Bab 109: Vision of the Past II: Outcry

The next day, his mother's personal maid came to find him, after pleading with Zhong Ji to allow her to look after him. When she saw his reddened cheeks, she was very worried and was the only one who cared enough to see to it.  The servants at Zhong Ji's palace only did the bare minimum, which was bringing in his dinner which he ignored and ensuring he stayed put in the room.

Jun Shan just blankly stared at her in a daze, he had not been able to sleep all night and had just sat there staring at the door. When he went out with her to take a bath he saw that the other servants had left, it seemed they no longer cared what he did now that there was someone who wanted to look after him. He was of no consequence to them or anyone. He hated this place and wanted to go home, but even his personal maid told him he could not go there anymore and that this was now his home.