I want to show that a painful experience does not mean a lifetime of pain.
Lastly and perhaps most importantly, the MC is and will be an Ugly Bastard from start to finish, no weight loss, no changes in appearance that make him beautiful as a shoujo manga character, or no body changes or clones, simply not.
The MC is a fat middle-aged man with a bald head and he will stay that way, so yeah, the waifus in the harem will be with a fat old man, heh.
Anyway, I will write topics that personally disgust me but the sore throat, migraine, and sleep have damaged my sanity so meh, I want to see how far I can go.
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