Bab 87: NINETY

Is this the end of the story or just the beginning? There is only one person who can truly have an impact on me. Sometimes I feel like my brain is going a million miles per hour. But don't try, don't make much of an effort, don't worry, and please don't cry. You disguised her well since she was a scandalous undercover operation. I was beginning to wonder if she actually believed your fibs. Since there was no one else around, you said I was crazy, but the reality ultimately emerged. This is the worst kind of betrayal because she used to be my best friend. I was obviously an idiot for not realising what was about to occur. It's hard to understand; you must be cruel beyond comprehension. The truthfulness in your voice has been replaced by harmful fiction. This is not the same man I once loved. You went in the wrong direction and have no idea where you are. The devil is ahead, and you haven't even paid the final payment yet.